Suze
I know, i know. I should have picked Jesse, and i would've, 2 days earlier, but... Well, it was hard to decide. I mean, Jesse had shown exactly ZERO real interest in me, until after Paul and i sort of became a couple. We're not EXACTLY a couple, because we haven't EXACTLY been on a date. Unless you count that time this summer when i went out with him, to thank him for rescuing me from the police. I've loved Jesse for a long time, and im not sure I love Paul. I mean, yea, the make-out sessions are good, but other than that, i just see a hottie. i picked up the phone to call Paul. He answered after the fourth ring
"Hello?" he said
"Hey, Paul, it's Suze"
"Hey, how are you?"
"I'm good. Can i come over after school tomorrow?"
"Sure. We can meet at the main gate. okay?"
"Ok, i'll see you then"
"Ok." he said
"Well, bye"
"Bye."
"OK, you hang up first"
"No, you hang up first"
"No, YOU hang up first."
"OK, bye, Suze. I'll see you tomorrow"
"Ok..."
Then he hung up.
Jesse
So, my Querida really doesn't love me. She practically told me she did though! I think i will go see her again.
When i materialized in her room, she was just coming out of the bathroom.
"Hello, Susannah"
"Oh, hi Jesse, have you been here long?"
"No, just a minute"
"Oh, okay"
"I was just stopping in to say goodnight."
"Okay, Jesse, goodnight"
and, i really don't know why i did it, i just couldn't help it.
I kissed her.
She kissed back, of course. She seemed to like it. She started moving back, she was pulling away.
"Jesse, i...i..cant do this now. i'm sorry."
"Susannah, you seemed to be enjoying yourself." at this, she blushed.
Suze
how could he always make me feel this way? Like, im so happy, and so sad at the same time. ashamed, also.
"I.. i was, but, Jesse...." i trailed off. if i said it, i would cry.
"But, what, Susanah?"
"I don't know, Jesse!" i said. i was crying now. He hugged me just then. Just like Paul had that one day. Only, in Jesse's arms, i felt more secure, more comfortable. He moved over to my bed and sat down, still holding me. He stroked my hair, and said, "Susannah, it will be alright, Querida, it's okay." I think i finally cried myself to sleep, because the next thing i knew, i was waking up to Jesse watching me.
"You're still here?" i said, in amazement.
"Yes... would you like me to leave?" he said
"No, but, it's just... i gotta get ready for school..."
"Ok, Querida. I will see you later."
he gave me a soft little kiss, then dematerialized.
I got ready for school, and walked downstairs. I went outside, and was climbing into the rambler when Paul drove up
"Need a ride?" he said.
A/N: I know, it sucked. I'm experiencing a bit of writers block. I know what i want to do, im just not sure how to. I've just got to figure out how to get to the part where i want to be, then, i'll be all set! I'll try to get anopther chapter up soon... well, review!
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I know, i know. I should have picked Jesse, and i would've, 2 days earlier, but... Well, it was hard to decide. I mean, Jesse had shown exactly ZERO real interest in me, until after Paul and i sort of became a couple. We're not EXACTLY a couple, because we haven't EXACTLY been on a date. Unless you count that time this summer when i went out with him, to thank him for rescuing me from the police. I've loved Jesse for a long time, and im not sure I love Paul. I mean, yea, the make-out sessions are good, but other than that, i just see a hottie. i picked up the phone to call Paul. He answered after the fourth ring
"Hello?" he said
"Hey, Paul, it's Suze"
"Hey, how are you?"
"I'm good. Can i come over after school tomorrow?"
"Sure. We can meet at the main gate. okay?"
"Ok, i'll see you then"
"Ok." he said
"Well, bye"
"Bye."
"OK, you hang up first"
"No, you hang up first"
"No, YOU hang up first."
"OK, bye, Suze. I'll see you tomorrow"
"Ok..."
Then he hung up.
Jesse
So, my Querida really doesn't love me. She practically told me she did though! I think i will go see her again.
When i materialized in her room, she was just coming out of the bathroom.
"Hello, Susannah"
"Oh, hi Jesse, have you been here long?"
"No, just a minute"
"Oh, okay"
"I was just stopping in to say goodnight."
"Okay, Jesse, goodnight"
and, i really don't know why i did it, i just couldn't help it.
I kissed her.
She kissed back, of course. She seemed to like it. She started moving back, she was pulling away.
"Jesse, i...i..cant do this now. i'm sorry."
"Susannah, you seemed to be enjoying yourself." at this, she blushed.
Suze
how could he always make me feel this way? Like, im so happy, and so sad at the same time. ashamed, also.
"I.. i was, but, Jesse...." i trailed off. if i said it, i would cry.
"But, what, Susanah?"
"I don't know, Jesse!" i said. i was crying now. He hugged me just then. Just like Paul had that one day. Only, in Jesse's arms, i felt more secure, more comfortable. He moved over to my bed and sat down, still holding me. He stroked my hair, and said, "Susannah, it will be alright, Querida, it's okay." I think i finally cried myself to sleep, because the next thing i knew, i was waking up to Jesse watching me.
"You're still here?" i said, in amazement.
"Yes... would you like me to leave?" he said
"No, but, it's just... i gotta get ready for school..."
"Ok, Querida. I will see you later."
he gave me a soft little kiss, then dematerialized.
I got ready for school, and walked downstairs. I went outside, and was climbing into the rambler when Paul drove up
"Need a ride?" he said.
A/N: I know, it sucked. I'm experiencing a bit of writers block. I know what i want to do, im just not sure how to. I've just got to figure out how to get to the part where i want to be, then, i'll be all set! I'll try to get anopther chapter up soon... well, review!
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