AUTHORS NOTE!
Hey, thanks to all those who reviewed I really appreciate it. I think I am going to open the chapters with BOS entries since in night's child there wasn't any (which I was very disappointed about) and I love them in the other books. I will jump from Morgan to Hunter and maybe Moira. Please tell me what you think! Okay enjoy chapter three!
Chapter three: Reliving old memories.
Pain.... The one constant in my life. Ever since I found out about my true heritage, my life had consisted of nothing else. When I met cal Wicca seemed such a beautiful, mesmerizing religion, full of hope and wonder. Then he tried to kill me and all that changed; I changed. It makes me feel so inadequate, how naïve I was, how easily influenced. Hunter helped me to be brave, showed me what true love is. Showed me who I was inside, he gave me something that so little people can experience. I wish things could have been different, for both Hunter and I. We should have been together all those 16 years not torn apart believing the other dead. And now those things that I have tried to forget come back to haunt me. Why can't I erase the scars from within? Why do they torment me? Please goddess show me the way, help me to be brave for love... -Morgan
Morgan's dream.
They surround me, envelop me in their wings, they hold on tight, so tight they crush my bones, I cry out but no one hears. I am alone... so alone. Where are they? They are near I know they are, I hear their voices blending together as one, they call me, call me out, but I do not want to go out, I want to stay here. I am safe here. They want it. I cannot give it to them. Their rage consumes me, they want it I know they do, and I can't fight anymore. I can't fight...
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My eyes sprang open and I became of salty tears running down my throat. I cannot remember the last time I have felt so scared. Hunter. I reach over and whisper "Hunter it's happening again"
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"These dreams most mean something" Hunter said frustrated and I felt the same, why is this happening again? Why cant the past leave me alone?
"Yes, but what? All I now is that it feels familiar, like they've happened before, I know it doesn't make sense but...." I ended lamely.
"Maybe they have happened before" Moira said pointedly and my head whipped towards her.
"What?" I asked dumbfounded.
"Maybe they have, your just seeing them in a new view-literally" she said staring at me
"Remember what you told me about Amaranth and how they tried to steal your power?" I nodded" Well it seems the same" Light began to dawn.
"Amaranth have been disbanded for almost twelve years there is no way they could be behind it all"
"Well look at what you described, the house in your first vision, it's the same as what you described in your book of shadows, I read them remember?" Oh goddess it can't be them. It just can't.
She continued," They tried to steal your magick mum, that's what the last one was about"
"So... Morgan is reliving what has happened in the past, except she is experiencing the pain and anguish in a different more realistic way... because it has happened before."
"When I got the visions last time I was seeing what Amaranth wanted me to see, now I'm seeing exactly what happened to me in that house." I commented
"But why would they do this, they couldn't still want to drain me of my power could they?"
"That's an even harder question to answer mum." Moira said faintly.
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"I think we need to call in help from the New Charter" Hunter whispered as he held Linden in his arms and rocked him slowly.
"The New Charter?" I asked worried. Was it really that serious? Hunter nodded
"Yes, Morgan, Moira's right. What if Amaranth is trying to attack you through your dreams?" he asked
"I can handle it." I said and Hunter looked at me as if to say come on.
"I can." I repeated stubbornly and he laughed at me
"You'll never learn will you" he put linden into my lap and said
"I think he needs a feed"
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AUTHOR'S NOTE! Hey guys what did you think of that chapter? Are you less confused or more? I know that a Castra was confused, and I hope it's a little bit easier to understand. Thank you!
Hey, thanks to all those who reviewed I really appreciate it. I think I am going to open the chapters with BOS entries since in night's child there wasn't any (which I was very disappointed about) and I love them in the other books. I will jump from Morgan to Hunter and maybe Moira. Please tell me what you think! Okay enjoy chapter three!
Chapter three: Reliving old memories.
Pain.... The one constant in my life. Ever since I found out about my true heritage, my life had consisted of nothing else. When I met cal Wicca seemed such a beautiful, mesmerizing religion, full of hope and wonder. Then he tried to kill me and all that changed; I changed. It makes me feel so inadequate, how naïve I was, how easily influenced. Hunter helped me to be brave, showed me what true love is. Showed me who I was inside, he gave me something that so little people can experience. I wish things could have been different, for both Hunter and I. We should have been together all those 16 years not torn apart believing the other dead. And now those things that I have tried to forget come back to haunt me. Why can't I erase the scars from within? Why do they torment me? Please goddess show me the way, help me to be brave for love... -Morgan
Morgan's dream.
They surround me, envelop me in their wings, they hold on tight, so tight they crush my bones, I cry out but no one hears. I am alone... so alone. Where are they? They are near I know they are, I hear their voices blending together as one, they call me, call me out, but I do not want to go out, I want to stay here. I am safe here. They want it. I cannot give it to them. Their rage consumes me, they want it I know they do, and I can't fight anymore. I can't fight...
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My eyes sprang open and I became of salty tears running down my throat. I cannot remember the last time I have felt so scared. Hunter. I reach over and whisper "Hunter it's happening again"
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"These dreams most mean something" Hunter said frustrated and I felt the same, why is this happening again? Why cant the past leave me alone?
"Yes, but what? All I now is that it feels familiar, like they've happened before, I know it doesn't make sense but...." I ended lamely.
"Maybe they have happened before" Moira said pointedly and my head whipped towards her.
"What?" I asked dumbfounded.
"Maybe they have, your just seeing them in a new view-literally" she said staring at me
"Remember what you told me about Amaranth and how they tried to steal your power?" I nodded" Well it seems the same" Light began to dawn.
"Amaranth have been disbanded for almost twelve years there is no way they could be behind it all"
"Well look at what you described, the house in your first vision, it's the same as what you described in your book of shadows, I read them remember?" Oh goddess it can't be them. It just can't.
She continued," They tried to steal your magick mum, that's what the last one was about"
"So... Morgan is reliving what has happened in the past, except she is experiencing the pain and anguish in a different more realistic way... because it has happened before."
"When I got the visions last time I was seeing what Amaranth wanted me to see, now I'm seeing exactly what happened to me in that house." I commented
"But why would they do this, they couldn't still want to drain me of my power could they?"
"That's an even harder question to answer mum." Moira said faintly.
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"I think we need to call in help from the New Charter" Hunter whispered as he held Linden in his arms and rocked him slowly.
"The New Charter?" I asked worried. Was it really that serious? Hunter nodded
"Yes, Morgan, Moira's right. What if Amaranth is trying to attack you through your dreams?" he asked
"I can handle it." I said and Hunter looked at me as if to say come on.
"I can." I repeated stubbornly and he laughed at me
"You'll never learn will you" he put linden into my lap and said
"I think he needs a feed"
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AUTHOR'S NOTE! Hey guys what did you think of that chapter? Are you less confused or more? I know that a Castra was confused, and I hope it's a little bit easier to understand. Thank you!