17 March and Luck of the Irish?

A Lear jet to PAnas?

I was not expecting that.

Shin and I hit the City of Lights in time for fashion week.

Now you've gotta understand, that even though I'm a geekgrrl,

I still enjoy my SCA events, costuming and stuff like that...

I actually enjoyed meeting Thierry Mugler and Jean-Paul Gualtier

among others...I still can't believe that I lit into Karl Lagerfield

of House Chanel like that over the disservice he's done that name

and called the trip "fashion"!

Me and my temper...

Could I do better?

He dared me.

And that was mistake #1!

Gimme a sketch pad, a pencil and a couple of hours, and I hope I'd

have done Erte, Madame Schaparelli and Madame Chanel proud.

I have this tendency to be very good at a lot of things, but a true

"master" of none, but I think my biggest problem is the fact that I

can't seem to make up my mind and stick to any one thing, you see.

Shin and I've been talking about this tendency of mine a lot this

week, and he actually asked me what I'd do if money were no object,

if I didn't have to worry about anything...

Would I still pursue technology? Or would I dive head first into my

love of history, art and fashion?

I've always had to struggle with things...especially making ends meet

and all that. Trying to do something that would be useful and lasting,

and garner me a job I didn't hate too much, and paid reasonably well.

I'm not used to the idear of not worrying about where next month's

rent is coming from, or if I can pay the bills on time...

Shin's been bugging me to "let go" of those fears and anxieties as

I don't have to worry about those things any more.

Emma's not going to kick me to the curb, nor is she going to "yell"

at me if I decide to study what'd make me happy...and Shin's not going

to be upset with me if I can't reciprocate all the niceties he gives

me. It just feels so weird to not have to worry about stuff like that.

Guess it's a good thing I've got a patient bloke for m'sweetheart,

who's also more concerned about my well being than how much stuff

costs!

I closed out the entry into my high-end Tungsten T3, and tucked it

away inside my satchel, sensing Shin's presence coming closer to

where I sat near the Pont Neuf on the Rive Gauche, sipping my tea

in a bistro and eating my fill of those marvelous little ham-and-

swiss croissants this place was known for.

We had plans to visit Versailles for the day, and knowing Shin...

and I rather do, I had this "sneaking suspicion" that I was going

to get a very up-close-and-personal tour of a place that'd fascinated

me for a very long time.

It's kinda cool that I can "feel" that soft, blue aura from Shin...

of course, makes it damned tough for him to sneak up on me...but I

"let" him get away with it a lot of the time-just to let him have

some fun, and even things out a bit.

The Beemer motorcycle surprised me, though.

It looked like this was going to turn into more than a little "day

trip" of sorts!

Not like I mind that, or riding. It's a ways out to Versailles, and

what better way to enjoy the scenery and beautiful weather?

Neither one of us were really in the mood to talk on the way there...

it was more like we just wanted to "be"...and enjoy the wind in our

faces, and the beauty of the French countryside in spring...

...and I'm beginning to understand where that old term "Pardon my

French..." came from.

It's got nothing to do with cursing....and everything to do with

how French sounds when spoken by one of us Brits!

I have a pretty good ear for languages, but there's just something

about the Queen's English that subtly colours any other language you

speak...and they don't mind the upper class, Oxford or "BBC" accent

like I've got..that's considered a bit quaint and they appreciate

that you've taken the step to meet them half way!

Counter to what most Americans think, the French are not snobs...they

just happen to resent snobs..like loud, rude American tourists...or

anybody who's loud and rude, for that matter, come to think of it.

I happen to agree with them, so my youth spent over seas with a military

adoptive family didn't hurt me--made me seem "wierd" to all those

Americans, but merely "charmingly eccentric" to the Europeans.

Shin's a very quiet bloke himself, but that might have something to

do with not wanting to be the blustering, domineering sort that his

dad, Sebastian, was..and being raised in a fairly "traditional" Japanese

family, I guess.

I've seen his brand of "quietly forceful", and I'm glad it's never

been directed at me...

He never been anything but kind, caring and considerate of me and to

me, I realise as I watch the gently rolling hills slide by, starting

to green with the spring rains and runoff from the mountains, holding

onto Shin--not becuase I have to, but more like I want to...

Thinking back, I have seen him that way before...like when Charles

tried to regain "control" of Kitty and myself, citing us as "minors"

and all...

My 'new' body may only be 17, but I am older than Shin..or even Emma

and most of Charles' so-called original students!

Thank the Lady that I had him and Emma on my side--and Dr. Stange was

able to confirm it beyond the shadow of a doubt!

Kitty had already asserted herself as an "emancipated minor" in order

to be a the school in the first place, and she chose to be elsewhere,

there was nothing he could do about it!

There is more than enough evidence to shut him down already...but

Emma's got a better idea...kinda like what they've done to Worthington:

hostile takeover.

I'm not sure how I feel about that, but I know it's going to come up

at the quarterly meeting of the Inner Circle...

Shin pulled me back to 'reality' by braking several times in a row as

we approached the visitor parking for Versailles, [Wake up, Snowhead,

we're "here"...]

I know I wasn't the most "together" that he'd seen me, [Huh? Already?]

[Aye, luv,] he teased me, waiting for me to get my numb arse off the

bike so we could walk out the stiffness, [I think you were pretty lost

in thought, or fell asleep on me...you okay, Snow?]

[Yeah...just thinking...and I think I've made my decision on where I

stand as far as Emma's idears for the Institute...] I told him as he

enveloped me in a warm embrace, kind of doing a slow two-step to get

the blood flowing again.

[Where's that?] he inquired, looking down at me with marked curiosity,

though I could sense he already "knew" what my answer was.

[I think the Inner Circle should do something before this turns into

a "reason" for all the mundanes to take up arms and declare mutants

and whatnot a "menace" and threat...] I explained, letting my strange

logic flow over our mindlink, along with the other stuff that'd been

cooking on the back burner.

He nodded to me, holding me close for a long moment...and Shin also

understood my restlessness and frustration with trying to choose what

I wanted to study...I could Feel his thoughts slipping around me like

a soothing cloak of blue velvet.

No matter what I chose, he'd not think the less of me for choosing to

pursue my heart's desire...and what made me happy was history, art and

social science...and so I felt the dark cloud over my mind lift as we

headed up the walkway to meet our tour guide...

I could tackle the sublimnity of Versailles with a light heart, and

revel in its wonders with somebody who would appreciate every nuance

as much as I would...