Wow, everyone reveiwed really fast! I only posted the 7th chapter yesterday
and I allready received 11 reviews, thank you all, you are great ^^
Ok, first, let's discuss what the reviewers all said to me (nothing bad! Yayness)
Wo-ai-ni-Kai-Hiwatari: Patiently eh? I would've allready send a mail to the writer to MAKE her write the next chappie, really, I thank you for your patience. I hope you'll like this chapter too ^^
Blader Fairy Everlasting: Finally, you understand! Lolz^^ anyways, I love clifhangers, makes people review^^ Well, let's see what Rei says okay?
Dragonblade: Yeah, i'm updating, updating^^ yayness!!! I'm glad you liked it
Sonya-Hiwatari: I'm glad you liked it, i'm trying to make it as sad as possible, you know?
TYDYE-girl: you accedentally reviewed twice...You don't have to thank me, it's my duty^^ (the national song of America) for all the people who live to read drama, it's my duty to serve them till death.
Nights Child: Thanks for my concern, i'm glad someone asked ^^ Is this update soon enough?
Hiwatari-gurl: who is pissed off? And yeah, I'm moving, but it's only a few streets further away ^^ and thanks
Panda Boe: Wow, that was a very long review I got there. Thank you ever so much ^^ I liked to write that scène to be perfectly honest, the story was starting to get boring. And yeah, my spelling is improving, it's great so just a few more months and I'll be good at spelling too ^^ You read raping- fics? I can't find them anywhere, could you tell me where I can find them? Pretty please? Thanks ^^
Kaiiko: You'll see for yourself now. ^^
MrsHiwatari: A WOW story eh? Why thank you, I'm honoured, lolz ^^ I hope you'll enjoy this chapter too
Bloody Mary: A long speech about friendship? ^^ lolz, ya know what, if I can find a place to put it, i will put a scène like that in the story, if I remember that is, my memory isn't really good to be honets, sometimes, I even forget what i said two seconds ago. Lolz^^ but anyways, i hope you'll like this chapter too......you're calling Rei Cat-boy? ^^ lolz, i never heard that before, wahahahaha^^
Catty Hiwatari: Oh, thank you sooo much, he's not gonna hide if for Rei, but you'll see that right now^^
Trinity of the phoenix: Mean? Am I mean? Oh man ^^ I just love cliffies, it makes people review lots and lots more, I never had this many reviews for one chapter, in 2 days! ^^ see? Well, it's updated now so enjoy.
That was all, on with the fic
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chapter 8: confessions and stings
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Rei was looking at Kai with a terrified look in his eyes. He squized his blanket until his hands became white. He was holding his breath without even realizing he was doing this and he couldn't stop staring at his teamleader. He looked absolutely terrible. His back looked as if someone had used a whip on it and was full of long scars that crosses each other, a little dried blood was still visable. His legs and arms were cut open and the wounds seemed to be stitched together very badly. Only now, Rei noticed that Kai's legs were trembling every time he was walking and it seemed to be hard for him to sit. He just gasped and wasn't able to speek a single word.
Kai saw that Rei was staring at him and quikly pulled the blanket over him again but he knew it was too late. Kai wasn't able to look into Rei's eyes and tried to roll over to the other side but it hurt way too much. He could only lay himself with his face pointing to Rei. Kai closed his eyes and felt the pain even more. He heard Rei gasp and had to do his best to stop his tears from falling. He just couldn't be weak and he couldn't trust him, he just couldn't. But was it really their fault?
Kai was silent for a few minutes but eventually, he opened his eyes again and stared into Rei's. The look on his face was prieless. His mouth hung open and his eyes, he had never seen them this big. Kai just had to smile when he saw this and that's what brought Rei out of his shock.
Rei wasn't able to say anything to Kai so he jumped out of his bed and ran towards the door. He just had to tell his teammates, but he was stopped by Kai. "Stop right there" said his teamleader with a soft, low voice. Rei turned around with anger in his eyes. "They have to know!" yelled the proud white tiger. Kai shoke his head calmly and looked Rei in the eyes. A few minutes later, Rei turned around to walk away again but Kai stopped him again. "Will you listen to me, for once?!" this time, it was a little louder and a little bit more angry. Rei turned around once again and stared Kai in his eyes. He could see the hurt in his eyes, the horrible memories of a long time ago. He sighed and tried to settle an agreement with his leader. "I won't tell if you tell me what happened to you, everything!"
Kai sighed and nodded. He tried to sit up but wasn't really able to. Rei saw this and put a hand on his shoulder to avoid him from trying to hurt himself. Rei kneeled and sat himself next to his teamleader, on the ground. Kai blinked a few tears away and started his story. The story that started when he was 6 jears old. His parents were gone so he had to go to the abbey that his grandfather owned. Kai told the entire story and ended with telling how he ended up with the bladebreakers. Kai sighed again and waited for Rei to go away, but he wouldn't move. He had tears in his eyes and his lip was trembling. "But what happened when we left you in the abbey?" asked Rei with a trembling voice.
Kai's eyes were filling up with tears as well, and he did everything to stop them from falling but Rei smiled and layed a hand on his shoulder. "It's okay" said Rei. Kai jumped up and started to yell. "No it's NOT okay! Crying is for the weaker people, and those people will go, they'll die, they aren't able to survive!" screamed Kai. The whole hotel was trembling and Kai fell to his knees. Rei was stunned that kai would scream like that but he understood. He layed his arm around Kai's shoulder while Kai started to cry, he couldn't help himself. "You're not weak Kai" said Rei softly "you're one of the strongest persons I know.
Suddenly, they heard footsteps on the stairs. Someone was running, and that someone was coming their way. Kai and Rei jumped in their beds again and Kai closed his eyes while Rei just stared at the door.
Then, Tyson and Max jumped in, followed by kenny and Dizzy. They were staring at Kai who was pretending to be asleep and they looked at Rei who was leaning on his arm to look at his teammates with a little smile. Tyson was looking at Rei with question in his eyes but Rei shook his head. He looked at Tyson with a piercing look, trying to make them leave, he wanted to know the rest of the story.
Finally, tyson understood the message and walked back to his own room, yawning and stretching, followed by a confused Max and Kenny. Rei sighed in relief and jumped out of his bed again. He sat himself next to kai in the excact same pose as before and looked at his face. "Kai, they're gone now" said Rei in a soft voice and Kai opened his eyes again, a few tears fell on his pillow. Rei was silent and Kai continued his story. He told about the night that he arrived, about the rapings, how Tala died and that he had to leave Anatsaku behind. He told about the whip, the knife, the dungeons and the other children, he told about Boris and his grandfather and about his extreem long nights.
Eventually, kai couldn't take it annymore and cried in his pillow, not able to say anything else. Rei was staring at him with horror in his eyes and he felt as if he was sick. His whole stomach was turning and he started to cry too. Eventually, Rei and Kai weren't able to say anything else anymore and they decided to go to sleep. Outside, the night was shining, lit up with stars, making everyone drowsy, sleepy and sometimes even predicting death.
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The next morning, Kai woke up very early. He did his best not to wake Rei and he tiptoed outside of the room and into the bath-room. He took a shower and like allways, the water felt extremely good. The hot water was gone but Kai didn't mind the cold water, he enjoyed it.
When he was freshened up, he went to the dining-room to eat . Kai never ate really much and he prefered to eat without annyone staring at his food, like Tyson allways did. When he finished eating his sandwich, he sat himself in front of the fireplace and looked at the hypnotising flames. Sitting on a pillow didn't hurt that much.
Kai was thinking about the other night, he was glad that he told someone but he was also a little ashamed. He just hoped that rei wouldn't tell anyone else, he promised him but Kai was still not very sure if he could trust them, even though they were nice for him.
While Kai stared into the dancing flames, his eyes were closing again and eventually he fell asleep again, not able to stay awake.
When someone else came down the stairs, he woke up again and jumped up. A guy with black hair was coming down while he was stretching his arms. Apparently, he was staying in th hotel too. He poked a little in the fire and then he noticed kai. "You couldn't sleep either?" asked the man? Kai just nodded, reliefed that it wasn't one of his teammates. The man smiled and stared Kai in the eyes, somehow, he looked gentle. "I woke up vry late in the night because someone screamed, you heared that?" asked the man again. His voice was smooth and sounded caring. He poked a little more into the fire and looked at Kai who just nodded again. "the strong silent type eh?" asked the man with a grin. He put out his hand at Kai. "My name is Sanin" said the man, his black hair covering up almost his entire forehead.
Kai could see his gentle eyes and accepted his hand, a little suspicious but sure. "Kai" said Kai with force. Sanin smiled and threw a newspaper into the fire. Then, he sat himself on the couch next to kai, staring at the fire with him.
When the clock banged 8 times, Sanin stood up again, leaving a surprised kai. "I'm the owner of the hotel" said Sanin "I have to prepare the meales" kai was stunned. He was the owner of the hotel, he seemed to be very nice. Kai smiled a little and suddenly noticed how the rest of his team arrived donstairs. "Hello Kai" said Tyson with a cheerfull voice. "Ready to make a long walk to the next city?" Rei looked at Kai with concern but Kai just nodded.
"Allright" yelled Tyson, "we'll leave in one hour" was his answer and he ate the tripple of what kai ate, waiting for the meal that the boss would prepare for him too while Kai just stared in the fire, being watched by Rei who didn't think kai could handle the journey that was yet to come.
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That was it little chickens ^^ sorry but from now on, i'm gonna call my reviewers chickens. Our teacher calls us chickens too and it sounds better then reviewers don't you think? A nice chicken, a usefull chicke, allways responding. Hint-hint. A chicken would review so...
Please review ^^ I'm waiting
Come on, i updated really fast this time didn't I?
Ok, first, let's discuss what the reviewers all said to me (nothing bad! Yayness)
Wo-ai-ni-Kai-Hiwatari: Patiently eh? I would've allready send a mail to the writer to MAKE her write the next chappie, really, I thank you for your patience. I hope you'll like this chapter too ^^
Blader Fairy Everlasting: Finally, you understand! Lolz^^ anyways, I love clifhangers, makes people review^^ Well, let's see what Rei says okay?
Dragonblade: Yeah, i'm updating, updating^^ yayness!!! I'm glad you liked it
Sonya-Hiwatari: I'm glad you liked it, i'm trying to make it as sad as possible, you know?
TYDYE-girl: you accedentally reviewed twice...You don't have to thank me, it's my duty^^ (the national song of America) for all the people who live to read drama, it's my duty to serve them till death.
Nights Child: Thanks for my concern, i'm glad someone asked ^^ Is this update soon enough?
Hiwatari-gurl: who is pissed off? And yeah, I'm moving, but it's only a few streets further away ^^ and thanks
Panda Boe: Wow, that was a very long review I got there. Thank you ever so much ^^ I liked to write that scène to be perfectly honest, the story was starting to get boring. And yeah, my spelling is improving, it's great so just a few more months and I'll be good at spelling too ^^ You read raping- fics? I can't find them anywhere, could you tell me where I can find them? Pretty please? Thanks ^^
Kaiiko: You'll see for yourself now. ^^
MrsHiwatari: A WOW story eh? Why thank you, I'm honoured, lolz ^^ I hope you'll enjoy this chapter too
Bloody Mary: A long speech about friendship? ^^ lolz, ya know what, if I can find a place to put it, i will put a scène like that in the story, if I remember that is, my memory isn't really good to be honets, sometimes, I even forget what i said two seconds ago. Lolz^^ but anyways, i hope you'll like this chapter too......you're calling Rei Cat-boy? ^^ lolz, i never heard that before, wahahahaha^^
Catty Hiwatari: Oh, thank you sooo much, he's not gonna hide if for Rei, but you'll see that right now^^
Trinity of the phoenix: Mean? Am I mean? Oh man ^^ I just love cliffies, it makes people review lots and lots more, I never had this many reviews for one chapter, in 2 days! ^^ see? Well, it's updated now so enjoy.
That was all, on with the fic
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chapter 8: confessions and stings
....................................................
Rei was looking at Kai with a terrified look in his eyes. He squized his blanket until his hands became white. He was holding his breath without even realizing he was doing this and he couldn't stop staring at his teamleader. He looked absolutely terrible. His back looked as if someone had used a whip on it and was full of long scars that crosses each other, a little dried blood was still visable. His legs and arms were cut open and the wounds seemed to be stitched together very badly. Only now, Rei noticed that Kai's legs were trembling every time he was walking and it seemed to be hard for him to sit. He just gasped and wasn't able to speek a single word.
Kai saw that Rei was staring at him and quikly pulled the blanket over him again but he knew it was too late. Kai wasn't able to look into Rei's eyes and tried to roll over to the other side but it hurt way too much. He could only lay himself with his face pointing to Rei. Kai closed his eyes and felt the pain even more. He heard Rei gasp and had to do his best to stop his tears from falling. He just couldn't be weak and he couldn't trust him, he just couldn't. But was it really their fault?
Kai was silent for a few minutes but eventually, he opened his eyes again and stared into Rei's. The look on his face was prieless. His mouth hung open and his eyes, he had never seen them this big. Kai just had to smile when he saw this and that's what brought Rei out of his shock.
Rei wasn't able to say anything to Kai so he jumped out of his bed and ran towards the door. He just had to tell his teammates, but he was stopped by Kai. "Stop right there" said his teamleader with a soft, low voice. Rei turned around with anger in his eyes. "They have to know!" yelled the proud white tiger. Kai shoke his head calmly and looked Rei in the eyes. A few minutes later, Rei turned around to walk away again but Kai stopped him again. "Will you listen to me, for once?!" this time, it was a little louder and a little bit more angry. Rei turned around once again and stared Kai in his eyes. He could see the hurt in his eyes, the horrible memories of a long time ago. He sighed and tried to settle an agreement with his leader. "I won't tell if you tell me what happened to you, everything!"
Kai sighed and nodded. He tried to sit up but wasn't really able to. Rei saw this and put a hand on his shoulder to avoid him from trying to hurt himself. Rei kneeled and sat himself next to his teamleader, on the ground. Kai blinked a few tears away and started his story. The story that started when he was 6 jears old. His parents were gone so he had to go to the abbey that his grandfather owned. Kai told the entire story and ended with telling how he ended up with the bladebreakers. Kai sighed again and waited for Rei to go away, but he wouldn't move. He had tears in his eyes and his lip was trembling. "But what happened when we left you in the abbey?" asked Rei with a trembling voice.
Kai's eyes were filling up with tears as well, and he did everything to stop them from falling but Rei smiled and layed a hand on his shoulder. "It's okay" said Rei. Kai jumped up and started to yell. "No it's NOT okay! Crying is for the weaker people, and those people will go, they'll die, they aren't able to survive!" screamed Kai. The whole hotel was trembling and Kai fell to his knees. Rei was stunned that kai would scream like that but he understood. He layed his arm around Kai's shoulder while Kai started to cry, he couldn't help himself. "You're not weak Kai" said Rei softly "you're one of the strongest persons I know.
Suddenly, they heard footsteps on the stairs. Someone was running, and that someone was coming their way. Kai and Rei jumped in their beds again and Kai closed his eyes while Rei just stared at the door.
Then, Tyson and Max jumped in, followed by kenny and Dizzy. They were staring at Kai who was pretending to be asleep and they looked at Rei who was leaning on his arm to look at his teammates with a little smile. Tyson was looking at Rei with question in his eyes but Rei shook his head. He looked at Tyson with a piercing look, trying to make them leave, he wanted to know the rest of the story.
Finally, tyson understood the message and walked back to his own room, yawning and stretching, followed by a confused Max and Kenny. Rei sighed in relief and jumped out of his bed again. He sat himself next to kai in the excact same pose as before and looked at his face. "Kai, they're gone now" said Rei in a soft voice and Kai opened his eyes again, a few tears fell on his pillow. Rei was silent and Kai continued his story. He told about the night that he arrived, about the rapings, how Tala died and that he had to leave Anatsaku behind. He told about the whip, the knife, the dungeons and the other children, he told about Boris and his grandfather and about his extreem long nights.
Eventually, kai couldn't take it annymore and cried in his pillow, not able to say anything else. Rei was staring at him with horror in his eyes and he felt as if he was sick. His whole stomach was turning and he started to cry too. Eventually, Rei and Kai weren't able to say anything else anymore and they decided to go to sleep. Outside, the night was shining, lit up with stars, making everyone drowsy, sleepy and sometimes even predicting death.
....................................................
The next morning, Kai woke up very early. He did his best not to wake Rei and he tiptoed outside of the room and into the bath-room. He took a shower and like allways, the water felt extremely good. The hot water was gone but Kai didn't mind the cold water, he enjoyed it.
When he was freshened up, he went to the dining-room to eat . Kai never ate really much and he prefered to eat without annyone staring at his food, like Tyson allways did. When he finished eating his sandwich, he sat himself in front of the fireplace and looked at the hypnotising flames. Sitting on a pillow didn't hurt that much.
Kai was thinking about the other night, he was glad that he told someone but he was also a little ashamed. He just hoped that rei wouldn't tell anyone else, he promised him but Kai was still not very sure if he could trust them, even though they were nice for him.
While Kai stared into the dancing flames, his eyes were closing again and eventually he fell asleep again, not able to stay awake.
When someone else came down the stairs, he woke up again and jumped up. A guy with black hair was coming down while he was stretching his arms. Apparently, he was staying in th hotel too. He poked a little in the fire and then he noticed kai. "You couldn't sleep either?" asked the man? Kai just nodded, reliefed that it wasn't one of his teammates. The man smiled and stared Kai in the eyes, somehow, he looked gentle. "I woke up vry late in the night because someone screamed, you heared that?" asked the man again. His voice was smooth and sounded caring. He poked a little more into the fire and looked at Kai who just nodded again. "the strong silent type eh?" asked the man with a grin. He put out his hand at Kai. "My name is Sanin" said the man, his black hair covering up almost his entire forehead.
Kai could see his gentle eyes and accepted his hand, a little suspicious but sure. "Kai" said Kai with force. Sanin smiled and threw a newspaper into the fire. Then, he sat himself on the couch next to kai, staring at the fire with him.
When the clock banged 8 times, Sanin stood up again, leaving a surprised kai. "I'm the owner of the hotel" said Sanin "I have to prepare the meales" kai was stunned. He was the owner of the hotel, he seemed to be very nice. Kai smiled a little and suddenly noticed how the rest of his team arrived donstairs. "Hello Kai" said Tyson with a cheerfull voice. "Ready to make a long walk to the next city?" Rei looked at Kai with concern but Kai just nodded.
"Allright" yelled Tyson, "we'll leave in one hour" was his answer and he ate the tripple of what kai ate, waiting for the meal that the boss would prepare for him too while Kai just stared in the fire, being watched by Rei who didn't think kai could handle the journey that was yet to come.
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That was it little chickens ^^ sorry but from now on, i'm gonna call my reviewers chickens. Our teacher calls us chickens too and it sounds better then reviewers don't you think? A nice chicken, a usefull chicke, allways responding. Hint-hint. A chicken would review so...
Please review ^^ I'm waiting
Come on, i updated really fast this time didn't I?