The Other Side
By Linea
Disclaimer: I not own Naruto. You not sue! I am writing this soley for my own enjoyment. Sob... Zbuza-san, Haku.... why did you have to die? sobs and runs around the room
'....' means thoughts.
Part 2
"Zabuza-san, why are you crying?" Zabuza turned, to see Haku staring at him concernedly. He could barely beleive his eyes. He blinked and rubbed his eyes, but the boy was still there.
"Haku?" He whispered, "Haku is it really you?"
"Yes!" The boy said, "It is me! I am here, really!"
"I thought I had lost you." Zabuza reached out tentatively and touched Haku's arm. It was solid, and warm, proving that Haku really was there. The boy moved closer and Zabuza cupped his chin in his hand, smiling genuinely, something he had not done in a very long time, if ever. Haku smiled back, happy because Zabuza was happy. Both sat like that for a while, just happy to be with each other.
Then Zabuza frowned, "Where were you before, when I woke up? I thought you would be with me. You could just be a cruel illusion or a dream."
"I'm not. I'm me. Why can't you trust me?" Haku bit his lip, "I thought you trusted me! I... I thought...." He trailed off helplessly, shaking his head.
"Look, Haku," Zabuza sighed, "You're too pure to be sent to where I should be. You belong in heaven, not hell. I belong in hell. Therefore, you can't possibly be where I am. This is probably some new form of torture."
"Zabuza-san! Stop! Stop doing this!" Haku started to cry, "You're hurting me!" He wrenched away from Zabuza and continued to sob. Zabuza sat silently, staring into nothing. He just could not accept the fact that Haku was really there. He had been hurt and deceived so many times, even in death, he was incapable of trust. Even if it was the one person who looked up to him, respected him, he could not do it. He was hurting Haku and himself, denying himself the only chance he had for happiness.
"I'm getting out of here." Zabuza stood abruptly and started down the hill. Haku ran to catch up.
"Zabuza-san, wait! Wait for me!" Haku ran after him, his arms reaching out to Zabuza. Zabuza ignored him. Haku tripped over a rock and fell facedown in the grass. Still Zabuza did not turn around. Haku scrambled to his feet, ran to Zabuza and grabbed him around the wrist. Zabuza halted and glanced down at him.
"What do you want?" He snapped, "I know you aren't Haku, so let go!"
"Zabuza-san! I am Haku! Believe me, please!" Haku pleaded. Zabuza was tearing him apart. All Haku wanted was to be with him and he was denying he even existed. It was too much. He slumped to the ground, suddenly weaker than he had ever been in his entire life.
Zabuza's POV
This... This thing.... What is it doing here. It can't be Haku, I know that! But, then, why does something feel, well, right about him. Is he? Could he be? Is it really Haku? I don't know. My whole world has been turned upside down. I don't know, I don't understand anything anymore. Maybe I should just follow my instincts.
Normal POV
Zabuza knelt down so he could look Haku in the eyes. Haku stared back at him, his eyes still swimming with tears.
"Haku, it is you, isn't it?" Zabuza touched Haku's cheek, very lightly. Then he leaned over and pressed his lips to the boy's. Haku moaned a little and parted his lips. Zabuza slid his tounge into Haku's mouth, tasting him. He tasted like snow and blood and something else he just couldn't identify.
After a while, the need for air made them separate, panting slightly. They both smiled again, the kind of warm, private smile you only share with someone you love. Haku hugged Zabuza and snuggled him (A/N: you know what I mean!). Zabuza wrapped his arms around Haku and rested his head on his hair.
"Zabuza-san, if you do that again!" Haku murmured.
"If I do that again what?" Zabuza asked.
"Hmmm, well, I'll just say that it would make sure you never cheat on me!" Haku smiled impishly.
"Owwww! Ok, I promise." Zabuza backed away a little, so he could see Haku's face, "Should we seal that with a kiss?" Before he had gotten all of the words out, Haku tackled him. They ended up with Zabuza lying on his back with Haku on top of him, arms wrapped around his neck.
"Of course!" Haku leaned down and lightly touched his lips to Zabuza's. Zabuza immediatly rolled over on top of him.
"I should be on top, baka," He whispered. He pushed his hand under Haku's shirt and stroked his tender flesh. Haku moaned with pleasure. Then he kissed Zabuza. And something, in both of them, broke free. They both felt it, an all incompassing passion. They were so close it seemed like they couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
'I've never felt quite like this before,' Was Zabuza's last coherent thought for a long time.
"That was... nice," Haku smiled and sat up. He was covered in sweat, but he practacally exuded happiness.
"Mmmmm, I agree," Zabuza smiled sleepily, "We should do that more." He rolled over, watching Haku posesively.
Just a piece of advice," Haku said, "Don't try to walk away from me again, or I'll do something very painful."
"What?"
"Very vital parts of your anatomy would be hacked off, or you would die the most slow, painful death that I know of." Haku grinned evily.
Zabuza winced, "I thought you were an innocent, pure little boy. Now I'm starting to doubt that."
"Oh, I only just developed this personality," Haku leaned over him, "And it's partially your fault, too."
He poked Zabuza. Zabuza blinked. He poked Zabuza, again. Zabuza blinked, again. He moved to poke Zabuza again, but Zabuza grabbed his arm.
"Why are you poking me?" He growled. He frowned threateningly, for about three seconds, then gave up and grinned.
"I was seeing how you would react, Zasbuza-san," Haku bounced slightly, "I was trying to see if you had changed, too. You have! You're not so mean!" At the last words, Zabuza couldn't resist any more. He reached up and wrapped his arms around Haku.
"Who's fault is that, you think?" He asked, his voice husky.
"Mine!" Haku gleefully squealed. He clung to Zabuza with all his might. 'I'm so happy! I'm finally withZabuza-san again! YAY!'
They sat like that for a while, then Zabuza tugged at Haku's hands. "Haku? This is very nice, but I need to breathe." Haku loosened his grip and looked up at him.
"I don't like that look," Zabuza said.
"You should," Haku breathed, "It means a very good thing!"
"What?"
"I love you, ashke" Haku pushed Zabuza onto his back, "And I'm gonna show you just how much."
"I love you too," Zabuza managed to say, then let the passion carry him away.
OWARI
ashke means beloved, in the Hawkbrother language (in the books by Mercedes Lackey). I really like this word.
By Linea
Disclaimer: I not own Naruto. You not sue! I am writing this soley for my own enjoyment. Sob... Zbuza-san, Haku.... why did you have to die? sobs and runs around the room
'....' means thoughts.
Part 2
"Zabuza-san, why are you crying?" Zabuza turned, to see Haku staring at him concernedly. He could barely beleive his eyes. He blinked and rubbed his eyes, but the boy was still there.
"Haku?" He whispered, "Haku is it really you?"
"Yes!" The boy said, "It is me! I am here, really!"
"I thought I had lost you." Zabuza reached out tentatively and touched Haku's arm. It was solid, and warm, proving that Haku really was there. The boy moved closer and Zabuza cupped his chin in his hand, smiling genuinely, something he had not done in a very long time, if ever. Haku smiled back, happy because Zabuza was happy. Both sat like that for a while, just happy to be with each other.
Then Zabuza frowned, "Where were you before, when I woke up? I thought you would be with me. You could just be a cruel illusion or a dream."
"I'm not. I'm me. Why can't you trust me?" Haku bit his lip, "I thought you trusted me! I... I thought...." He trailed off helplessly, shaking his head.
"Look, Haku," Zabuza sighed, "You're too pure to be sent to where I should be. You belong in heaven, not hell. I belong in hell. Therefore, you can't possibly be where I am. This is probably some new form of torture."
"Zabuza-san! Stop! Stop doing this!" Haku started to cry, "You're hurting me!" He wrenched away from Zabuza and continued to sob. Zabuza sat silently, staring into nothing. He just could not accept the fact that Haku was really there. He had been hurt and deceived so many times, even in death, he was incapable of trust. Even if it was the one person who looked up to him, respected him, he could not do it. He was hurting Haku and himself, denying himself the only chance he had for happiness.
"I'm getting out of here." Zabuza stood abruptly and started down the hill. Haku ran to catch up.
"Zabuza-san, wait! Wait for me!" Haku ran after him, his arms reaching out to Zabuza. Zabuza ignored him. Haku tripped over a rock and fell facedown in the grass. Still Zabuza did not turn around. Haku scrambled to his feet, ran to Zabuza and grabbed him around the wrist. Zabuza halted and glanced down at him.
"What do you want?" He snapped, "I know you aren't Haku, so let go!"
"Zabuza-san! I am Haku! Believe me, please!" Haku pleaded. Zabuza was tearing him apart. All Haku wanted was to be with him and he was denying he even existed. It was too much. He slumped to the ground, suddenly weaker than he had ever been in his entire life.
Zabuza's POV
This... This thing.... What is it doing here. It can't be Haku, I know that! But, then, why does something feel, well, right about him. Is he? Could he be? Is it really Haku? I don't know. My whole world has been turned upside down. I don't know, I don't understand anything anymore. Maybe I should just follow my instincts.
Normal POV
Zabuza knelt down so he could look Haku in the eyes. Haku stared back at him, his eyes still swimming with tears.
"Haku, it is you, isn't it?" Zabuza touched Haku's cheek, very lightly. Then he leaned over and pressed his lips to the boy's. Haku moaned a little and parted his lips. Zabuza slid his tounge into Haku's mouth, tasting him. He tasted like snow and blood and something else he just couldn't identify.
After a while, the need for air made them separate, panting slightly. They both smiled again, the kind of warm, private smile you only share with someone you love. Haku hugged Zabuza and snuggled him (A/N: you know what I mean!). Zabuza wrapped his arms around Haku and rested his head on his hair.
"Zabuza-san, if you do that again!" Haku murmured.
"If I do that again what?" Zabuza asked.
"Hmmm, well, I'll just say that it would make sure you never cheat on me!" Haku smiled impishly.
"Owwww! Ok, I promise." Zabuza backed away a little, so he could see Haku's face, "Should we seal that with a kiss?" Before he had gotten all of the words out, Haku tackled him. They ended up with Zabuza lying on his back with Haku on top of him, arms wrapped around his neck.
"Of course!" Haku leaned down and lightly touched his lips to Zabuza's. Zabuza immediatly rolled over on top of him.
"I should be on top, baka," He whispered. He pushed his hand under Haku's shirt and stroked his tender flesh. Haku moaned with pleasure. Then he kissed Zabuza. And something, in both of them, broke free. They both felt it, an all incompassing passion. They were so close it seemed like they couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
'I've never felt quite like this before,' Was Zabuza's last coherent thought for a long time.
"That was... nice," Haku smiled and sat up. He was covered in sweat, but he practacally exuded happiness.
"Mmmmm, I agree," Zabuza smiled sleepily, "We should do that more." He rolled over, watching Haku posesively.
Just a piece of advice," Haku said, "Don't try to walk away from me again, or I'll do something very painful."
"What?"
"Very vital parts of your anatomy would be hacked off, or you would die the most slow, painful death that I know of." Haku grinned evily.
Zabuza winced, "I thought you were an innocent, pure little boy. Now I'm starting to doubt that."
"Oh, I only just developed this personality," Haku leaned over him, "And it's partially your fault, too."
He poked Zabuza. Zabuza blinked. He poked Zabuza, again. Zabuza blinked, again. He moved to poke Zabuza again, but Zabuza grabbed his arm.
"Why are you poking me?" He growled. He frowned threateningly, for about three seconds, then gave up and grinned.
"I was seeing how you would react, Zasbuza-san," Haku bounced slightly, "I was trying to see if you had changed, too. You have! You're not so mean!" At the last words, Zabuza couldn't resist any more. He reached up and wrapped his arms around Haku.
"Who's fault is that, you think?" He asked, his voice husky.
"Mine!" Haku gleefully squealed. He clung to Zabuza with all his might. 'I'm so happy! I'm finally withZabuza-san again! YAY!'
They sat like that for a while, then Zabuza tugged at Haku's hands. "Haku? This is very nice, but I need to breathe." Haku loosened his grip and looked up at him.
"I don't like that look," Zabuza said.
"You should," Haku breathed, "It means a very good thing!"
"What?"
"I love you, ashke" Haku pushed Zabuza onto his back, "And I'm gonna show you just how much."
"I love you too," Zabuza managed to say, then let the passion carry him away.
OWARI
ashke means beloved, in the Hawkbrother language (in the books by Mercedes Lackey). I really like this word.