Hey guys, thanks for the comments, and Sugarwords? You're absolutely right, under normal conditions, the lemon at the end of the last chapter never would have happened, however, these are not normal conditions, plus, if she didn't let him do that, then I would only have a normal amount of drama in this chapter. Instead, you're gonna get MEGA drama. A Raven Cyborg story, huh? Well, you know what, I'm having a lot of fun writing this one, so after I finish it, who knows. I'll try and play around with a few story ideas in my head, and see where it goes. But for now, here's Chapter 5.

Raven flinched as she felt the hot bright sunlight touch her face. She opened her eyes in a groggy stupor wondering why her curtains weren't blocking the sun. However, one look at her window, told her exactly why she had gotten such a rude awakening. The glass was completely shattered, and her dark purple curtains had blown out with the night's wind.

"Damn", Raven muttered, realizing she would have no dark sanctuary in the tower until she got her window fixed. Then, as if hitting her like a train, she remembered exactly what had caused her powers to break the window in the first place. Franticly, she turned around and pulled back the covers. Sure enough, lying next to her was Robin, sound asleep and drooling a little.

Raven stared at his sleeping form as she started to break into a cold sweat. She desperately tried to remember the previous night, but everything was a blur. Objects flew all around her room, in random directions, crashing into anything that got in their path. Raven found she was in such a panic that she was having a difficult time breathing. It took what seemed like an eternity before she could even THINK the words 'I ...just had sex...with Robin.'

Raven shook her head furiously, hoping that this was all just a dream, or another illusion. Of course, it had to be. If her greatest fear was her demonic side taking over, and killing all those that she loved, than this, out of anything else, just had to be her second greatest fear. However, something in her heart told her that it was not.

Holding her head in her hands, Raven tried to collect her bearings. 'I invited Robin to my room last night to talk. After talking to Cyborg, I decided that I was going to tell him how I feel...but...how did...THIS happen? Everything happened so...quickly. But HOW? If there's one thing I know how to keep control of, it's my own emotions. So how could I have let this happen? Robin doesn't love me. He loves Starfire. He always has, and he always will. I may be in love with him, but that shouldn't have meant that I would just throw away my virginity and be so reckless like that. God...and that wasn't the only thing I threw away. By letting that happen I threw away my friendship with Star too, as well as any respect Robin ever had for me as an equal or teammate. HOW COULD I HAVE LET THIS HAPPEN?!'

With that last thought, Raven sent the pillows on her bed flying, sending Robin's head crashing down to the mattress.

"Huhn...wha?" Robin looked up at Raven, who was sitting on the bed. His eyes only half open, and still too sleepy to really notice that she was on the verge of having a nervous breakdown, he cooed at her, "Morning, Rae."

Now Raven was pissed. 'Did he just...did he just fucking coo at me? WHAT THE FUCK!' Now her emotions were getting out of control. She was confused, and hurt, she felt like a slut, and she felt like she just betrayed her closest friend. And now, to top it all off, she was angry. Angry at Robin. Just as she was about to give him a piece of her mind, someone rapped furiously at her door.

"FRIEND RAVEN??"

Raven's heart sank. It was Starfire. Had she figured it out? Even Robin jumped to attention.

"Friend Raven? Are you there? Have you seen Robin? I went to locate him this morning, but he was not in his sleeping quarters. Friends Beast Boy and Cyborg have not seen him either, so I came to inquire if you had seen him, before we start to have a searching party."

Robin was frozen in place, and Raven racked her mind to try and think of how they could get out of this.

Suddenly, she grabbed Robin by the shoulders, and whispered with a purely venomous tone "Tell Starfire you're in here looking for me. The two of you can 'find' me on the roof. You fill in the gaps."

And with that, she glowed black and white, turned intangible and floated straight up into the ceiling, towards the roof.

"Star, its me. Come on in"

"Robin!! Wait...what are you doing in friend Raven's room??"

"Actually Star, I was in here looking for her. After that incident with Phobia, I felt that I needed to improve my concentration. I figured Raven would be the best person to help me with that, but I knocked on the door, and she wasn't in here. It was open, so I came in. But she doesn't seem to be here."

Robin breathed a quick sigh of relief, if there was one thing he was good at, it was quick thinking on his feet.

"Oh, Robin, I am so glad! I was afraid you had become lost. However, I do not think it is a good idea to be in Raven's room while she is away. She would not appreciate it."

"You're right Star, we should leave. So...do YOU have any idea where Raven might be?"

"Have you inspected the roof area yet Robin? Raven enjoys meditation on the roof."

"Hm, no I haven't checked the roof yet. That's probably where she is. But if she's meditating, then why don't we go check it out in a little while. Want to grab some breakfast first?" Pangs of guilt stung at Robin's heart, he felt awful, but was in no rush to keep this act up and "find" Raven on the roof.

Rather than meditating, Raven once again found herself leaning against the edge of the roof, staring out at the bay. These past few days had been the most emotional of her life, and she just wished they would all go away. 'I should have seen this coming,' Raven thought to herself, 'I open myself up to the titans, and look where it's gotten me.' Raven decided to block out her thoughts and attempted to meditate. "Azarath, Metrion, Xinthos...Azarath, Metrion, Xinthos..." suddenly, her mind flashed back to the illusion Phobia had forced her to endure.

Robin watched Raven as she closed in on him, cornering him. Out of the side of his eye, he saw Beast Boy, impaled. Starfire with her neck twisted at an unnatural and nauseating angle, and Cyborg, in more pieces than Robin could count. All the while, Raven could do nothing to stop herself. 'Robin!!!' she cried out in thought, 'I'm so sorry! So sorry!!! I...this...this is all my fault, I got too close, let my emotions get too far out of control. Robin...I LOVE YOU! PLEASE!! PLEASE, STOP THIS! YOU CAN'T! NOT ROBIN! PLEASE! Please...'

"Raven!" Robin pleaded out, "Don't do this! You have to get control! You have to fight this, Rae! You can do it, I know you can! Fight it, Raven! FIGHT IT!"

Raven wished that she could tell him, tell him how much she was trying to fight, but it was no use. All she could do was cry and plead as her body moved in on Robin, going for the kill.

Raven gasped. After a few deep breaths to catch herself, she rose back to her feet and looked out at the sea once more. The truth now began to dawn on her. The pain she felt when forced to live out her greatest fear, the pain of losing the only person she ever truly loved, it was enough to make her weak, vulnerable. She was so shaken up by her fear of losing Robin, that she had thrown all caution to the wind and indulged herself in his passion. Raven sighed, 'It makes sense.', she thought, 'That illusion really fucked me up, I guess I never really realized how much until now. So much so that I didn't even think about it when I was with Robin. All I could think about was how good it felt to be with him...and how I never wanted that feeling to end. But guess what Raven, it ended, its over, and you'll never have it again.' Now she was beginning to get angry. She clenched her fist and spat. "Phobia," she cursed, "this is all her fault. If I ever find her..."

"Aha! You see Robin? Here she is!" Starfire beamed as she pointed to Raven.

"Ah, hey Star, Robin. You two were...looking...for me?"

"Uh, yeah. Actually, I was the one looking for you Raven. I was...wondering if you could maybe help me focus my concentration a bit more?"

'Focus his concentration? Are you fucking kidding me? THAT'S the best thing he could come up with?' "Uh...right. Sure Robin, I can help you with that."

Robin looked at Raven, the guilt barely visible on her stone cold face, but he could see it. Then he looked at Starfire, she looked positively ecstatic for no other reason than that she had just helped out her friends. Robin couldn't take it anymore.

"Wait...Star, this is all wrong. There's something I need to tell you." Robin glanced over at Raven, and saw her give him one of her famous death glares. Ignoring it, he continued. "Star...all morning, I...we...we've been lying to you."

"Lying...to me?"

"Yeah...I was never really looking for Raven, I knew exactly where she was."

"You did...but..how Robin?"

"Star... I knew where she was because...we..."

Robin looked at Starfire, she looked hurt, and confused, but he knew he had to tell her.

"I knew where she was, because I was with her. We were in her room, since last night. Star...I'm so sorry. I swear to you Star, the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you, but last night... Last night Raven and I made love to each other."

The whole while that Robin was talking, Raven was silent. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. Raven stared in disbelief as Robin brought her entire world crashing down around her. 'I can't believe he just...how could he...that MORON!' But for the moment, Robin was the least of her worries, 'I have to make things right with Starfire,' she thought. 'I have to say something.'

"Star...I...-OOFM!" Raven opened her eyes and looked up at what had just happened. A moment ago, she was standing to the side, and trying to do her best to apologize to her friend.

Now, she was laying on her back, her head ringing from the impact with the ground, and her chest feeling as if she was just punched by a gorilla. Looking up, she saw Starfire's eyes and fists were glowing a bright green. 'Did...did Starfire just..SHOOT me? With STARBOLTS!?'

Robin couldn't believe what he just saw. Raven opened her mouth, and barely said two words before Starfire blasted her right in the chest. "Star..?"

"NO! NONONO! I WILL NOT LISTEN TO THIS!"

"Star...please..."

"No, Robin! How could this have happened?!? Have I not been a good companion?! Have I not bestowed all the love of my heart upon you?!" Tears were streaming down her face now, but they were as much out of rage as they were of sorrow. "AND YOU!" she screamed as she turned her attention to Raven. "HOW DARE YOU! THERE IS NOT EVEN A WORD IN MY NATIVE TONGUE TO DESCRIBE HOW HORRIBLE YOU ARE! You said you were happy for me, for me and Robin! YOU HAVE LIED TO ME! YOU WERE NOT HAPPY AT ALL! YOU WERE NOT HAPPY UNTIL YOU STOLE MY LOVE AND TRIED TO HIDE YOUR AWFUL DEEDS FROM ME!!!"

"Starfire...please, I'm sor-"

"NO! Leave us NOW, Raven! LEAVE!"

Not knowing what to do, Raven did as Starfire said, and she went intangible again, and fell threw the rooftop.

Now Starfire once again turned her attention to Robin.

"Star, you have to believe me, I never wanted to hurt you, I-"

"Enough, Robin. I do not wish to hear it. I have a question, and I demand you answer it."

"Of...of course Star. What is it?"

"Do you love Raven?"

"I...I don't know."

"And do you love ME?"

"I...I don't know that either."

"Then you must MAKE UP YOUR MIND, Robin. You must choose, either former- friend Raven, or myself. And you must choose TODAY."

With that, she stormed down the stairs back into the tower, leaving Robin alone on the roof, with a decision to make.