"Is this it? it's a very beautiful home…" Tsubaru asked Airi when they stopped in front a large lovely home.

Airi nodded her head yes, she felt a knot forming out of her stomach as she gathered all the courage she could. 'Why am I so frightened, I've never felt like this around here before…' Airi thought. She couldn't identify the feeling, or even weather it was bad or good. Slowly, with a slight hesitation she walked to the front door. She lifted her hand, going to knock, but backed away. Tears filled her eyes as she turned to her friends. "Will one of you please knock.." she managed to mumble.

Crystal stepped forwards, knocked and quickly backed up. A few seconds later the door opened slightly, it was Sesshomaru's dad.

"Hello," he said. His voice sounded tense worried and upset all at the same time.

"Hello," Airi mumbled, "Is something wrong?"

"I need you to come in for a moment and have a seat, I have something to tell you…" Sesshomaru's dad said.

Airi's heart fell 'what's wrong?! Tell me just tell me now. Please let everyone be alright. Where is Sesshomaru?!' Airi thought, but she just nodded and walked inside to the couch. Tsubaru and Crystal also walked in and sat on either side of Airi.

"Is everything alright?" Crystal asked stupidly knowing something had to be wrong.

"Did you break up with Sesshomaru recently?" he asked looking very pale.

"Yes, about two weeks ago," Airi said trembling slightly now.

"Did you ever see him do drugs?" he asked tears forming in his eyes, but as most guys do he quickly wiped them away before anyone could see.

"N-no he wouldn't go near them, he promised me he wouldn't as long as…" Airi paused and began trembling even more. 'as long as we never broke up is what he said' Airi thought.

"Well, he's in the hospital for a drug overdose. Morphine and Heroine…" he managed to say before Airi began sobbing.

"N-no! this cant be happing!" Airi sobbed into the palms of her hands. Then, without a moments notice, she leaped up and ran up the stairs to Sesshomaru's room. Quickly Sesshomaru's dad, Tsubaru, and Crystal jumped up and followed.

Airi reached Sesshomaru's door and twisted the door knob but it was locked as usual.

"I relocked the door…" Sesshomaru's dad yelled running towards her.

Quickly she pulled out a little silver key and put it in the lock and twisted. The door popped open and Airi ran inside.

She glanced around hoping to find this was all a cruel joke, but soon found it was not. All over the room was yellow 'Do not touch" tape.

"Did they find any drugs?" Tsubaru asked Sesshomaru's dad.

"Only the needles and what was in them," he said. "They couldn't find anymore anywhere…" He placed his hand on the sobbing Airi, but Airi didn't notice.

About ten minutes later, once Airi had calmed down a bit, Sesshomaru's dad said, "Do you want to go with me down to the hospital? He's in a coma, but the doctor said there is a good chance he will come out of it."

Airi nodded yes, "As long as I can call my mom, and Tsubaru and Crystal can come too."

"I wouldn't have it any other way," He said.

"Thank-you…" Airi said. She walked over to the phone that was next to Sesshomaru's bed. Even though it was surrounded by "Do not touch" tape she picked it up and dialed her home number. It was her dad who answered. Airi quickly explained everything and of course her dad said that she could go to the hospital.

"Airi, I have a question. Do you know of any places he could have stashed the drugs that no one would think of looking?" Sesshomaru's dad asked.

Airi stood still thinking for a little while then slowly nodded her head. "Yeah, there's this movable tile in the bathroom," she said her voice quavering.

"Can you show me?"

"Sure," Airi answered and walked into the bathroom. She carefully bent down and located the tile. She took a breath and lifted the tile. There she saw the drugs that the police had been looking for earlier. She was shocked, she had tricked her mind into believing that he hadn't had any drug at his house, but then she saw a folded up piece of paper. She picked it up it said "To Airi". She stood up, unfolded it and began to read:

Airi,

If you are reading this note I know you betrayed another of your promises. You said you'd never show anyone this little compartment, ever. Well I guess its fine, I mean you are a nasty little bitch and that's the shit little bitches do! I'm most likely either dead or dying, hell I'm beginning to feel the drugs take over and its great. I guess you wouldn't know about the drugs, I started them after you dumped me! Just so you know this is all your fault. All YOUR damn fault!

Sincerely,

Sesshomaru

Tears filled Airi's eyes, those words hurt so bad. She never meant for anything like this to happen. The handwriting was almost illegible but there was no misinterpreting it. She fell to her knees and began crying again, the paper fluttered to the feet of Tsubaru and Crystal. Hastily Crystal picked it up and read over it, Tsubaru and Sesshomaru's dad read it over her shoulder.

"Airi, its not your fault! He's the one laying in the hospital in a coma because of one of his stupid decisions, so its his fault!" Tsubaru yelled, she looked furious.

"Tsubaru's right Airi. Its not your fault he was kissing another girl and was in a gang!" Crystal added.

"Airi, he's my son and I always believe what he says…" Sesshomaru's dad started but was cut short by Airi.

"So you believe Sesshomaru?" Airi asked through tears.

"Let me finish," Sesshomaru's dad said. "I shouldn't have always believed everything he said. I guess he never could talk to me, I mean I'm either at work or out with my girlfriend. I never listened if he tried to talk to me when I was around. So if its anyone's damn fault it's mine. I'm going down to the hospital, are you still going?"

Airi thought for a few moments then nodded her head yes. Then all four of them headed out to the hospital.

Note: So what do you think? I don't know what to think because everyone says I am WAY to hard on myself. Believe it or not I am not a depressed person, this is just my style of writing. I'm not the best at expressing myself, but I think writing and my friends have helped me make it to where I am now (oh alright, my family too) I guess I have tons of time to improve my skills ay? Well please RR Thanks in advance! Oh yeah speak your mind I'm a big girl I can handle it.