(A/N) it was good to be writing for you for some time, I guess you might
want me to write more. If you want to be rude about my story please do it
to yourself. Sorry for some of the mistakes last time.
The first part is played to Meat Loaf "Everything louder that everything else"
The second part is gonna be played to "it just won't quit"
The third part is played to "I'd do anything for love (but I won't do that)"
Ch4. Feelings
Risika awoke looked around and very slowly pieced together the night before. It was very hard for her since her mind was drained from sharing her blood. She decided it was her decision even if it was impaired. She got up and brushed her hair with Aubreys' brush while looking in the mirror which was basically useless for her and Aubrey but not Jessica. Then she put the brush back in its place and walked into the living room.
"What's she doing here?" Came a familiar voice from behind Aubrey who was sitting on a brown leather-upholstered chair. The body moved out from behind him and started towards Risika. I was Jessica, Aubreys' fledgling. She was wearing black leather pants and a tight black shirt that said. "If you can read this why are you looking." Aubrey put a hand out to stop her and did so just in time. Unlike the night before Aubrey had his old cocky attitude back.
"I invited her. We are just working out an agreement, a truce so to say." He said holding her by the arm.
"So what's she still doing here?" Jessica asked.
"I have gotten something from her to make us even." Aubrey said looking at Risikas neck. There were faint scars where she had been bitten. "She needed to recover".
"Well as long as there was nothing going on." Jessica said with a tiny trace of jealousy in her voice. She stared at them for a while looking back and forth between Risika and Aubrey, and decided that Risika held no threat she went to Aubrey and whispered in his left ear "I still need to hunt." He nodded in response to her whispering and she disappeared. The room was still accept for the curtain blowing upwards in the entryway from the open window.
"Well." He said still staring at her.
"Well, what?" She said in a very hurt but emotionless voice. Sort of like a cat in a shower only if they could talk. If he was gonna just play games she was gonna leave.
"Wait." He finally said. "I wanted to return the favor." He said smiling.
"Huh." Risika said confused. She didn't know what to think, with Aubrey he could mean anything.
"I mean I want to take you hunting to make sure you'll be O K." He said with a smirk on his face like he knew what she was subconsciously thinking. They yet again stayed in silence.
"Fine but I'll tell you right now I can manage it on my own." They both smiled at each other. And went to leave yet again Aubrey used the door. "Do you ever take advantage of being a vampire?" Risika asked looking at him with one eyebrow raised.
"Yeah, how do you think I found you all those times!" He said in a very defensive voice.
"Well I hadn't really thought about it." She said in a flat voice. She started twirling her blonde hair around her index finger.
"Don't do that." He said pulling her finger from her hair. He kept his hands on hers and looked deep into her lifeless black eyes, which were slightly turning golden. Sort of like when she was still alive and had something to love and something to actually live for. Like when Alexander was still her brother or when she still had Tora. She absentmindedly looked at him back into his eyes and they leaned in closer finally their lips fell into each other and they were blinded. (Not literally). The next thing they knew they were waking up to hear a scream. Aubrey knew instantly who it was it was Jessica. Aubrey ran straight to her. She was on the floor with a kitchen knife (meat clever to be exact) jutting out of her ribcage. He lent down to her side he laid a hand over the note lying on her chest. It read
"I can't believe it you always said I could trust you. You lied and
worst of all for
HER. You rat assed bastard how could you. You promised I could trust
you, you
promised. I loved you with all my heart but I was just a toy to you
wasn't I? I hope
you believe me when I say you can shove it. It is OVER. You can never
have
someone as good as me again. You can go straight to hell"
Aubrey stood up from the body and pondered why Jessica had been mad enough to kill herself. Then he noticed himself and Risika were naked and he covered himself. "We didn't. Did we? He asked very surprised and embarrassed.
"What didn't you like it?" Risika said in a playfully disappointed tone of voice.
"I'm serious. Did we?" Aubrey said trying to get a serious answer from Risika.
"I don't know." Risika said in a long sigh. She began to twirl her hair again. This time Aubrey did not stop her. He just stood over Jessica's body and saw she had been crying before she killed herself. She also had choke marks on her neck. He started to lift her body when Risika asked "Where are you going?"
"To dispose of the body." He said with a sort of Duh sound in his voice.
"Dressed like that."
"What's wrong with the way I'm dressed?"
"Your not that's what. Where are you gonna dump it."
"So I can get dressed.
"Where are you gonna dump the body."
"I don't think I can dump it." Aubrey said quietly and dryly, like he hadn't drunken for days and had cotton in his mouth all the while.
"Fine than I will." Risika said getting annoyed. She walked over to the bedroom pulled a lighter out of her pant pocket. She lit it to make sure it still worked. She walked over to the lifeless body and picked it up. She then disappeared to some where unknown. She set the body down in the burning hot sand. She lit the lighter and threw it on the body. The body went up in flames and she waited a couple minutes and then when the body went out she picked up he lighter and returned. "Deed done." She said letting out a sigh and flopping down on a chair. "Where's your shower?"
"It's the third door on the right down the hall there." He said blankly. Risika walked up to him and put her left hand on his left shoulder and asked
"Are you gonna be all right?"
"Yeah." He said, putting a hand on hers. She got up and went to the shower. He sat upon a chair still struck and let out a poem.
(A/N see if you can relate this to what just happened. If you can please send it to me in a review)
"A tear for a child
Walking on by
No one to keep an eye
On her wandering mind
For every step she takes
Another thing dies
Why oh why Has she believed all these lies? She searches for a soul With every step she takes For every eye she meets Another mistake All these years alone by herself Like a defective doll sitting on a shelf All these words cut through her like a knife A blade to her wrist she might think Will make things right All she has lost All she has gained No one can feel her terrible pain."
He sat there thinking why did he even kiss her why did he fall in love with a mere mortal and loose his way. Why did he change her? Why does he still love her? Why did he betray her? He sat and thought for a many minutes before finally coming up with an answer. Because I love Risika. He was dumbfounded all these years of playing with her mind, chasing after her, all this was because he loved her. She finally came out of the shower, still naked.
"Where's a towel?" She asked shyly.
"Hold on. I'll get you one." He said realizing that she was still naked. He brought her towel and wrapped it around her. Everything came flooding back to him. The feeling out holding her having her. Loving her. Holding her. Even if they were enemies they bartered their emotion the way they felt for each other. He kissed her passionately then kissed her with deeper hidden emotions. Emotions of love, hate, envy, lust. He then remembered why despised Ather for changing her, it was because he loved her even back then he wanted to change her to have her to love her. Then he realized she was kissing him back. They were finally happy or so it seemed. They decided to go hunting. They got dressed quietly and left apart. They were quiet for some days. To get a chance to understand what it all meant. They were still able to live their lives to hunt to sleep to, hell even socialize. But the longer they were apart the more they realized they needed each other. They wished to have each other again. To love each other, but they were both still afraid they were gonna fail. That the other was gonna go off with someone else. They were starting to think it wasn't even meant to be that they were just supposed to be enemies. Risika still couldn't remember anything of when they had been together but she knew he did. She thought about going into his mind.
So what did you think? Do you like my analogies? Are you impressed? How did you like my poem? Do you want me to write more? Do you like the pairing? Are you even going to keep reading this? So how many of you have heard Meat Loafs music. Their good sort of some soft rock some regular some hard.
The first part is played to Meat Loaf "Everything louder that everything else"
The second part is gonna be played to "it just won't quit"
The third part is played to "I'd do anything for love (but I won't do that)"
Ch4. Feelings
Risika awoke looked around and very slowly pieced together the night before. It was very hard for her since her mind was drained from sharing her blood. She decided it was her decision even if it was impaired. She got up and brushed her hair with Aubreys' brush while looking in the mirror which was basically useless for her and Aubrey but not Jessica. Then she put the brush back in its place and walked into the living room.
"What's she doing here?" Came a familiar voice from behind Aubrey who was sitting on a brown leather-upholstered chair. The body moved out from behind him and started towards Risika. I was Jessica, Aubreys' fledgling. She was wearing black leather pants and a tight black shirt that said. "If you can read this why are you looking." Aubrey put a hand out to stop her and did so just in time. Unlike the night before Aubrey had his old cocky attitude back.
"I invited her. We are just working out an agreement, a truce so to say." He said holding her by the arm.
"So what's she still doing here?" Jessica asked.
"I have gotten something from her to make us even." Aubrey said looking at Risikas neck. There were faint scars where she had been bitten. "She needed to recover".
"Well as long as there was nothing going on." Jessica said with a tiny trace of jealousy in her voice. She stared at them for a while looking back and forth between Risika and Aubrey, and decided that Risika held no threat she went to Aubrey and whispered in his left ear "I still need to hunt." He nodded in response to her whispering and she disappeared. The room was still accept for the curtain blowing upwards in the entryway from the open window.
"Well." He said still staring at her.
"Well, what?" She said in a very hurt but emotionless voice. Sort of like a cat in a shower only if they could talk. If he was gonna just play games she was gonna leave.
"Wait." He finally said. "I wanted to return the favor." He said smiling.
"Huh." Risika said confused. She didn't know what to think, with Aubrey he could mean anything.
"I mean I want to take you hunting to make sure you'll be O K." He said with a smirk on his face like he knew what she was subconsciously thinking. They yet again stayed in silence.
"Fine but I'll tell you right now I can manage it on my own." They both smiled at each other. And went to leave yet again Aubrey used the door. "Do you ever take advantage of being a vampire?" Risika asked looking at him with one eyebrow raised.
"Yeah, how do you think I found you all those times!" He said in a very defensive voice.
"Well I hadn't really thought about it." She said in a flat voice. She started twirling her blonde hair around her index finger.
"Don't do that." He said pulling her finger from her hair. He kept his hands on hers and looked deep into her lifeless black eyes, which were slightly turning golden. Sort of like when she was still alive and had something to love and something to actually live for. Like when Alexander was still her brother or when she still had Tora. She absentmindedly looked at him back into his eyes and they leaned in closer finally their lips fell into each other and they were blinded. (Not literally). The next thing they knew they were waking up to hear a scream. Aubrey knew instantly who it was it was Jessica. Aubrey ran straight to her. She was on the floor with a kitchen knife (meat clever to be exact) jutting out of her ribcage. He lent down to her side he laid a hand over the note lying on her chest. It read
"I can't believe it you always said I could trust you. You lied and
worst of all for
HER. You rat assed bastard how could you. You promised I could trust
you, you
promised. I loved you with all my heart but I was just a toy to you
wasn't I? I hope
you believe me when I say you can shove it. It is OVER. You can never
have
someone as good as me again. You can go straight to hell"
Aubrey stood up from the body and pondered why Jessica had been mad enough to kill herself. Then he noticed himself and Risika were naked and he covered himself. "We didn't. Did we? He asked very surprised and embarrassed.
"What didn't you like it?" Risika said in a playfully disappointed tone of voice.
"I'm serious. Did we?" Aubrey said trying to get a serious answer from Risika.
"I don't know." Risika said in a long sigh. She began to twirl her hair again. This time Aubrey did not stop her. He just stood over Jessica's body and saw she had been crying before she killed herself. She also had choke marks on her neck. He started to lift her body when Risika asked "Where are you going?"
"To dispose of the body." He said with a sort of Duh sound in his voice.
"Dressed like that."
"What's wrong with the way I'm dressed?"
"Your not that's what. Where are you gonna dump it."
"So I can get dressed.
"Where are you gonna dump the body."
"I don't think I can dump it." Aubrey said quietly and dryly, like he hadn't drunken for days and had cotton in his mouth all the while.
"Fine than I will." Risika said getting annoyed. She walked over to the bedroom pulled a lighter out of her pant pocket. She lit it to make sure it still worked. She walked over to the lifeless body and picked it up. She then disappeared to some where unknown. She set the body down in the burning hot sand. She lit the lighter and threw it on the body. The body went up in flames and she waited a couple minutes and then when the body went out she picked up he lighter and returned. "Deed done." She said letting out a sigh and flopping down on a chair. "Where's your shower?"
"It's the third door on the right down the hall there." He said blankly. Risika walked up to him and put her left hand on his left shoulder and asked
"Are you gonna be all right?"
"Yeah." He said, putting a hand on hers. She got up and went to the shower. He sat upon a chair still struck and let out a poem.
(A/N see if you can relate this to what just happened. If you can please send it to me in a review)
"A tear for a child
Walking on by
No one to keep an eye
On her wandering mind
For every step she takes
Another thing dies
Why oh why Has she believed all these lies? She searches for a soul With every step she takes For every eye she meets Another mistake All these years alone by herself Like a defective doll sitting on a shelf All these words cut through her like a knife A blade to her wrist she might think Will make things right All she has lost All she has gained No one can feel her terrible pain."
He sat there thinking why did he even kiss her why did he fall in love with a mere mortal and loose his way. Why did he change her? Why does he still love her? Why did he betray her? He sat and thought for a many minutes before finally coming up with an answer. Because I love Risika. He was dumbfounded all these years of playing with her mind, chasing after her, all this was because he loved her. She finally came out of the shower, still naked.
"Where's a towel?" She asked shyly.
"Hold on. I'll get you one." He said realizing that she was still naked. He brought her towel and wrapped it around her. Everything came flooding back to him. The feeling out holding her having her. Loving her. Holding her. Even if they were enemies they bartered their emotion the way they felt for each other. He kissed her passionately then kissed her with deeper hidden emotions. Emotions of love, hate, envy, lust. He then remembered why despised Ather for changing her, it was because he loved her even back then he wanted to change her to have her to love her. Then he realized she was kissing him back. They were finally happy or so it seemed. They decided to go hunting. They got dressed quietly and left apart. They were quiet for some days. To get a chance to understand what it all meant. They were still able to live their lives to hunt to sleep to, hell even socialize. But the longer they were apart the more they realized they needed each other. They wished to have each other again. To love each other, but they were both still afraid they were gonna fail. That the other was gonna go off with someone else. They were starting to think it wasn't even meant to be that they were just supposed to be enemies. Risika still couldn't remember anything of when they had been together but she knew he did. She thought about going into his mind.
So what did you think? Do you like my analogies? Are you impressed? How did you like my poem? Do you want me to write more? Do you like the pairing? Are you even going to keep reading this? So how many of you have heard Meat Loafs music. Their good sort of some soft rock some regular some hard.