It was the most disgusting scene she had ever witnessed in her life. Rena closed her eyes but could still see the site of Neotitancybermon in her mind. She could see his bloody face, and crushed jaw, his burnt off arm and swollen torso with his larynx bare and raw, visible to their eyes. Neotitancybermon's head was completely turned around and even though his chest was face up, his chin was directly above his shoulders.
Neoshamon put her staff over Neotitancybermon's chest and uncontrollably sent all of the healing energy she had into his body. Her senses became keener because almost everything she could spare was now a part of him, Rena watched hopefully and in a way put some of her into Neotitancybermon's body when they could both hear a heartbeat---a sign of life in them.
Neotitancybermon opened his eyes. They were bloodshot and overwhelmed with age. He spoke, but it wasn't his usual over confident and sarcastic tone, it was more of a toned down, depressed assortment of words and syllables. They couldn't even understand him anymore so instead, he held his hands over his chest as the middle of his body started to become blurry. Rena felt a shot of grief in her heart before she could see what was about to happen. He started de-digivolving back into his normal Titancybermon state while Neoshamon noticed something emerging from his torn and abused body, it was J.C., his clothes were torn and his body was lifeless. He no longer had any color in his lips and his previously lavender eyes were now yellow--almost albino---his mouth and eye lids seemed to be pinned open.
Rena burst out in uncontrollable tears, she could feel the pain he felt as he was struck down lifeless and malformed, she was red to her face and Shamon could not even help showing tears of sympathy and sadness for him. Titancybermon held J.C. over himself and could no longer speak, he seemed lifeless as well, his mind was no longer active within him. His face--so drenched with an almost guilt triggered frown could no longer describe anything he felt with words. Even J.C.'s DTV was now unlit and dead just as he was and Titancybermon could not even cry with grief, he was too shocked, he couldn't even remember what the last thing he said to him was.
Rena could however, she could remember J.C.'s voice as if she in front of his living self right now. The words I'll miss you, Rena echoed throughout her mind. She wished he was there right now. She wish he could be in front of her at that very moment so she could grab his and kiss him like there would be no tomorrow. Just long enough to hold him for an eternity. She missed his smile, his sarcastic sense of humor, his almost hilarious temper. She could almost hear him now, yelling at his DTV to set the time, calling it a stupid thingy and ready to hurl it into the tree he was sitting under. But now all she could think right now was that she wanted him with her, and nobody else. She wanted to hold him, and ask her what she was feeling, even go back in time and pin him to the ground with her lips keeping him from going into battle. She just wanted to tell him----she loved him.
But now J.C. was not alive, not with them anymore. He was in a place that not even Shamon could have an answer for. As Rena awoke from her daydream he was dead again, away from her which was what she feared the most. She knew that as soon as she would open her eyes and see him there, have to put him to rest and into the earth beneath her, he was dead for real---not just some sick fantasy she made up because he accidentally used her toothbrush---not some nightmare that would only lead to a cold sweat and fast heart beat afterwards. If she saw him again, he was really dead, just like the others.