Title: Life Goes On

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the last chapter.

The next day, I got up and drove to the firehouse.

"Hey guys!"

"Hey Jules. How's crystyl?"

"I don't know. She moved to California to live with cousins. I don't know maybe I need a vacation too."

"No, you're not going anywhere."

"Excuse me?"

That put Jimmy on my very last nerve.

"look."

Jimmy handed me another note. I read it.

Jimmy,

you're my bro. Tell crystyl and Julie that I love them. Do me a fav. Take care of them. Don't let anything bad happen to them. Take good care of Julie. She'll need you more than anything. She won't say it, but she does. Don't let her ruin her life or do anything stupid. She loves ya, Jim. and I know you love her too.

Bye,

Lou

I gave him the letter back and went downstairs. He followed and the guys listening. I was crying and screaming.

"I can't do it anymore! I have to get out of here!"

"Julie,"

"NO! You don't understand."

"Don't understand? I lost my best friend of 15 years."

"And I lost my father of life and now my mother is gone too, so screw you Lieutenant Doherty."

"Jules,"

"Forget it. I'm outta here."

I got in my car and drove to the graveyard.

"I lost her guys."

"So, go get her."

So, he and a couple other guys went and watched from a distance.

"Dad, I'm so confused! Right after you died, I thought I could handle the world because you would want me to, but I can't do it anymore! Mom left. She's probably sitting in a bar somewhere. Jimmy is so pissed off right now, that he could care less what happens to me. I don't know. Maybe things would be better if I left New York. Let the guys move on."

Jimmy took a step forward. DK said,

"Let her grieve. She's been taking care of us."

"But it's killing me seeing her so sad."

"Let her go."

Back to me....

"There's one moment in everyone's life that they want to forget and mine is pissing Jimmy off. I didn't mean to."

with the guys...

"I can't wait any longer guys."

"Doherty, since Lieu died, She's been taking care of everyone but herself. Let Julie grieve a little while."

With me....

"I have to get out of here!!"