What do I have left in this new life of mine?
Nothing…
Why do I even go on searching or living anymore?
Its not like I have anything to live or search for…
All this searching for you pointless…
You are not in this new world of mine..
World?
No..
This place is not a world..
It's a hell….
And I cant leave…
Will I be here forever?
A eternal hell?
What did I do to deserve this?
All I've done is love you..
Is that wrong?
How can it be wrong, if it feels so right.
Do you feel the same?
Or have you forgot about me and found someone new?
I hope not..
You are the only thing that keeps me hoping…
The only thing that keeps me alive..
What will I do?
Should I continue searching and hoping?
Or should I just stay here and give up?
No…
I should never give up on you…
You are the only one I have ever loved…
I will never give up.
Like I told the aurochs..
"our only goal is victory"
Well my only goal is victory and I cannot give up.
I will not give up.
I don't even know where I am.
But I must keep on searching..
I need to get myself out of this mess.
I need to find you.
I'm going to start walking..
And not stop for nothing..
Until I find you..
Until I'm with you..
I wont stop….
I promise..