AN: Sorry, just a slap of logic that popped up while reading other stories. Don't mind me.
Oh, and I still don't on CCS.
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Looking in the mirror, she couldn't help but think, 'That's one happy teenager'.
She also knew for a fact that statement was wrong.
She was not one to give into depression easily. Even with Sayoran back in town, messing up the closeness she'd been building up for the past few years. She wasn't going give in that easily though.
Of course, the fact the person she loved probably could never love her back was a little depressing. The fact that the only people who were interested in her, could not possibly interest her, ever. The fact that simply telling the person she loved could destroy everything she did have. Because a bird in the hand is still worth more then two in the bush.
She could always just tell her best friend what she felt. Her friend was understanding, and might not completely wig out...
But if she did go all wiggy, then their friendship would be lost. She'd be friendless, unloved, and an outcast...
What would her mother think if she knew how she felt? Sonomi obviously liked Nadeshiko. Maybe she had to make this choice before she was born, conceived even. Wether to try to move on and have a life, or to hold onto the fragile hope of love from another girl?
Sonomi seemed unhappy with the final answer either way. She tried to leave her cousin's life, and simply couldn't do it. Fate didn't let her.
"Hoe..."
Thinking about other people's feelings was hard. She briefly wondered how Tomoyo could do it all the time without getting a headache. Before she started her day of course.
Those were just tears for another day.