Yay!!! Me updating ….don't know why though, so busy, but I guess I don't want you people to wait that long even though one week is pretty long …hehe! And ya …and I don't wanna do my homework right now! I'm so lazy ahahaha! Anyways, domo arigato gozaimasu for reviewing ficcie everyone!!!! Oh my god, I just knew that my Jap exam is on Tuesday!! I'm toast lolz! So dead! Oh well ….. Oh yeah, by the way, I had a few errors in the last chapter … so sorry!!! I meant to say "Tai pulled Sora aside where Megumi OR anyone else can'T hear them." but I put can ….see how stupid I am? Hehe!

Another Confession

A few days later ……..

Taichi and Sora hadn't talked at all for a few days, ever since that 'incident' when Tai and Megumi became girlfriend and boyfriend. Sora tries to avoid them as much as possible, but somehow, she can never do that, since she's in the same dorm and not to mention room with Megumi and she always get paired up with Tai in activities. Megumi doesn't know what's happening to Sora, only Mimi knows.

One day, when Sora and Mimi went to check their partner for next day's activity. As they walk by the TV room, Mimi caught a glimpse of Tai and Megumi's hair on the couch. She got curious and peeked in without them knowing.

After what she saw, she quickly pulled her head back out and turned around, and was met by Sora's questioning and confused face.

"Mimi …what are you looking at?"

"Shhhh!!! Nothing …hehe …just DON'T look in the room no matter what you do …I mean ….ehh …there's nothing in the room …really …hehe." said Mimi nervously while Sora sweat dropped.

"Whatever." was all Sora said.

She pushed Mimi aside lightly and peeked in. The instant that Sora saw what she saw, her heart broke into pieces. There on the couch lay Tai and Megumi ….and the worst part is that ..they're kissing or ….making out. Sora backed away from the room and ran, but her left foot hit the door when she turned around to run, which caused Tai and Megumi to hear, which caused them to stop what they were doing and looked to the door.

Tai saw Mimi standing there awkwardly and gave her a questioning and accusing look. Megumi just looked away, blushing, trying to hide her blush from Mimi.

"Ehh ….it wasn't me ….quit staring at me like that!!!!"

"Mimi …what are you doing spying on us?" asked Tai rather harshly.

"I wasn't ….I just walked by and saw you and Megumi … making out … and …Sora …saw and she …I mean …..uhh ….I didn't see anything and neither did Sora!!!!!" With that, Mimi ran away after Sora.

Right then, Tai felt a knife stab through his heart, cutting it in half.

'Oh no ……Sora saw ….she saw ……oh no! What have I done. I just broke her heart!!! Why am I doing this? Why am I kissing Megumi when I don't have feelings for her? Oh my god! Watashi wa baka desu! -sigh- wait …why should I care anyways? She said she doesn't love me and don't have any feelings for me. She said she doesn't care about me. She ……but ugh ……Taichi Yagami!!! You just hurt the love of your life!!!'

Tai's thoughts were interrupted with Megumi calling him.

"Tai?? Tai …sweetie?! Hello?! Tai????"

"Oh ..uh …gomen Megumi."

"It's okay."

"Umm …"

Tai look at her.

'I've got to get this over with. I can't lie to myself. I don't love Megumi ……and I don't want to use her!! I've got to tell her that I don't have any feelings for her.'

"Megumi ….I have something to tell you …."

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Meanwhile ……

"Sora!!! Sora!!! Sora!!!! Matte!!!!"

Sora ignored Mimi's screams and kept on running at full speed until she bumped into someone, who hold her tight, not letting her go.

Sora looked and was met by a pair of beautiful and warm sapphire eyes.

"Oh ..sorry about that Matt."

"It's alright. May I ask why you're running …..so fast? And with Mimi running after you too ….and umm … I know I shouldn't be so nosy but out of curiosity, I just wanna know …why you're crying?" asked Matt worriedly.

"Oh ..it's nothing really …I just …uh….had something gone into my eye, that's all …yeah …that's it!" lied Sora.

"You're lying."

"I …..I…."

"But it's okay if you don't want to tell me …." said Matt softly.

"Sora!!! Thank god you finally stopped!!!" said Mimi, gasping for breath. "And oh hi Matt!!"

"Hey Meems."

"Sora …I gotta go now ..I still have to check who's going to be our partner tomorrow."

(A/n: Btw ..just to tell you …today is a break for them .. Hehe ")

"Alright …ja."

"Ja!"

After Mimi left, Sora turned her attention back to Matt.

"Umm ..Sora …can I talk to you for a bit?"

"Yeah ..of course …why?"

"Umm …I just need to tell you something."

"Oh .. Okay."

"Do you like Tai … or no one?"

"I ….."

"Tai right?"

"I…I ….who told you that anyways?"

"No one …I just guessed …I just kinda noticed things …between you and Tai …."

"Oh …"

"-sigh- actually ….I know you don't feel this way but I just want to tell you ….that …I think I'm starting to develop feelings for you …I just … don't know why ..but I seem to like ….forget about all my miseries and all whenever I'm with you. I ..just …think that you should know and wondering if you will give me a chance …to be with you and protect you …..I know you like Tai ..but he's ….you know. So …what do you say ..?" asked Matt nervously, scratching his head.

"I ….don't know ….if I'm ready for a relationship right now ….or …ready to love someone else now ….or let someone else love me …I just don't know if I can take it …anymore ….ever since the incident with Kenji …I was …heart broken and really hurt. Then Tai …I just can't …don't know what to do ..if … if …I go through love again …I'm just not ready to get into another relationship right now ….I'm sorry Matt …"

"Can I ask you something then?"

"Nani?"

"If …Megumi never showed up and Tai asked you to be with him now …would you be with him or reject him?"

"I …don't know …I'm just ..so confused and scared right now ….love is too complicated for me …I just want to get away from these …things …right now …" said Sora softly, close to tears.

What Matt and Sora don't know is that Tai just happened to walk by when Matt asked Sora out and that he was hiding behind the wall at the corner where he can hear everything clearly.

"Sora …." whispered Taichi to himself, with tears coming down his face.

The next day, it turns out that Tai is Sora's partner for the activity.

"Sora …" Tai started, but didn't receive any replies.

"Sora ..can we please talk? Or at least …just listen to me alright?"

"I broke up with Megumi."

Sora was shocked and she turned around facing tai immediately.

"YOU DID WHAT?!?!"

"I broke up with Megumi." Tai repeated calmly and softly.

"You …why?! Do you have any idea how hurt she will be?!"

"Yes …but she'll be even more hurt if she finds out that the one I truly love isn't her! If she'll get hurt either way, why not let her get hurt earlier and lesser?"

"But …"

"Sora …I heard you and Matt's conversation yesterday by accident …."

"You. …"

"And ….I know that you're not ready for another relationship yet …but can't we just take a risk and try at least? You know as well as I do …that we both have strong feelings for each other …"

"I …."

"Sora …please …"

Sora looked down. "Gomen Tai …I just …can't …my heart …or me ..I guess I'm just too scared …that my heart will break into pieces again ….I can't stand it. Do you have any idea how hurt and how my heart died that day when I found Kenji cheating on me? When I love someone, I love him to the end, deeply …I really loved him …and he cheated on me!!! He was my first boyfriend and I was hoping he'll be my last …but ..but …" SOra burst into tears and covered her face with her hands.

"Oh ..Sora …"

"Please …Tai ..I just ..need some time ….and anyways ..camp is almost over and after this, not like we'll see each other again anyways …and if we're really destined to be together, then we'll see each other again even if we separate ….after this …."

"Sora …"

"But ima ….I just …don't think it'll work …and I'm not ready ……"

"I know …but …"

"Tai …if you really do love me, you'll understand." said Sora looking into his chocolate eyes.

"Alright …but what if we don't ever see each other again?!"

"Then it means ..we're not destined to be together …."

"But …"

"Gomen …"

"I understand …let the separation after this camp be our test then …."

Sora nodded.

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Done!!! Wheee!!!

Vocab:

Gomen: Sorry

Nani: What is it?

Watashi wa baka desu: I'm an idiot! (lolz!!! ")

Ima: now

That all …???? Yes …me think so … lolz!!! Read and review!!!

:: Kawaii-Q ::