I Hold On To Death
If you never read AS you might want to
A poem I made about love and life [most of what I feel] hope you enjoy it

Sara sat in her room wondering if her brother her protector her love would
come back. All she wanted was to be with him she opened her notebook and
began to write a poem about him ...

Foreskin in this damned place I wait to die and waste away, the darkness
is holding me tightly and will never go away the tears I cry wont bring
them back or bring me to the light I am gone from the world and theirs
nothing that can change that I will never see the sun resin because it is
all darkness to me, I don't belong anywhere in side of me there is nothing
to lose I can go never looking back die right now I wouldn't care nothing
to lose I want to let go of the pain I felt so long take it all away with
one act the very worst part of you is me so why would I want to stop you
this wont last ill be gone never to return I don't know what set me off
first but I know what I cant stand being here looking at you seeing you
like this I walk away but the sun goes down and I fell the night betray me
. It holds me tightly and I hope I won't wake up to be lost in this
forsaken world. You always take away when I give in well never again I walk
away in to the darkness not wanting to wake up not willing to live another
day it holds me tightly death is here holding me wanting me to go with him
I wont say no and you cant stop me the sun is not rising for me any more. I
walk on I for fit this game you play with me I m done and I win the kiss of
death is the last I feel he takes me away in to the darkness holding me
tightly forever never seeing you the light ever again ... your love is lost I
m now dead he loved me more and I m with him in the eternal darkness never
letting go of death because he loves me more than you the light ever did
and as I stay death is mine and I am his ......forever in the darkness we hold
each other

"Will you ever love me in return? Will you come back?" she said as she
closed her notebook. "I could just die if you don't love me, "she said
right before she fell asleep crying

Plz RR
Jen B