It's funny. Something you feared, you're destined to face hoping it
would go away yet, longing for it to stay. I wondered where this is taking
me? Can I stop this before it gets there?
I'd bear the silence for a long time, until I lost interest of his dark little secret, I mean, it didn't matter I was going to die, so how will Johnny change anything?
Anyhow, I have problem of my own, so alone, nightmares, emotions hanging out of control...yeah, these problems, I turned and head for the window I really had no time for this.
(You know, he's one alike.)
I didn't feel like talking I was too depressed.
(I don't understand...so what do you mean he's... alike?)
(A mere encounter can change everything.)
At first I didn't what the fuck it was talking about, but strangely it sound calm and mature...to be honest he sound serious.
"Ah, so you mean like you for example? Oh yeah, BIG change."
(I'm not joking kid, and it's so weird thou, we were just talking about this.)
"Yeah. Now I'm done."
(Where are you going?)
(I'm going to get some knives so I can stab peoples' eye out!)
(Mmm...Well, make sure you come back when the clock strike 2:00!)
I grumbled at its smart-ass reply. "Fuck you."
Without hesitating to stay, which was the last thing on my mind. I ducked over my bed and pulled out a long ladder, and then I descent the ladder then myself. I felt a little life in me when depart from my prison, at the moment I fear at the thought of killing myself, but unfortunate thoughts crept inside my brain and I let them in just to be determined and to press on the depression.
I walked along the long darken sidewalk, I've hung on to my handgun just in case I ran out of ideas. The light flicked on as I walk past each pole, it was be midnight, and I finally reach city of humanity, the colored lights kind of annoyed me. I could feel the depression sinking in, slowly became overwhelming! Yes! I must do it! No regrets!
In a reaction as if on instinct I lunged myself onto high speed traffic, as I landed one of the cars targets me as the lights blinded me, all I could hear were swivels and screeches of the cars then a loud crash boom in front me. I fell back but the rest was so fast, my mind was blank, eyes still hurt from light, but I remained emotionless, empty... ready to die. Nothing happened...to me yet, the noise of impact cars scraping, bashing, and exploding against each other.
Silence in a way that only I could hear people screaming, cars honking, and the scent of smoke filled my nostrils.
(SMOKE?) My eyes shot open as I stood with fear froze to my face.
Where I stand is were piles of giant rumbles of metal surround me in every direction, even destruction found its way on the sidewalks, still I stood untouched, unharmed, and full with chaos.
Fear paralyze my body but mind screamed to run and I did so...but where... Where?
.... Chapter 4: When there's Chaos, the past could always finds it's pray.
I'd bear the silence for a long time, until I lost interest of his dark little secret, I mean, it didn't matter I was going to die, so how will Johnny change anything?
Anyhow, I have problem of my own, so alone, nightmares, emotions hanging out of control...yeah, these problems, I turned and head for the window I really had no time for this.
(You know, he's one alike.)
I didn't feel like talking I was too depressed.
(I don't understand...so what do you mean he's... alike?)
(A mere encounter can change everything.)
At first I didn't what the fuck it was talking about, but strangely it sound calm and mature...to be honest he sound serious.
"Ah, so you mean like you for example? Oh yeah, BIG change."
(I'm not joking kid, and it's so weird thou, we were just talking about this.)
"Yeah. Now I'm done."
(Where are you going?)
(I'm going to get some knives so I can stab peoples' eye out!)
(Mmm...Well, make sure you come back when the clock strike 2:00!)
I grumbled at its smart-ass reply. "Fuck you."
Without hesitating to stay, which was the last thing on my mind. I ducked over my bed and pulled out a long ladder, and then I descent the ladder then myself. I felt a little life in me when depart from my prison, at the moment I fear at the thought of killing myself, but unfortunate thoughts crept inside my brain and I let them in just to be determined and to press on the depression.
I walked along the long darken sidewalk, I've hung on to my handgun just in case I ran out of ideas. The light flicked on as I walk past each pole, it was be midnight, and I finally reach city of humanity, the colored lights kind of annoyed me. I could feel the depression sinking in, slowly became overwhelming! Yes! I must do it! No regrets!
In a reaction as if on instinct I lunged myself onto high speed traffic, as I landed one of the cars targets me as the lights blinded me, all I could hear were swivels and screeches of the cars then a loud crash boom in front me. I fell back but the rest was so fast, my mind was blank, eyes still hurt from light, but I remained emotionless, empty... ready to die. Nothing happened...to me yet, the noise of impact cars scraping, bashing, and exploding against each other.
Silence in a way that only I could hear people screaming, cars honking, and the scent of smoke filled my nostrils.
(SMOKE?) My eyes shot open as I stood with fear froze to my face.
Where I stand is were piles of giant rumbles of metal surround me in every direction, even destruction found its way on the sidewalks, still I stood untouched, unharmed, and full with chaos.
Fear paralyze my body but mind screamed to run and I did so...but where... Where?
.... Chapter 4: When there's Chaos, the past could always finds it's pray.