Past Memories
Summary: Tia comes to Tulsa hoping to leave behind her past and move on with her life. In Tulsa she becomes a part of our favourite gang and a romance occurs. Will it be able to survive Tia's past?
Disclaimer: I own no one!
Chapter six
When I awoke next I was lying down on a white bed and there were machines all around me.
"Tia! You're awake! Oh I am so glad! I was so worried!" Then Mom looked like she was trying very hard not to cry, "Why did you do it, Tia?"
"I don't want him to get me, Mom. I couldn't stand him finding me" Mom nodded. I shook my head, "I'm sorry, Mom" Mom started crying again,
"I don't know what I would do without you, Tia. I just don't know" I nodded. I didn't want her here now because she was just upsetting me.
"Oh Soda and Two-Bit are here to see you if you want?" Mom said after she calmed down a little. I nodded, better them than Mom. Mom left the room and a minute later Two-Bit and Soda came in.
"Hey Tia! How you doing?" Two-Bit asked cheerfully. I smiled,
"Been better, how about you?"
"Oh same here! You know with Soda turning out to like you and all, I'm heart broken!" I laughed and Soda hit him,
"I do not like her in that way and be more, hospital like"
"I don't mind. It's actually better." Two-Bit gave Soda a knowing look and then grinned.
"Tia, can you tell me why?" Soda asked seriously. I shook my head, he wouldn't understand. I felt the pain come back with the fear. I didn't want anybody to know why I did it, only Mom.
"I can't just yet" I told him, looking at him, wanting to break down again. "I'm sorry, Soda"
"That's alright" Soda smiled and patted my hand. I smiled; it was nice to know someone was there.
"I'm a bit tired so do you mind if I go to sleep?"
"Not at all. Please come over as soon as you can? We're all here for you, Tia" I smiled. Good to know even if they hardly knew me. Two-Bit and Soda left and I fell into a carefree dream.
THURSDAY
I had to spend a couple more days in the hospital before they finally let me go home. They made me make an appointment to see a stupid person who wouldn't help me at all.
"Tia! You're back!" It was Two-Bit. I smiled as I walked into the Curtis household. It was good to be back. Two-Bit almost tackled me with a spine- crunching hug.
"Ok-can't-breath!" I stated. Two-Bit laughed and let go.
"Can I have a look?" He asked. I shook my head,
"Too much hassle. When I need to change the bandage, I'll call you, ok?" Two-Bit nodded and sat me down on the couch. Dally was next to me but he was looking at me funny and I did not like it at all.
"Why did you do it?" He asked.
"I can't tell you" I answered.
"Because you did it for attention" He commented coldly. I held back the tears and got up,
"I'm going home" I got up from the couch and Soda went to stop me but I just shook him off, "I ain't coming back either because you probably all think it! There's a lot about me that you have no idea about so don't you try to tell me why I fucken did it!" I then walked out of the house, promising I would never go back. I heard footsteps behind me,
"Tia! Can I please talk to you?" It was Soda.
"No! Go away and leave me alone!"
"Tia! Can we please go for a walk?" I sighed and decided I might as well give him a bit of a chance.
"Why do you want to walk?" I asked as we started walking down the road. I mentally closed myself off, if he thought he was going to get through to me well he was wrong.
"Don't worry about Dally, he doesn't understand anything" I nodded. "Please don't think that anyone else thinks that"
"I don't care what you guys think. You can think I'm an attention seeker or that I've got some head problems or whatever, I just don't care!" I told Soda stressing the last four words. "I don't even know why I got to know you guys. I'm going to stay out of your life from now on. Have fun" I smiled slightly and started to walk back home. Soda stopped me,
"Tia, please don't do that. We all like you and we want to get to know you better, help you through whatever you are going through"
"You know what, Soda? I don't need yours or anybody else's help. You know what I need? To turn back time and erase the stupid mistake I made that has driven me here! That's the only thing I can do!"
"Who don't you want to get you?"
"That's none of your god damn business alright? Just leave me the fuck alone!" I then walked away from Soda. I saw the hurt on his face, but I didn't care. No way was I going to get hurt again.
"Tia! I like you! Please don't forget us" He then did the thing I least expected him to do. He kissed me. I quickly pulled away,
"Why did you have to do that?" Things were getting more screwed up by the minute. He looked even more hurt,
"I like you, Tia" He said quietly. I turned away from him,
"I just can't do this, sorry" I turned away and walked away, leaving a hurt Soda on the side of the road.
Summary: Tia comes to Tulsa hoping to leave behind her past and move on with her life. In Tulsa she becomes a part of our favourite gang and a romance occurs. Will it be able to survive Tia's past?
Disclaimer: I own no one!
Chapter six
When I awoke next I was lying down on a white bed and there were machines all around me.
"Tia! You're awake! Oh I am so glad! I was so worried!" Then Mom looked like she was trying very hard not to cry, "Why did you do it, Tia?"
"I don't want him to get me, Mom. I couldn't stand him finding me" Mom nodded. I shook my head, "I'm sorry, Mom" Mom started crying again,
"I don't know what I would do without you, Tia. I just don't know" I nodded. I didn't want her here now because she was just upsetting me.
"Oh Soda and Two-Bit are here to see you if you want?" Mom said after she calmed down a little. I nodded, better them than Mom. Mom left the room and a minute later Two-Bit and Soda came in.
"Hey Tia! How you doing?" Two-Bit asked cheerfully. I smiled,
"Been better, how about you?"
"Oh same here! You know with Soda turning out to like you and all, I'm heart broken!" I laughed and Soda hit him,
"I do not like her in that way and be more, hospital like"
"I don't mind. It's actually better." Two-Bit gave Soda a knowing look and then grinned.
"Tia, can you tell me why?" Soda asked seriously. I shook my head, he wouldn't understand. I felt the pain come back with the fear. I didn't want anybody to know why I did it, only Mom.
"I can't just yet" I told him, looking at him, wanting to break down again. "I'm sorry, Soda"
"That's alright" Soda smiled and patted my hand. I smiled; it was nice to know someone was there.
"I'm a bit tired so do you mind if I go to sleep?"
"Not at all. Please come over as soon as you can? We're all here for you, Tia" I smiled. Good to know even if they hardly knew me. Two-Bit and Soda left and I fell into a carefree dream.
THURSDAY
I had to spend a couple more days in the hospital before they finally let me go home. They made me make an appointment to see a stupid person who wouldn't help me at all.
"Tia! You're back!" It was Two-Bit. I smiled as I walked into the Curtis household. It was good to be back. Two-Bit almost tackled me with a spine- crunching hug.
"Ok-can't-breath!" I stated. Two-Bit laughed and let go.
"Can I have a look?" He asked. I shook my head,
"Too much hassle. When I need to change the bandage, I'll call you, ok?" Two-Bit nodded and sat me down on the couch. Dally was next to me but he was looking at me funny and I did not like it at all.
"Why did you do it?" He asked.
"I can't tell you" I answered.
"Because you did it for attention" He commented coldly. I held back the tears and got up,
"I'm going home" I got up from the couch and Soda went to stop me but I just shook him off, "I ain't coming back either because you probably all think it! There's a lot about me that you have no idea about so don't you try to tell me why I fucken did it!" I then walked out of the house, promising I would never go back. I heard footsteps behind me,
"Tia! Can I please talk to you?" It was Soda.
"No! Go away and leave me alone!"
"Tia! Can we please go for a walk?" I sighed and decided I might as well give him a bit of a chance.
"Why do you want to walk?" I asked as we started walking down the road. I mentally closed myself off, if he thought he was going to get through to me well he was wrong.
"Don't worry about Dally, he doesn't understand anything" I nodded. "Please don't think that anyone else thinks that"
"I don't care what you guys think. You can think I'm an attention seeker or that I've got some head problems or whatever, I just don't care!" I told Soda stressing the last four words. "I don't even know why I got to know you guys. I'm going to stay out of your life from now on. Have fun" I smiled slightly and started to walk back home. Soda stopped me,
"Tia, please don't do that. We all like you and we want to get to know you better, help you through whatever you are going through"
"You know what, Soda? I don't need yours or anybody else's help. You know what I need? To turn back time and erase the stupid mistake I made that has driven me here! That's the only thing I can do!"
"Who don't you want to get you?"
"That's none of your god damn business alright? Just leave me the fuck alone!" I then walked away from Soda. I saw the hurt on his face, but I didn't care. No way was I going to get hurt again.
"Tia! I like you! Please don't forget us" He then did the thing I least expected him to do. He kissed me. I quickly pulled away,
"Why did you have to do that?" Things were getting more screwed up by the minute. He looked even more hurt,
"I like you, Tia" He said quietly. I turned away from him,
"I just can't do this, sorry" I turned away and walked away, leaving a hurt Soda on the side of the road.