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Rose Petals
Rose petals fill the tub
No water is in the tub
I climb into the tub
The petals go all the way up to my neck
The scent of roses fills my nose
It has been two days since that day
Two days since you died
I miss you so very much
I filled the tub with rose petals
I laid the gun on the edge of the tub
You had brought laughter into my life
Your love drove the darkness from my heart
I can not live without you
You taught me how to love another being
I have put the gun to my head
I pull the trigger
Warm red blood mixes with the petals.
I wake up with a start. I sit and wonder why my neck is hurting and
then I realize that I once again fell asleep at my desk. I start to write
on my sheet of paper when I notice that poem. When did that get there?
I am very certain that nothing was on my piece of paper before, but
if there was something written down, then why did I not notice it. It is in
my writing. Whoops, I know what happened. I dreamed that Mother died and I
wrote this down while I was sleeping.
I wonder how I will take it when Mother does die. I do not think that
I will handle it well. Maybe this poem is telling me something. I hope that
it does not mean I will kill myself.
I pull myself out of my thoughts when I hear the phone ring. Mother
answers the phone while I walk towards her. I hear her say that it could
not be true. She then says thank you Yusuke and hangs up. Father walks over
and asks what happened.
Mother asks him if he remembers Hiei. He says that he does. Mother
said Hiei killed himself last night. He was incapable of handling Kurama's
death. Mother said that Hiei had filled the tub up with rose petals and
used a gun on his head.
Does that mean I am dead? I felt a little lit headed but nothing to
major. I suddenly remember the mission we were on. The demon had come up
behind me and put a knife to my throat. He told my friends to sit down and
then had one of his minions tie them up. He told me to be a good little fox
and do as I am told. He had weapons trained on my friends and told me to
take my clothes off. I did and he pushed me to the ground.
He brought his knife up to my neck and I felt some pain. He had cut
my throat and then raped me while my blood pooled beneath me. He had licked
the blood that run on my skin. All that did was get him more excited. I
remember seeing Hiei crying and then I woke up at home. I am so confused
now.
I hear something behind. Hiei looks at me and says that he could not
live without me. I ask him if I am truly dead and he says yes. I take his
hand and give him a kiss. I tell him let's leave and check on our loved
ones once in awhile.
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What do you think? I wanted to do a poem and a story. Please review. Sorry
it is short. Poem is called Rose Petals.