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Sesshoumaru could not handle it anymore. He pushed open the bedroom door finding the young girl asleep. Rays of light danced across her pale face andmagnifying her swollen lips. He walked over to her and pulled off the covers, revealing her exquisite body.

She woke up to see the beautiful youkai leaning over her. Rin smiled then took Sesshoumaru's hand a placed on her well-formed breast, arching her back.

He began to place trough kisses over her collarbone and neck. Sesshoumaru had to take her now for his member was pulsating so badly that he thought he would go mad. He ripped off her nightgown and his clothing as well.

"Oh Sesshoumaru" Rin gasped she could hardly breath.

The demon lord watched her wriggle under his powerfully built body.

"I . I love you, Sesshoumaru.

Sesshoumaru shot up in bed pouring sweat.

"It was only a dream, only a dream." Sesshoumaru lay in bed thinking about his dream. [I have to tell her or I will go crazy.]

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Rin went down stairs for breakfast, when she noticed that the demon lord was not in the dinning room she deicide to go to the kitchen. She pushed open the wooden door no one was to be found. Then Rin heard crying in the corner, she followed the sound. The young girl found who was making the noise.

"Are you alright?"

The young male youkai looked at Rin and did not answer.

"Did something happen to you? Are you lost?"

"No, my lady I am the kitchen boy here."

"What is bothering you? Something must have happened to you." Rin knelt by the boy trying to make him tell her what was wrong.

"Actually I need your help with something. I need a girl's thoughts about something." he looked at her with hopeful eyes.

"I would be glad to help you what is it."

They walked out of the kitchen so that no one could hear their conversation. In garden, the young girl and boy sat and talked of his problem.

"See I am in love with this girl from a village not to far from here, but I do not think that she could ever love a youkai like me."

Understanding the situation from the girl's point of view knew what to ask,

"Has she acted as if she does not have feelings for you?"

"No she always greets me every time I go to the village. She does care for me I think, but as a friend. However I want more."

"Well you should tell her that you like her. I bet she has been waiting for you to tell her. Girls hate waiting for the guy they like to tell them so."

"Thank you so much lady Rin. I will go there right now." he threw his arms around Rin and gave her a kiss on the cheek showing his gratitude.

Rin saw the lovesick boy run off in the direction of the village. She sat on the bench for the rest of the day waiting for Sesshoumaru hopefully to tell her his passion for her.

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Sesshoumaru finished his work, but waited for a while before meeting Rin in the garden. He walked over to his window to see if she was there. The demon lord saw her sitting with a young youkai making his blood boil. He watched the boy hug and kiss her and then leave, Sesshoumaru even saw when Rin blushed after the kiss.

*Knock Knock*

"Sir? I have the white with embroidered flowers, cherry blossoms, white and sliver beaded kimono you ask be made for Rin."

"Burn it," he did not turn away from the window.

"Sir?"

"Did you not hear me? Now get out of here."

Jaken knew he would live to regret this, "Why do you want it burned Sir?"

"Do you like living Jaken?"

"Yes Sir." he answered with a questioning tone.

"Then I suggest that you leave my chambers at once."

The toad left the demon lord alone with his thoughts. [I should have known that she would fall for another. I should have never thought other wise. I hoped that it would not come to this, but I know what I have to do for her; especially now that she has chosen a mate.]

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Rin sat on the same bench all afternoon and long into the evening. [I do not understand he said that he would meet me here and he never lies. Maybe he just forgot. I should go find him.]

She got off the bench and headed for the castle. As she walked inside of the castle, she noticed Kay walking in a hurry.

Rin took no notice of where she was going and just kept on with her search for Sesshoumaru.

The young girl spent 20 minutes trying to find him. Rin gave up and went to her room to change for dinner.

She walked down to the dinning room and like that morning Sesshoumaru was not there. Rin did not wait for him to come and eat with her because she had skipped lunch waiting for him.

A half an hour he decided to grace Rin with his presences. With out even looking at her or saying a word he sat down.

"Sesshoumaru, where were you I waited for you all day?"

He sat there with a cold look.

"I thought you said you had something to tell me. Did you not?"

Still nothing from the demon lord.

Rin decided that it was probably best that she did not question him any more. She finished her meal and then went to her room.

She slammed the door behind her, "Why do I even bother with him?" she yelled out.

Rin fell on to her bed, [I hate him. He probably just kissed me to relive his sexual stress. I do not understand why. If he does not like me then why do this to me?] Feeling betrayed Rin started to cry.

Hours later when Rin calm down she decided that perhaps it was time she told him, [I mean what he would do to me. It is not as if he could hurt even more.]

She was going to do it she could not hold back any more. Courageously she walked to Sesshoumaru's bedroom. Rin pushed open the heavy wooden door.

"Oh Sesshoumaru you are too wonderful." Kay was straddling Sesshoumaru as he sat in a leather chair.

Rin could not run away from the site. All the hate she felt for him before hit her body. "I am sorry I thought that you would be alone. Forgive me."

"Rin!" Sesshoumaru pushed the whore off him and ran after Rin.

The crushed girl ran as fast as she could, letting the swollen tears pour from her brown eyes. Rin could hear him getting closer. She tried to get to her room, but it was useless. Sesshoumaru grabbed her and pinned her to the wall thinking that maybe then she would let him speak.

"I should have known that you pick her. I thought she was to be my friend, but I guess you had other plans for her." Rin did not mean to say 'picked her' but at this time, she did not care. He did not love her or want her.

"Listen to me I did not want for you to see that."

"You don't have to explain your-self to me. I do not care Sesshoumaru." She cared and because she did, it hurt even worst.

"Fine," he let her go, though he wanted her to know that he did not want Kay she was just there.

Rin slid out of his grip and walked into her room before her crying became screams. That night she lay in bed just crying non-stop, all night.

Sesshoumaru was in his study think about the look on Rin's face when she caught them in that position, even though they did have there clothes on he felt horrible. [I have ruined my only chance with Rin. She will never have me now. Why should I even care she has already found a mate. In addition, to that she thinks that Kay and I are together. I never wanted this to happen.]

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A/N: Sorry for the short chapter. I did not know what to write really, but I hope that you all liked it ^-^ and as always please REVIEW!! Thx