Remus entered his and Sirius's flat shrugging off his jacket and wet boots as he went. He noticed, that the flat was strangely dark, besides a few candles that were lit on the kitchen table. "Sirius?" Remus asked looking around confused. "Siri......" His voice was cut off when a strong hand wrapped around his mouth and another around his waist. "Moony." Sirius's husky voice whispered.

Remus sighed in relief as Sirius lips made contact with his neck . "God , you scared the shite out of me. How were James and Lily today?" Remus asked turning around in his lovers arms. Sirius smiled and pulled Remus tight up against him, so that he could feel the steady beating of his heart.

"They were fine. " Sirius said leaning down a little bit to kiss the tip of Remus's nose. "I don't like us going into hiding or anything Sirius, but I really think it's for the best, with you doing this secret keeping with James and lily. " Remus told him. Sirius pulled back bit, looking uncomfortable with the topic.

"Do you reckon we need a secret keeper? I bet Pete would do it....or, maybe Alastor." Remus said frowning slightly. Sirius wrapped both his arms around Remus's waist and pulled him close. Since their heights were slightly different, Remus's head rested right under Sirius's chin.

"I've had a hard day Moony." Sirius said breathing in the scent of Remus's hair. "I know." Remus whispered back. "I just want...." Sirius sighed looking at Remus with a sort of desperate look. "I ...I just want you. I just want you right now. And tomorrow. And forever. Whatever that may be for us."

"Sirius are you....."

"Moony , let me...just let me finish. " Sirius smirked and kissed Remus softly. "Yeah. I'm done. " Remus sighed and pulled Sirius towards him for another kiss. "You're not drunk are you?" Sirius laughed and pulled Remus closer yet . "I love you Moony...God I love you." Sirius said kissing every part of Remus he could.

Remus couldn't remember many times Sirius was this affectionate. Normally they would kiss, and the shag a few times , and curl up and go to bed. Of course Sirius loved him. But he was a man with out the use of words. Because really words were nothing between them.

Actions always said much more.

Remus moaned loudly as Sirius bit his lip and one shiny drop of blood formed between their mouths. Remus didn't resist as Sirius tugged him towards the bedroom. Or when his clothes were taken off slowly by piece, by piece. "Love You....Love you..." Sirius mumbled kissing his way down the smaller mans chest. Remus groaned as his head turned to the side of the soft feather pillow.

Sirius smirked and rubbed the inside of Remus's thigh. "What Remus? You want me to stop?" Sirius asked kissing the exact spot his hand had just been. "God...Touch....anything....just something..." Remus groaned nearly bucking off the bed. Sirius sighed and leaned down to shallow him whole.

Remus panted and struggled not to come. 'Not yet....god ....not yet...' he never wanted it to end. He never wanted to be away from Sirius.

But when the time did come, he went screaming.

Sirius sighed and kissed the softened piece of flesh before crawling up the bed to kiss Remus gently. "Do you want...." Remus asked reaching down for Sirius obvious arousal. Sirius grabbed his hand and brought it to his cheek, before leaning down to capture his lips once more.

Remus remembered falling asleep with Sirius wrapped around him. And waking up alone.

That Day Sirius was captured and sent to Azkaban.

Somehow he wasn't surprised.