New Year's Day:

I'd spent the night, dancing, reveling and in general and

discovering that I was rather immune to the effects of alcohol,

I lost track of the X-Men and wound up spending a great deal

of time talking to Shinobi...

I wasn't surprised to discover that he had been an abused kid, too.

Seemed like it didn't matter, wheather one was rich or poor, nor

what colour your skin was or your genetic makeup...some things in

life were oddly parrallel.

And he was struggling with trying to find his own identity,

after his late--and much unlamented--father's death. I knew how

tough that was, hell, I'd spent over 10 years trying to "find

myself" and still fought some of the inner demons every day...

I wasn't going to let him make excuses to me for some of the

things he's done, but I could understand why he'd done them--

and after talking all night about vAnaous things, I had begun

to get to know the real Shinobi Shaw.

Hell, we even had a "date" for lunch after he got back from his

business trip to Tokyo, and he'd left me with a Platnuim card in

case I ran into any emergencies...

I was in a good mood, and part of my hyper-active mind was running

through options as I walked for a means of transportation,

heading through the pre-dawn light back to Westchester County.

It was beautiful out, and I didn't mind the length of the walk..

it gave me time to gather my thoughts on a number of things that'd

happened in the last month...

I was partially lost in thought when I recognised the mansion

before me, and carefully slipped through the gap I'd bent in the

fence, then wandering up the driveway...

I "felt" a sudden "gloom" settle over my mind, in part due to

the sense of forboding I suddenly got from my Sight-gift, and

the sense I got from my strong, shortrange telepathy.

Somebody wasn't happy with me, and I didn't have to guess who...

I pulled an Altoid out of my evening bag and crunched through

the newly fallen snow up to the door and let myself in.

Ororo opened the door, obviously one of the early birds here,

giving me a worried look, "Ro--Anastasia, we were all worried about

you..."

I glared at her, "Since when do ye worry about a grown woman,

who happens to want to enjoy a night out? And what business is

it of yers if I did stay out?"

The weather elemental stopped, unaccustomed to her "mothering"

being lost on a familiar face, that now had burning golden eyes,

"I--ah...."

The black velvet of my cocktail gown swirled around my ankles,

leaving me a stark, hopefully intimidating contrast with the

pure white snow that I stood upon, "Sod off, Ms. Munroe..."

It was then I heard someone clear their throat behind me, and

saw Scott standing there, weAnang his "Al Borland" plaid flannel

shirt, jeans and hiking boots, cup of coffee in hand, "You are a

part of this team, and we expect the courtesy of knowing of your

where abouts..."

The emotions eminating from the man grated on my newly enhansed

psychic senses as Jean, Hank, Remy Logan and Charles were revealed

to be in the parlour, and with Ororo and Stick-in-the-mud behind

me, I was a bit at a disadvantage, but I was determined to hold

my ground, because my private life was none of their damned

business.

I pinned Scott down with a dark glare, instinctivly switching

to mind speak, [Sod off, toerag! Ye have NO right to try and

dictate my coming and going. I am not a part of yer team, nor

am I one of yer little toy soldiers or idealists. Chromedome's

got a few nice ideas running around in that vault he calls a

head, but I've lived out in the "real world" alot longer than

most of ye have... 31 years of it, and I've got the mental scars

to prove it. Ye "kids" have been isolated out here, in the lap

of luxury and ye, in particular, have been looking at the world

through some intensely rose coloured specs, peg boy... Why don't

ye crawl back under your rock and pretend to love yer fiancee

and be a good little boy? I know where ye go on Monday nights.]

Scott stopped short, his face flaming at the inference I'd made,

leaving him sputtering, "Wha...how? You can't be strong enough to

read me?"

[Who said anything about how strong my telepathy needs to be?]

I replied, with a dangerous smile, [I don't need it, "Poppa Pump"...

I can See, remember?]

The look on his face was priceless as he slithered out of the

room. There were some people in the world, that just begged

to be ground under the heel of the truth because they were so

self deluded and clueless....no, it was more than that... some

of them were just that plain stupid...

Even Ol' Cueball was speechless.

Charles opened his mouth, and then closed it again--several

times, apparently thinking better of attempting to lecture me

at that pAnacular moment...

[Well, if the rest of ye are thinking that I'm a "good little

girl" who'll capitulate to "daddy's" wishes and appologise,

yer wrong,] I told them, though Remy couldn't meet me in the

eye and Ororo was still dumbfounded, [I'm my own person, and

who I choose to call friend is my business, not anybody else's.

Got that? Good. There are maybe two or three of this lot of

angsting loosers I'd be willing to call friends... And only

one of them is in this room right now...]

I pinned Hank "Bones" McCoy witha meaningful gaze, waiting for

the shit to hit the fan....

Charles motioned for Hank to leave, "This is between the remainder

of us, Hank..."

I stepped inside the door, wiping my bare feet of the cool,

white flakes, eyes ablaze. Funny how he'd dismissed Hank, but

not Remy.. that silver-tongued rogue was no friend of mine...

Xavier steepled his fingers and regarded me, "Your choice of....

companions... leaves much to be desired, Anastasia. The Shaws

are wholely unsuitable people, they have a past history with the

X-Men.. of proving to be backstabbing, conniving individuals..."

Ororo nodded in concurrance, but didn't say anything as Summers

returned and decided to insert his two cents worth, "You put

the team at risk last night... Your're being irresponsible..."

I raised an eyebrow, [Really? Since when did being a student at

the Xavier Institute make one an X-man? I don't recall ever being

part of yer precious little team, Summers...]

He swallowed hard, as if he suddenly rememebered that I wasn't

the same woman who'd been at his beck and call for the last few

years, he tried to regain his "authority" but fell flat on his

face, "Ro..Anaande...that's not the point...."

I gave them one of those "evil", cold, calculating smiles I've

been known to share with those whom are in very real danger of

pissing me off, [Isn't it, though? I may be training individually

with Kit, Liz, Kurt, Hank and Emma, but that doesn't mean that my

goal is to parade around in spandex like the rest of ye rotters...

I've got better things to do...]

Summers made an effort to grab my arm and stop me from leaving,

only to realise too late that the martial arts training I'd been

immersed in had taken hold... I had instinctively used the moves

that I'd been drilling on to reflexively break his grip on me,

and whip his arm behind his back, my bare hand digging into his

flesh...

Xavier's eyes went wide as he saw me.. whose face..and ostebsibly

powers.. were familiar to him, making skin to skin contact with

his "teacher's pet"... Scott acted like he was afraid something

was going to happen, when I finally released him a few minutes

later, with nothing more than a badly disloacted shoulder to show

for it...

"My sister couldn't be touched," I told him bluntly, speakin

aloud, as if I were talking to a child, "I dont't like being

touched...especially by strangers. Do that again, and I'll break

it insead of dislocating it!"

Ororo paled as she realised what had just happened: "Rogue" had

touched someone without absorbing them...Xavier tried to use

his telepathy on me, but found he was as unable to "read" me

as he'd been my little sister, whose body I now inhabited.

I heard the fringes of telepathic conversation as Ororo went

to help Summers with that dislocated shoulder, and Xavier tried

to figure out what just happened... All I wanted was a nice

shower, pair of jeans and a clean shirt...and some breakfast...

I headed up to my room, and locked the door after taking the

caligraphied name card out of the door and printed the name of

one of my favourite WildStorm comic characters on it...

It now said "Savant"....