Title: Watashi Daiichi no shû dorei ai
Author: Shinigami Liliz Black
Status: BETAED by thrnbrooke
Notes: Sorry I took long! I was extremely busy! Not now, well hope you like it! Thanks for those reviews!
Sowen- watery eyes You make me feel so good!
MutaKu – There's not much of a lemon part
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Kairi099- Here you'll find the truth behind this character
Lavenderpup- I know the no means of but the name Shinomegami didn't fit for a bit spooky name. It looks too long. I was traveling thought Japanese pages and it said Shinigami means God of Death so I thought Shimegami would sound similar, meaning Goddess instead of God because it's a woman.
Slash N Burn- 0o Ok?
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n.- I'm trying, I just need a beta reader who's willing to beta all the story.
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midnightprowler: sigh Yes I have some problem picking up my mistakes, but know that I have the time I will sit down and check them.
Yana5: I know it's the first time I place Harry in such devastating problems.
To be honest, I don't like how the story is ending since I'm writing it. I have this problem of thinking my writing sucks but thanks to all those review it makes me reconsider every time and keep me writing.
Chapter Eleven: A New Encounter
Soft touches and the burning of their skin, he held the man behind him gently as he softly entered the other's man body with trust of love and passion, fulfilling pleasure and the happiness of making love with the one you really love. This was not like rape.
He knew who this man was. His touches were full of passion and inspiration. He knows he made this man fell for him in an unexpected way. The young man noticed the blonde shook as his blonde hair fell forward around his face like a curtain hiding the stormy grey eyes of confusion.
He was feeling wanted until the blonde withdrew. He stood up from the bed naked from head to toe. He could see the tight muscles on his legs, arms and ass. The pale back formed a strong V in a way he never saw on a nineteen year old man's body. This was an angel; his dark angel.
"I can't do this," he whispered looking outside the dark Forest. "You're not yourself… you're not in your body-"
"But I'm still Harry." He shook his head at the response.
"Don't you want me? After all you fought and gone through now you step back and deny everything?"
"I'm not denying-"
"You damn well are! I thought you loved me for being me!"
"I do but you can't stay in that damn cursed body! It's not yours! I'm giving pleasure to a body that does not belong to you!"
"Don't leave," he whispered softly standing behind the blonde. "Don't leave me alone like you did before."
He turned to look at the small brunette; his eyes were watering as he bit his lips… Wait. His eyes were not green, his eyes were hazel!
"Don't let the memories bother you." He remembered Shimegami saying.
Salazar left Godric alone to take revenge on his father's death. Godric pleaded with him but he refused to look back. Godric must have died here.
Memories…
Draco pulled his trousers and shirt on as the warm cozy fire at the fireplace disappeared to be replaced by spyreflies flying around him in a cold dusty room. Harry eyes turned back to normal as Draco kicked the door open and yelled into the forest.
"SHIMEGAMI!" the blue eyed girl shimmered in and clucked at Draco's serious expression.
"Took you long enough to realize…"
"You tricked me!"
"I did not, Draco Malfoy, I did trick you in anyway. Harry followed the memories. The poor lad is weak and too tired to fight on."
"Why didn't you fight like the true brave knight you once were Godric?"
"This was a test Young Malfoy."
"You fucking coward! You can't even stand pain." Shimegami's light blue eye turned hazel and she hurled the sable forward. Draco dodged the blow but Shimegami trapped Draco's head inside the sable half moon blade and push him forward to her face.
"After all I lived through and suffered from, you come to tell me I can't stand pain? The nerve you have! I'll tell you what pain is. Do you know what it is like to see your precious lover being massacred in front of your own eyes, the same lover saving you with unknown words that never escaped his lips? To live in a house full of memories and see how the forest darkened without his presence?"
Draco gulped at the raging hazel eyes burning into his own as she continued. "To raise a child with the knowledge his father has been massacred by his uncle without mercy and it's his destiny to kill him? To have no option but to betray your lover's love by trying to continue your life elsewhere? To live here under the shadows?
"How many nights did I cry? How many days did I fail to commit suicide? How many days I lived this miserable life? You know nothing! I was trapped here, filled with living memories! I drowned in my pain and despair! This is who I became, the half of me that refused to leave this place."
"You cursed these woods," Draco whispered half afraid Shimegami would slit his throat. "You created those horrible Dementors."
"I didn't, Shimegami did. This girl helped me. I judge and control the lives of those who are not trustworthy to see the rays of the sun again."
"You refuse to go on, you still grieve for the past, and Salazar would never have wanted that."
Shimegami sneered, letting go of him. "What do you know about Salazar?"
"I'm a descendant of that very first son you had Godric, Samuel Slytherin-Gryffindor. I'm most likely Slytherin's heir." Draco raised his hand and a sword shot out from the cabin grabbing it in midair. It was Salazar Slytherin's sword.
Shimegami stared in awe at the sword of his lover Salazar. A sword caved with the magical potential and blood of the Slytherins.
"Are you going to listen to my words or not, great grandfather?"
The rest of the groups joined forces with James, Lucius and their troops in the quest of crossing Kilika woods towards the sacred lands of the Founders. Albus was in the lead, mounted on a white horse, dressed in a white tunic and his hand-carved staff in his right hand. Behind was Ron with Hermione almost on his lap, Severus looking very bored and James besides Lucius with their troops behind.
"Are you sure about all this Albus?" James called from behind. "Crossing Kilika and entering the Founders'Land? They are sacred and limited?
"I'm well aware you two," Albus said gesturing to both men behind him, "You are direct descendants of the Founders."
Lucius clucked as James blushed. How blatantly obvious! Why didn't he think of it before? For God's sake, he could have looked at his sword that had been handed down from generation to generation.
Kilika Woods, unlike Woods of Death was a flourishing place full of shining unborn flowers of all sorts and a peaceful scent of pines and perfumes. It was also known as The Shrine of Ancient Fairies and Wicked Sacred Creatures.
James thought he would find the Death Eaters inside these woods but as soon as he thought of it he dismissed the idea. Dark and vicious creatures like the Death Eaters are unlikely crossing a sacred and protected place. Kilika woods, in other words was The Garden of the Legendary Lands of the Founders.
He felt strange for not worrying about his son's safety but deep inside he knew his son was all right and safe under Draco's care. Both boys were meant to be together just like he and Lucius did years ago.
Silently, their walk continued until a sharp black arrow passed by James' shoulder and stabbed the tree nearby. James looked to the end of the Kilika Woods to find dark hooded creatures appearing on the horizon from the entrance of the Lands of the Founders.
The war is about to start.
Rapidly, Ron reached for his bow, prepared for any unexpected attack. He was determined to keep his new fiancé safe, as Dumbledore had advised him to.
Dumbledore hit the ground hard with his staff. "We cross into the lands while you prepare the spell," he whispered looking at James and Lucius.
Shimegami sat in midair looking thoughtful, her brown braid, unnoticed by Draco at the beginning, swung slowly side to side. Draco crossed his arms and glared into the girl's hazel eyes.
"You're determined to go to the Lands of The Founders?" Draco nodded, not hesitating with his answer.
"What's your purpose there?" she asked, now crossing her own arms; almost mocking Draco. "Those are sacred lands."
"To repeat history." As soon as Draco said this Shimegami laughed.
"With who? You can't possibly do that with Harry he's nothing like me." She looked at the boy on the doorstep shaking from the cold wind.
"He is in a body that does not belong to him. His body was stolen by a Dark Lord to raise power and terror around these lands."
"Harry has suffered a lot," Draco added, not letting Shimegami comment. "He was raped, beaten and destroyed spiritually."
"I'm surprised the boy is still standing."
"Look will you help me or not? Unless you want to live ten more years without knowing what Salazar meant to say."
"I've lived thousands of years without the knowledge of it, I don't think ten more years will bother me. Either way you won't be able to cross this place without my help." She seemed to stop and ponder her choices for a moment before continuing, "All right," she said standing up. "I will help you and you better do it right. I won't allow mistakes."
"Once everything is over you will be able to rest in peace."
"I hope your words speak the truth." Shimegami turned around and whistled hard. In the distant a black shadow appeared and the flapping of long wings came closer. Draco stepped back as the black shadow formed a black horse with black long flurry wings galloping towards him.
"They will drop you on the Lands after that you both on your own." The horse pushed Draco on his back by sliding his head between his legs. Another horse, this one with dark gray wings bent down to pick Harry still standing beside the doorstep.
"I won't fail."
Shimegami looked at the fading black spots at the sky. "Blessed be."
James raised his sword and whispered to Lucius, "I won't allow your help in the battle field."
"What?"
"Expositus el bicallis, el heres gero advenio!"
As if the lands were inside a huge invisible ball, a wavy shield shined and opened like two curtains in a bright morning. When the holes were wide enough, black arrows shot out like drops of water from a rain. When Dumbledore, along with Ron and Severus ran off towards the mass crowd of the Death Eaters, James turned to Lucius.
"Stay, you're not ready."
"But…"
James was about to say something when seven horses hit the ground, including his. He stood up from the ground and looked in horror as his horse, breathed heavily dying.
"Richard…" he whispered caressing the horse's black hair. His eyes watered; his little friend was dying.
"Severus!" he yelled. Severus stopped his horse abruptly searching for James. His eyes landed on the ground and he paled.
"Oh boy."
"Stay on your horses!" James yelled at the troops. "East and south position! The rest stays with them. Horse riding is the strongest battle strategy."
The south troops looked at Lucius. "Do what he says!" he yelled.
A howl was heard nearby from the east; little by little packs of primitive men appeared along with black and grey large wolves. James looked at the figure ahead.
"Quis gero audio a ingredior in en ager de en creator?!"James squinted his eyes noticing the man's appearance: dark long sandy hair with grey locks, tied into a low ponytail; honey piercing eyes; Wolf pointed ears and long tail; pale scared skin known by the bare chest and long wide light brown trousers and ancient yet deadly weapons tied on his waist and back.
As Severus kneeled to inspect the horse, James stared at the man; his friend since he was eleven…
Remus Jolt Lupin
TBC…
Notes: Yeah finally finished this one! The Jolt name was created by me! This is not the real name for the J of Remus Lupin. Now all of you know Shimegami's identity; yes she's Godric, well half of him. I hope you liked it.
Quis gero audio a ingredior in en ager de en creator?!: Who has dared to step into the lands of the founders?! In Latin
Expositus el bicallis, el heres gero advenio!: Open the path, the heir has arrived! In Latin
Next chapter: The battle goes on and James along with his friends continue to fight. Draco and Harry arrive at the scene and Lucius bumps into someone quite shocking.......... Marauders!