A/N: okay, I told u I'd try 2 get a new chappie up! lets see how this goes...
SUZE
"Sure!" I said
PAUL
"Climb in" I said
Wow, this is going great!
She seems to be falling for me.
She trusts me at least a little bit. Mwahahaha!
When we got going a little bit, I put my hand on her thigh. She shivered a little bit, then put her hand on top of mine.
"So, Suze, what do you wanna do after school?" I said
"I dunno... what do you wanna do after school?" she said, she's so cute when she plays dumb!
It's too bad I'm going to take away everything she loves.
SUZE
We pulled into the school parking lot, and Paul took his hand away.
I went to talk to CeeCee.
"OH my GOD! SIMON! What WAS that?!" CeeCee said excitedly
"What was WHAT, Cee?" I said
"You driving into school with Slater! Did you see the look on Kelly's face?! Classic!"
"I thought she was over him," I said
"Well, obviously not!" she said.
"Ok... um, great" I said.
"Is something wrong, Suze?" she said.
"Um, no, not really. I'm just tired."
"Oh, okay. Well, I'll see you at lunch, okay?"
"Okay"
I went to my locker, and got my stuff for my first class... History with Mr. Walden. Fun.
Nothing much happened. Kelly and Debbie kept talking, and they got detention, and had to write a 300-word essay on why you shouldn't talk in class. It was really funny.
My next class was Computer... Ooh, Paul's in this class. He was already sitting down, looking sexy in his chinos and his dark blue sweater... It looks a lot better than it sounds, I swear!
I sat next to him, earning a lot of jealous stares from all the girls in the class. I was still a little uneasy around him, but something kept telling me to keep my guard up. I did, because I respect my mediator instincts.
Most of the time.
The teacher didn't really care what we did, as long as we didn't disturb people too much.
Paul and I were just chilling out; you know...footsie, holding hands, looking deep into each other's eyes... I felt a bit dazed after I finally broke his gaze. The big hand moved to the twelve, and I went to my locker, put my stuff away, at least, I think.
Then, I went to Lunch. I sat with CeeCee, Adam, and a few other people. Paul sat with someone else. I didn't really care. I felt dazed, still. I don't know why. Maybe I'm getting sick.
PAUL
It's working. I know it is! Soon my plan will be complete!!!
Suze is falling for me. If you can put it that way. Mwahahahaha! More like falling... into me.
I know, I know, it's wrong to manipulate people, but, I can't help it! It's my nature
SUZE
CeeCee said "Suze? What's wrong? Are you sick?"
"Yea, maybe. I'm not sure. I don't feel well. I'm having a hard time remembering stuff..."
"That sounds serious, maybe you should go see a doctor?"
"Yea..."
Lunch got over, and I went to my last class. Then, I got a ride with Paul. He gave me a ride home. Well, HIS house. We looked at some shifter stuff and watched a movie. I don't remember much, because, Paul kept trying to catch my eyes, and when he did, I felt kinda weird. I asked him to take me home, because I didn't feel well. He seemed a bit disappointed, but he took me home. Andy was just finishing making dinner." Good timing kiddo," he said, "Don't forget, it's your night to clear the table."
"Will do," I said. I then went up to my room, and fell face-first onto my bed. Andy called me down ten minutes later. I shook my head, and some of the fog seemed to clear. I went down, and tried to act normal. Believe me, it was pretty hard. After dinner, I did my homework, and went to bed. It was only 7:30, but, I was tired! Sue me!
The next morning, I woke up a little late, and just threw on some clothes, brushed my hair, teeth, and washed my face, no makeup or anything, and ran out the door. Oh, I think Andy gave some lunch money...
I got to school, and tried to avoid Paul. That was easy enough. I found CeeCee and told her I was avoiding Paul and if he asked about me, she hadn't seen me. When she said, "Paul alert!" a few minutes later, I quickly ducked behind a column and waited. I saw him walk away and went back to CeeCee
"Thank you so much!" I said
"No problem, but Suze. Why are you avoiding him? You're like, an item now. I don't get it"
"I just need some alone time, I see him after school every day, I just need a break. He doesn't understand."
"Oh, I see. So, what happens when he sees you at lunch?"
"I'll figure that out when it happens."
"Okay Suze. I am worried about you."
"Don't be, Cee. I'm fine."
"Okay."
I went to class. I walked in, and took my seat.
i
I was in the shadowland. Why am I here? I wondered. Suddenly, I saw Jesse. We started running for each other, and finally got to each other, after what seemed like forever.
He said, "Susannah, I love you"
"I love you too, Jesse" I respond.
We hug, then share a totally romantic kiss. Romantic and Shadowland, not words you'd think would be in the same sentence.
Suddenly, it didn't seem so bad, when Paul shows up.
"Hello, Susannah, DeSilva" he said Jesse's name with distaste, as if he'd just taken some cough medicine that was very bitter.
"Slater" Jesse said, if it was possible, and believe me, it was, with even MORE distaste.
"Suze," he said, looking directly into my eyes. I tried to break the gaze, but, I couldn't, I seemed to have lost control. "Do you love me?" he asked.
"Uh...I... um, I mean... well, what I mean to say is...no" I really didn't love him; it was more like lust, being warm for his form. A voice in my head screamed YES, but another voice said no.
"Fine then, Suze, but someday, you'll love me. I know it." /i
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!
A/N: so, what do ya think? what'll happen? only i know!!! REVIEW!! please? thanks!!!!! :)
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SUZE
"Sure!" I said
PAUL
"Climb in" I said
Wow, this is going great!
She seems to be falling for me.
She trusts me at least a little bit. Mwahahaha!
When we got going a little bit, I put my hand on her thigh. She shivered a little bit, then put her hand on top of mine.
"So, Suze, what do you wanna do after school?" I said
"I dunno... what do you wanna do after school?" she said, she's so cute when she plays dumb!
It's too bad I'm going to take away everything she loves.
SUZE
We pulled into the school parking lot, and Paul took his hand away.
I went to talk to CeeCee.
"OH my GOD! SIMON! What WAS that?!" CeeCee said excitedly
"What was WHAT, Cee?" I said
"You driving into school with Slater! Did you see the look on Kelly's face?! Classic!"
"I thought she was over him," I said
"Well, obviously not!" she said.
"Ok... um, great" I said.
"Is something wrong, Suze?" she said.
"Um, no, not really. I'm just tired."
"Oh, okay. Well, I'll see you at lunch, okay?"
"Okay"
I went to my locker, and got my stuff for my first class... History with Mr. Walden. Fun.
Nothing much happened. Kelly and Debbie kept talking, and they got detention, and had to write a 300-word essay on why you shouldn't talk in class. It was really funny.
My next class was Computer... Ooh, Paul's in this class. He was already sitting down, looking sexy in his chinos and his dark blue sweater... It looks a lot better than it sounds, I swear!
I sat next to him, earning a lot of jealous stares from all the girls in the class. I was still a little uneasy around him, but something kept telling me to keep my guard up. I did, because I respect my mediator instincts.
Most of the time.
The teacher didn't really care what we did, as long as we didn't disturb people too much.
Paul and I were just chilling out; you know...footsie, holding hands, looking deep into each other's eyes... I felt a bit dazed after I finally broke his gaze. The big hand moved to the twelve, and I went to my locker, put my stuff away, at least, I think.
Then, I went to Lunch. I sat with CeeCee, Adam, and a few other people. Paul sat with someone else. I didn't really care. I felt dazed, still. I don't know why. Maybe I'm getting sick.
PAUL
It's working. I know it is! Soon my plan will be complete!!!
Suze is falling for me. If you can put it that way. Mwahahahaha! More like falling... into me.
I know, I know, it's wrong to manipulate people, but, I can't help it! It's my nature
SUZE
CeeCee said "Suze? What's wrong? Are you sick?"
"Yea, maybe. I'm not sure. I don't feel well. I'm having a hard time remembering stuff..."
"That sounds serious, maybe you should go see a doctor?"
"Yea..."
Lunch got over, and I went to my last class. Then, I got a ride with Paul. He gave me a ride home. Well, HIS house. We looked at some shifter stuff and watched a movie. I don't remember much, because, Paul kept trying to catch my eyes, and when he did, I felt kinda weird. I asked him to take me home, because I didn't feel well. He seemed a bit disappointed, but he took me home. Andy was just finishing making dinner." Good timing kiddo," he said, "Don't forget, it's your night to clear the table."
"Will do," I said. I then went up to my room, and fell face-first onto my bed. Andy called me down ten minutes later. I shook my head, and some of the fog seemed to clear. I went down, and tried to act normal. Believe me, it was pretty hard. After dinner, I did my homework, and went to bed. It was only 7:30, but, I was tired! Sue me!
The next morning, I woke up a little late, and just threw on some clothes, brushed my hair, teeth, and washed my face, no makeup or anything, and ran out the door. Oh, I think Andy gave some lunch money...
I got to school, and tried to avoid Paul. That was easy enough. I found CeeCee and told her I was avoiding Paul and if he asked about me, she hadn't seen me. When she said, "Paul alert!" a few minutes later, I quickly ducked behind a column and waited. I saw him walk away and went back to CeeCee
"Thank you so much!" I said
"No problem, but Suze. Why are you avoiding him? You're like, an item now. I don't get it"
"I just need some alone time, I see him after school every day, I just need a break. He doesn't understand."
"Oh, I see. So, what happens when he sees you at lunch?"
"I'll figure that out when it happens."
"Okay Suze. I am worried about you."
"Don't be, Cee. I'm fine."
"Okay."
I went to class. I walked in, and took my seat.
i
I was in the shadowland. Why am I here? I wondered. Suddenly, I saw Jesse. We started running for each other, and finally got to each other, after what seemed like forever.
He said, "Susannah, I love you"
"I love you too, Jesse" I respond.
We hug, then share a totally romantic kiss. Romantic and Shadowland, not words you'd think would be in the same sentence.
Suddenly, it didn't seem so bad, when Paul shows up.
"Hello, Susannah, DeSilva" he said Jesse's name with distaste, as if he'd just taken some cough medicine that was very bitter.
"Slater" Jesse said, if it was possible, and believe me, it was, with even MORE distaste.
"Suze," he said, looking directly into my eyes. I tried to break the gaze, but, I couldn't, I seemed to have lost control. "Do you love me?" he asked.
"Uh...I... um, I mean... well, what I mean to say is...no" I really didn't love him; it was more like lust, being warm for his form. A voice in my head screamed YES, but another voice said no.
"Fine then, Suze, but someday, you'll love me. I know it." /i
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!
A/N: so, what do ya think? what'll happen? only i know!!! REVIEW!! please? thanks!!!!! :)
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