AN: Thanks so much for the reviews, I hope you enjoy this chapter.

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" What the hell?" Jamie asked as she picks up an envelope to Landon cater from Cynthia Carter. " His mother, that can't be right." She said trying to understand what's going on, when she realized there are two things in her hand, the other is a plane ticket.

" This is not happening." Jamie said as she puts everything back on his table and leaves his room.

~Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again.~

After she left his room, she went and sat on the sofa. There's no way she can sleep now.

She just stayed on the sofa with a million thoughts and questions running through her head.

But there's one thing that seems sure, one thing she keeps thinking over and over ' He's leaving me'.

Hours passed, she hasn't moved an inch. She's frozen in place by her emotions.

" I didn't expect you to be up." Landon said as he closes the front door and sits next to Jamie.

" What's wrong?" He asked when he realizes she hasn't spoken.

~I'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under~

" I… I went and lit candles… so it wouldn't be dark. And… I saw your letter and plane ticket." Jamie explained as she fidgets with her hands.

" You mind telling me what the fuck is going on?"

" This isn't how I want you to find out. I found out that my mom has been looking for me for awhile. We've been writing each other for awhile." Landon explained, avoiding her face as much as he can because of the hurt look across her face.

" Why didn't you tell me?" Jamie asked as she try's to remain clam and not start crying.

~blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again~

" I was going to but there wasn't a right time. I didn't want you to be upset, because…"

" Because what? I don't have any family?" Jamie asked as her eyes begin to water.

He stayed quite, he didn't know what to say because that is a main reason he didn't tell her.

Her parents can't write her a letter or pop up out of the blue, their dead. They can never come back to her.

" What's the ticket for?" Jamie asked.

" My parents didn't give me up, I was taken from them by the state for many different reason's. They separated a couple of months after.

" My dad gave up on me but my mom never did, she began looking for me but when we left the system it was impossible. I found out and contacted her. She remarried. I have a brother 3 years younger then me.

" When we talked on the phone, she said ' I love you'." Landon explained with his eyes watering. He knows what this is doing to Jamie and it's killing him.

" So what now?" Jamie asked with her voice breaking, as she wipes her eyes. She has a feeling the answer is not going to be good.

~I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through~

" My mom wants me to live with her so we can get to know each other and I can know my brother. She sent my the ticket." Landon explained then looks into her eyes.

" You said yes." Jamie said as he continues to cry.

" I'm sorry Jamie, I have to get to know my family." Landon said, then try's to grab her hand but she pulls away.

" Your leaving me! Landon, your all I have!" Jamie yelled with tears running down her face and her eyes as read as they can be.

" I'm not leaving you! It's only three hours by plane, we'll still see each other. We just won't go to the same school or live in the same house." Landon explained but after he said it, he realized ' I am leaving her'.

" Landon you know that's bullshit! We won't see each other all the time, maybe one a month for awhile. But we won't see each other every morning, you won't be here… when I need you!" Jamie said with her heart racing from all of the crying. " I guess it's over. I mean I knew we wouldn't be together forever."

" Jamie." Landon said as he reach's for her.

" Don't touch me, leave me alone. You go and start your new life with your new family and forget about me, but I guess you already have." Jamie said as she stands from the sofa.

" When are you leaving?"

" 5 days." Landon said as his heart fill with guilt, he should have told her.

" So what? You were gonna say ' Bye, I'm leaving to start a new life without you, have fun with out me?'" Jamie asked, she thought she had more time, she thought their friendship meant more.

~so go on and scream
scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under~

" I was going to tell you, I swear." Landon said.

" I can't do this right now." Jamie said as she ran to her room.

He didn't try to stop her, he knows she needs time, he just broke her heart.

Song:// Evanescence- Going under

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Isabelle