This is my first Hunter x Hunter fic, its more like a reflection on Killua's feelings towards his family, hope you like it…
Alone, I'm all alone in this world…all alone…
I grew up in a family alone.
No one understands me,
No one cares to get to know me.
They all say I don't have friends,
They all say I'm a born killer and that's all I'll ever be good for,
But what if that's not really me?
What if I'm really just a twelve year-old boy,
Who wants to have friends and enjoy the world as it is?
Ok, so I don't hesitate to kill,
And I'm always looking for new attacks,
But that doesn't mean I'm a heartless drone who has only one thing on its mind.
Why does my family keep thinking of me this way?
Especially my drone-like brother, Illumi,
He wears no emotion,
His eyes don't show any form of life except the thrills of death.
I swear one day I'll over power him and be the better one.
Then there's my mom.
Its no wonder I hit her and my brother,
She doesn't care about anyone and certainly doesn't want me to be happy.
I come home having made three friends,
She freaks buy turning them away saying I don't have friends.
Sure my dad's ok,
He believes in me.
He doesn't want me to turn out like him,
He wants me to have friends.
My dad tells me,
Not to betray them.
I won't betray them,
Because I know if I do,
I'll be alone once more.
I want get away from this loneliness,
I want to spend time with my friends.
I want to become a better fighter,
I want to start over again.
I want to start over again…
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