Chapter 19

I walked over to the bar and started to order a drink as Randy came over with his hoochie attached to his arm and a huge smirk stretched across his lips...I so wanted to pick that time to puke up my bright red margarita all over Randy's crisp clean white dress shirt...but no such luck...instead I could feel the tears stinging my eyes...

Paul and Stephanie walked over and Paul said, "So you have a hidden talent...not only can you wrestle...but you sing too?" 


I said, "Yea...so much talent wrapped up into one person."  Randy naturally butted into the conversation and said, "Shelia is pretty talented also."

I said, "Yea...but it doesn't really take talent to spread your legs for any Tom, Dick and Randy." 


I downed my shot of Jack Daniels and threw money on the bar and said, "Stephanie...Paul...Enjoy the rest of your night...Randy, Practice safe sex and go fuck yourself...Shesleezy, Just go."  I walked out of the club and pulled my rental car keys out.

"LENA!...LENA!!!"  I heard Randy screeching behind me...


I stopped and turned around and took my stance with my hands on my hips.  Randy walked up and said, "What the fuck was that all about?" 

I said, "Was your little fight with me even really about me not telling you about Mark being my father...or was it because I wasn't ready to let you take my virginity?  Because if that's what you was worried about...it looks like you finally got yourself a girlfriend who's got great talent with spreading those legs."

Randy said, "Us not having sex yet had nothing to do with the fact you kept something that important from me."  I said, "Randy...it's my life...I chose what I tell you and when I was good and ready to talk about it...THEN I came to you...but you had to be such a fuckin asshole...and when I finally start to tell you stuff that really matters to me...something I don't think I could get through without you...you had to go and fuck it up."

Tears were sliding down my cheeks...I wiped them away and Randy said, "Wait a minute...did you just say you was a virgin?"  I said, "Welcome to the wonderful world of the oldest living virgin on planet Earth...You don't know how bad I just wanted to say he's so worth it...and give my entire self to you...But it's never gonna happen now...I'll either wait until I get married...or I'll just die a virgin."

Randy said, "I was never wanting to be with you just to be with you...I wanted to make love to you...I wanted to be with you in every way...but when you kept it from me...I didn't feel like I was that important of a fixture in your life...and now I feel like even less then one." 

I said, "Well...what did you expect when you walk around with a nickel whore on your arm?...Which...By the way I never got to thank you...for you and that skank in there being the first people I saw when I got to the hotel today...That totally made my day, week...LIFE!"

I opened my car door and said, "I sat here the last 2 months and let myself fall in love with you...I was so ready to just tell you how I really felt and how you made me feel...but how can I even tell you how I feel when I don't even know anymore...And now to just add one more thing to the growing pile of shit in my life...I am still in Evolution with you...don't expect me to take your shit either...cause it isn't going to happen...and if you bring that nasty bitch into our dressing room...I swear I won't be held accountable for the things I'll do to you for it."

I got in my car and took off back to the hotel.

Stephanie, Paul, Randy and Shelia were leaving the club, when Paul's cell phone rang...all the other could hear was, "Yes...Yea this is Paul Levesque...WHAT?!?...Okay...Where?  Yes I'll be right there."  HE slapped his cell phone closed and said, "Get in the fuckin' car now." 

Every one piled in and Steph said, "What's wrong baby?"  Paul looked at Steph and said, "Lena was in a car accident...She's at the Emergency Room."