Okay, chappie 3. I'm sorry I made you wait for so long but I wanna thank all my reviewers ^^

Disclaimer: again? Don't you know already?

Okay, your comments and questions will be answered ^^

Wo-ai-ni-kai-hiwatari: thanks for the comments, thanks ^^ The maid didn't notice no... and Kai will get help...eventually but I don't really know when..maybe this chapter but he will just get wounded again, trust me. Thank you but it's far from perfect, trust me. And I followed your advice and I'm getting my chapters checked by an English person ^^ I hope you enjoy the rest of my story.

Kaiiko-chan: well, here is the next update. Thanks a lot, you made me blush..oh, how I love all my reviewers ^^

Hiwatari-gurl: you liked it? I'm glad you did. I was hoping someone would like that end. ^^ thanks

Kairi: I'm sorry you hated it, i really am but can I ask you a few questions? Why did you hate it and if you hated it so much, why did you read both chapters then?

Kaiswings: I'm glad you like it ^^ well, here is the next update, enjoy

Scarlet Witch 41: well, maybe now you can read more, and more chapters will come, and faster then you think, trust me

Bloody Mary: Okay, he does act like one, but he always does that, right? It's just...typical Kai ^^ and that's why I like him so much, he can be soooo dramatic. ^^ lol

Star Twillight: Better you say? =^^= thanks a lot. I know...my spelling ;_; it's terrible. Thank God I found someone who wants to correct my mistakes. I'm glad you liked the details, I do my best ^^

Okay, that was it, thank you again my dearest reviewers ^^ you're the ones who send me my mails. Lol

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Chapter 3: A voice in the darkness

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The burning feeling in kai's chest wouldn't go away. But it wasn't one of the worst things Kai was feeling at the time. His leg was burning too and his arms were aching terribly. Kai wouldn't admit it, but he knew the wounds were starting to infect. He knew this because he felt a fever coming up slowly but sure. Kai was sweating but no one noticed because Kai was walking behind the group, like he always used to do, and like he always would do. He was used to it, he started to do it a long time ago...

--flashback— The small boys were walking in a big group with only one supervisor called Boris. He was walking at the head of the group and was careless about all the rest that happened behind him. This was new for Kai and he noticed the terrible things that happened on a "field trip" like this. Kids who were to weak were all left behind and those who were wounded were to slow to follow the others. Kai knew he was strong from the beginning and he wanted to do something for the children. From that moment on, he walked at the end of the group. Every time a kid fell down on the cold, brown ground, Kai lifted it up and wiped the mud off of their clothes. Sometimes, he lifted a kid in his neck or on his back, he even had to carry one in his arms once because the kid was too exhausted to move one more step. This rescuing caused Kai to receive a few blows in the face. Boris did this kind of things to get rid of the weaker. Only the strong could survive... but Kai never believed this so every day again, he walked at the tail of the group to save many children from a certain death.

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And now, no one thought it was strange that their leader was behind them. They were used to it too and they didn't pay attention to him because they knew Kai wouldn't talk to them anyways.

Sand was slipping trough kai's shoes and soon, he was walking on sand, even in the forests. His socks were filled with sand and his shoes with little rocks. This didn't ease the long journey that Kai had to make and in occasions, he stopped to take a break. Because no one noticed, Kai was walking further and further behind his team, hurt and confused, confused because his team forgot about him. Kai sighed and walked further. His leg was burning even harder then when they had left and Kai was shivering even though it was warm. The fever had made Kai even weaker then he already was but being Kai, he wouldn't give up.

The bladebreakers were walking to Russia because they had misses their train. The road was long but as long as Tyson kept on singing, it seemed like they could hang on for a few more miles.

Suddenly, the bladebreakers stopped to take a break and they noticed Kai was far behind. They laughed and thought he was being anti-social again. They never noticed Kai was limping and they didn't see he was as red as the sun was that evening. When Kai finally arrived, he searched a private spot for himself to take a look at his leg. While he heard the bladebreakers laugh, he put different bandages around his leg with much difficult. His leg didn't look healthy at all. It started to look a little green and brown and Kai became pale just by looking at it. His leg was infected for sure but he couldn't tell his team. He was afraid they would take advantage of his weakness, he just couldn't let that happen to him, not again...

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Kai had been looking after a small boy for a long time now. The boy wasn't strong and without Kai, he would've been dead by now. Kai often went to play with the boy, it was a hard task but what he got in return was of much more value to him. He got friendship.

Boris wanted to get rid of the boy but he knew that Kai wouldn't allow that so all he could do was making it hard for the boy. Kai was his most important blader and he shouldn't go to far with him.

Kai was playing in the grass again when suddenly, he fell in an odd way and his leg was totally turned to the wrong way. After a long day, Kai had managed to drag himself back to the abbey and he immediately went to Boris to ask for medical assistance.

When Boris noticed Kai was hurt he just smiled and called the boy with him. Kai had no idea what his plan was and he just told the boy it would all be okay when suddenly, Boris punched the boy right in the face. Kai was stunned and he wanted to do something but his leg wouldn't allow him this. He saw how Boris threw himself on the boy and strangled him to death with his leather belt. Kai saw how the boy's eyes became red and how blood came out of his mouth. Eventually, the boy stopped his choking sounds and he fell on the floor, with his eyes as white as snow, only disturbed with red bloodlines that came from the corner of his eyes and ran down his face.

All that Kai could do was scream while no one could hear him and cry while no one would comfort him, only punish him and make him forget...

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Kai choke his head. Not ever again, no one would take advantage of his pain ever again, he wouldn't make that same mistake again.

The sun had almost disappeared to the end of the horizon and Kai came out of the bushes. He had put on new bandages and he felt better. He emptied his shoes and socks and felt a relief but the glass in his arm was still aching badly and brought tears in kai's crimson eyes that could be so motionless.

Tyson was stretching and Rai was yawning while Max layed his head on a rock tiredly watching how Kenny hugged Dizzy tightly, trying to use it as support to keep him from falling asleep. Kai believed they would wanna go to sleep soon now and he walked over to the group. Rai smiled at him and yawned again.

Tyson, who couldn't keep himself awake very long now noticed there was a cave hidden somewhere behind some trees and immediately ran in. It was a dark cave but kai didn't mind that at all. He had always liked the dark, it could hide the most awful things, the most awful people. But Kai couldn't even trust the dark, it had let him down once as well. He saw people that weren't there and he didn't see the people who actually did were there.

Max brought some wood inside and Rai made a small fire. Everyone settled themselves next to it except for Kai. He was feeling very cold and sick and wanted to go to sleep as fast as possible. While he was searching for a spot to go to sleep, he felt another burning pain in his chest, but now, it was stinging terribly as well and Kai felt how it became harder to breath.

While Kai leaned against the wall with one hand, he held his chest in pain with the other one and started to gasp for air. Every gasp echoed trough the cave and everyone turned their heads in the direction of Kai.

Kai fell to his knees because his legs couldn't carry him anymore and he felt how his breath was cut off. While his troat was stuck and no air could get trough anymore, he fell flat face on the floor with his eyes wide-open and his mouth moving desperate to get a small amount of air, without success. Rai was the first one to reach Kai and he carefully layed his hand on his back. Kai froze when he felt this and he tried to look up but he couldn't move. Slowly, his view was weakening and soon, he saw nothing more then shadows and eventually, he was wallowed by the comforting darkness itself.

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Hey people, this isn't the end okay? It's far from over, yeah, this would be a bad ending right? No, it's not the end so... just review and prepare for the next chappie, that is, if you like this story ^^

Please review, I would be very happy with reviews, I'm always happy with reviews!!! ^^

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