14 Feb, Evening

I was so wrapped up in moving that I forgot it was V-Day for

the lovers of the world, and I forgot that that also included

me...

Yeah. I cried when Shin gave me that amber Deco stuff... it

was beautiful, and so was his state of mind. It wasn't the

greatest haiku, but who am Ito complain that he cooked it

up in the car, on the way and folded me a white cat?

It was really sweet... and then he gave me this new PDA/PalmPC

thing that he'd asked Tony and Em to cook up for me!

I can actually "mindspeak" to it alot easier than I could other

electronics, so I should be able to record a jornal a little

easier now...

Either way, that hot tub was rather nice after I quit blushing

...and at least they let us have a little QT before they sprung

the full "makeover" dingus on me!

Shin had spent the day "window shopping" for things he thought

I'd like, and that bloke has damned good taste!

Deco, bay-bee! Vintage designs all the way! And dammmnnn, if

he didn't seem set on seeing me speechless!

I never thought anything could feel as good on bare skin as

silk, but Blessed Lady... it's like being caressed all over,

and with no way to wear a bra? Do I have enough self-confidence

to actually go out in front of the poparazzi like this?

That little black '30s-style cocktail number actually made

me actually feel beautiful--not to mention femme fatale sexy

--nor did I ever think that 36D would be my friend!

The end result of silver screen era makeup and having my hair

put up like that was an eye opener...somewhere along the way,

this beautiful stranger had emerged, and she had my strange

amber eyes, snow-white hair and the antique jewelry I'd cried

over earlier in the day.

I couldn't believe the the chick with the fabulous, sculpted

body and gorgous face was me...until Shin slipped up behind me

in a Nehru-style Tux and slid his arms around me... This has

sooo got to be a dream, I still think I'm going to wake up back

in Albuquerque, and be alone with my geekgrrl-heldesk-jockey

job again.

Well.... Time for dinner!

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Shin had taken me out to the famous Starlight Room, atop the

Chrysler Building, my favourite example of Art Deco architecture

in the world, for a romantic candlelight dinner with soft jazz

in the background, and all of the Big Apple sparlking like

jewels on black velvet below us...

I wasn't surprised to espy Warren Worthington there, either...

another rich mutant who plays at superhero. Bloody git doesn't

pay any attention to his electronics and avionics firm, either.

Looks like he's got this Oriental bit on his arm, by the name

of Setsuke Fujikawa... wonder if that's of "The Fujikawas"?

That being filed away for future use....

Dinner meant we got a chance to actually talk about why I'd

decided to take Emma up on her offer to move down to Manhattan

and actually attend classes at Columbia and NYU, rather than

continue residing at the Xavier Institute...

In the six weeks since New Year's, I'd not gotten any real,

practical help from anyone short of Liz and Emma with my psi-

talents, and more mind-numbing headaches thanks to the bad

head-space up there... Kurt, Hank and Joseph were the only ones,

aside from the previous two and Kate who'd worked with me in

the holodeck on adjusting to my new abilities and my renewed

passion for martial arts and fencing...

I had been the one to do most of the work getting signed up

for distance learning classes at Columbia and actually getting

admitted to NYU... so much for all the "help" Cueball'd promised

me!

Guess that's the way the biscuit crumbles when you don't want

anything to do with his private militia--and all that crock of

wanting to know exactly who I was visiting and where I was

going... Sheesh!!

I really hadn't meant to dump on Shin like that, but he's been

really good company--we listen to each other vent. Cueball's

gang could really stand to work on their interpersonal skills,

y'know?

I eventually bucked up and gritted my teeth enough to stomach

using my flight to get to and from school down here--it was

easier than arguing with "Sir Stick-up-his-arse" about using

one of the vehicles or swiping the Cajun's Harley.

I figure I'll ramble in this journal about it later, I've got

a museum opening to go enjoy!

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Shin slipped his arm around me as we left the Starlight Room

after a fine dinner and a chance to relax and unwind together.

"Feeling better?" he asked me, lips brushing my cheek.

"Yeah... I'm sorry to "dump" on you, Shin," I replied, enjoying

the closeness, "I mean, it's V-day after all, and there's nothing

romantic about having your date unburden herself in your general

direction..."

He tilted my face up so that I had to look him in the eye,

those peculiar dark blue eyes warm, "Maybe not, but isn't that

what an S.O. is for? To share the good and the bad? To help you

feel better?"

I hadn't thought of it that way... but the way he said it, and

the way I've listened to him, it made sense. We were somewhere

between being friends and something more...

"You got me there," I agreed, as we exited the lift into the

brisk, light sleet of Manhattan in February, his arm tightenign

around my cloaked shoulders, "And you do just that... I enjoy

your company, Shin...alot."

"Good... now, let's go see your eyes light up at that gala

opening!" he teased me, helping me into the limo before sliding

in next to me, "I can't wait to see what you think of what they've

got on display, and knowing your passion for antiquities, you're

in for a treat, Ana!"

I simply smiled, knowing that things it was going to be almost

magical.

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15 February, sometime after 2 am

I can't begin to describe the exhibits... We're going to see

them again this weekend, but kinda "ingognito" so that I can

linger and let it all soak in again and commit everything to

memory!

We're curled up here in the den of Shin's Park Avenue flat,

just relaxing and sipping Reisling in front of the fire,

listening to Ofra Haza...

Shin was right, some times we don't even have to talk.. just

"be".