Sesshoumaru awoke very early the next morning trying figure out how he was
to tell Rin his decision. [I have to do this for her. This the only way she
will be happy, after what has happened. Why did I have let Kay into my
room? Why didn't Rin tell me she had chosen a mate? I could have made her
happy.]
Sesshoumaru heard her walking down the hall; he called for Rin to come into his study to talk about something he had to tell her.
Rin opened the door to see him seated at his desk with his interlaced fingers together in front of his mouth. She hated it when he gave that look, it always made her give into anything he asked of her and right now, she hated him.
"Rin, please sit down I have something of greatly important to tell you."
She sat across from him hopping that the next words out of his mouth would be that he did not love Kay and that he wanted her. That he loved her.
"Rin, how would you like to have a mother?"
"What? A mother?"
"Yes, I have decided to take on a mate. She is very mature figure for you and she will be able to help you in your time of need." He could not even look at her.
"I don't want a mother. I don't need a mother." her voice was cold.
"Rin."
"I never asked for a mother. If I had wanted a mother, I would have asked for one." She got up from the large chair and headed towards the door.
"Rin! Get back here I was not done talking to you!"
"I don't care. If you think for one second that I will let some stranger tell me what to do then you are mistaken."
"You will do what I ask of you. Kay will be your mother and I do not want to hear what you have to say on the matter. Are we clear on that?"
"Kay? She is to be my mother! I will never let that disgusting pig be my mother or tell me what to do." Rin stormed out of his study, slamming the door behind her. Rin went to her bedroom; the young girl sank to the floor in front of her door. She was crying so hard that she was shaking. [I hate Kay and Sesshoumaru, how could he do this to me. Now I know why he did not choose me for his mate. He is in love with Kay. I should have never let my- self fall for a youkai.]
Sesshoumaru was still in his study think of what she had just said to him. [I never wanted this to happen. The only thing I ever wanted was Rin and that young youkai took her. I would slaughter him if was not for Rin, if she did not love him. I have lost the only thing I ever loved.]
Sesshoumaru did not understand why she would acted like that it was as if she wanted him to say something else, but what? Furthermore, Rin never yelled or talked back to him. This puzzled Sesshoumaru greatly.
He needed to go clear his mind, so Sesshoumaru went a walk around the castle. As he tried to analyze what Rin said to him, Sesshoumaru noticed a boy running down the hall with a young girl. It was Rin's "mate" he was with another girl.
Seeing this Sesshoumaru went after the little "betrayer" (A/N: the boy is with the girl he loves from the village and Sesshoumaru thinks that he is cheating on Rin. Sorry to slow you down, keep reading.)
The demon lord grabbed the youkai by the throat, his clawing were piercing the boy's skin.
"How dare you deceive Rin!" Sesshoumaru's eyes went red with anger.
"Rin? I am not deceiving Rin" the young youkai trembled in the air.
"Who is that girl?"
"She is my mate."
Confused, Sesshoumaru slow put the boy down.
"Sesshoumaru what are you doing?" Rin grabbed his arm trying to loosen his grip on the poor boy.
"I am sorry he did not mean to hurt you." she tried to bring comfort to the young youkai.
The two lovers quickly walked away.
Sesshoumaru turned to Rin, but she was walking away from him before he could say a word. Then she heard Kay walking up him.
"Sesshoumaru are you okay?"
Rin headed back to her room. She could not stand being around him yet alone look at him. [I never want to see him again. I cannot take the pain; especially when I see her around him.]
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Rin creped out of her bedroom, down the hall pass Sesshoumaru's room, down the stairs, then out the doors. She walked out pass the borders, it was still night.
As dawn broke, it began to rain. [Damn it, I should have know that this would happen.] Rin kept walking until she heard someone breathing deeply behind her.
"What are you doing out here?!" yelled the profound voice.
Rin turned around seeing a soaking Sesshoumaru. Apart of her wanted to laugh at him, but she was still angry with him.
"Answer me!"
She could not bring her-self to answer him; all she wanted to do was cry.
"Well.fine you are coming back with me." He grabbed her hand.
Rin pulled away, he then took her by the waist and slung her over his shoulder. Sesshoumaru walked up the castle relieved that he found her. He pushed open the door to the castle still holding on to Rin.
"Will you let me go now?" Rin started to wiggle off him.
Sesshoumaru placed her on the ground however left his hands on her hips.
"Don't touch me." she pushed him away.
"Rin what were you doing out there?"
"I can't stand being around you! You are. Why Kay?"
"What about Kay? I thought that you always wanted a mother." his voice was cold and dark hurt by Rin's words.
"Never mind." she started to walk away from him.
He grabbed her wrist making sure that she could not get away from him.
"Rin tell me!"
"Why didn't you come that day you said that you wanted to see me? Was it because of her? Did you want to tell me then that you loved her instead of." hot tears started to fall from her eyes.
"I did not come because I saw you with your mate."
"What? My mate, he is not my mate. Is that why you attacked him today?"
"I thought he was cheating on you. No one is allowed to hurt you, Rin." he looked her straight in the eyes.
"He asked me to help him to ask that girl is was with to be his mate, because he loves her." her heart began to ach knowing that she could never have that feeling with Sesshoumaru.
Rin turned and walked away from the demon lord's grasp. Sesshoumaru let her go.
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A/N: I don't think that a lot of people are enjoying this story so even though I *do* know what else to write for this story. I don't know if I should continue with it. So Review if you want me to keep writing. Thx for those who have reviewed so far. ^-^
Sesshoumaru heard her walking down the hall; he called for Rin to come into his study to talk about something he had to tell her.
Rin opened the door to see him seated at his desk with his interlaced fingers together in front of his mouth. She hated it when he gave that look, it always made her give into anything he asked of her and right now, she hated him.
"Rin, please sit down I have something of greatly important to tell you."
She sat across from him hopping that the next words out of his mouth would be that he did not love Kay and that he wanted her. That he loved her.
"Rin, how would you like to have a mother?"
"What? A mother?"
"Yes, I have decided to take on a mate. She is very mature figure for you and she will be able to help you in your time of need." He could not even look at her.
"I don't want a mother. I don't need a mother." her voice was cold.
"Rin."
"I never asked for a mother. If I had wanted a mother, I would have asked for one." She got up from the large chair and headed towards the door.
"Rin! Get back here I was not done talking to you!"
"I don't care. If you think for one second that I will let some stranger tell me what to do then you are mistaken."
"You will do what I ask of you. Kay will be your mother and I do not want to hear what you have to say on the matter. Are we clear on that?"
"Kay? She is to be my mother! I will never let that disgusting pig be my mother or tell me what to do." Rin stormed out of his study, slamming the door behind her. Rin went to her bedroom; the young girl sank to the floor in front of her door. She was crying so hard that she was shaking. [I hate Kay and Sesshoumaru, how could he do this to me. Now I know why he did not choose me for his mate. He is in love with Kay. I should have never let my- self fall for a youkai.]
Sesshoumaru was still in his study think of what she had just said to him. [I never wanted this to happen. The only thing I ever wanted was Rin and that young youkai took her. I would slaughter him if was not for Rin, if she did not love him. I have lost the only thing I ever loved.]
Sesshoumaru did not understand why she would acted like that it was as if she wanted him to say something else, but what? Furthermore, Rin never yelled or talked back to him. This puzzled Sesshoumaru greatly.
He needed to go clear his mind, so Sesshoumaru went a walk around the castle. As he tried to analyze what Rin said to him, Sesshoumaru noticed a boy running down the hall with a young girl. It was Rin's "mate" he was with another girl.
Seeing this Sesshoumaru went after the little "betrayer" (A/N: the boy is with the girl he loves from the village and Sesshoumaru thinks that he is cheating on Rin. Sorry to slow you down, keep reading.)
The demon lord grabbed the youkai by the throat, his clawing were piercing the boy's skin.
"How dare you deceive Rin!" Sesshoumaru's eyes went red with anger.
"Rin? I am not deceiving Rin" the young youkai trembled in the air.
"Who is that girl?"
"She is my mate."
Confused, Sesshoumaru slow put the boy down.
"Sesshoumaru what are you doing?" Rin grabbed his arm trying to loosen his grip on the poor boy.
"I am sorry he did not mean to hurt you." she tried to bring comfort to the young youkai.
The two lovers quickly walked away.
Sesshoumaru turned to Rin, but she was walking away from him before he could say a word. Then she heard Kay walking up him.
"Sesshoumaru are you okay?"
Rin headed back to her room. She could not stand being around him yet alone look at him. [I never want to see him again. I cannot take the pain; especially when I see her around him.]
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Rin creped out of her bedroom, down the hall pass Sesshoumaru's room, down the stairs, then out the doors. She walked out pass the borders, it was still night.
As dawn broke, it began to rain. [Damn it, I should have know that this would happen.] Rin kept walking until she heard someone breathing deeply behind her.
"What are you doing out here?!" yelled the profound voice.
Rin turned around seeing a soaking Sesshoumaru. Apart of her wanted to laugh at him, but she was still angry with him.
"Answer me!"
She could not bring her-self to answer him; all she wanted to do was cry.
"Well.fine you are coming back with me." He grabbed her hand.
Rin pulled away, he then took her by the waist and slung her over his shoulder. Sesshoumaru walked up the castle relieved that he found her. He pushed open the door to the castle still holding on to Rin.
"Will you let me go now?" Rin started to wiggle off him.
Sesshoumaru placed her on the ground however left his hands on her hips.
"Don't touch me." she pushed him away.
"Rin what were you doing out there?"
"I can't stand being around you! You are. Why Kay?"
"What about Kay? I thought that you always wanted a mother." his voice was cold and dark hurt by Rin's words.
"Never mind." she started to walk away from him.
He grabbed her wrist making sure that she could not get away from him.
"Rin tell me!"
"Why didn't you come that day you said that you wanted to see me? Was it because of her? Did you want to tell me then that you loved her instead of." hot tears started to fall from her eyes.
"I did not come because I saw you with your mate."
"What? My mate, he is not my mate. Is that why you attacked him today?"
"I thought he was cheating on you. No one is allowed to hurt you, Rin." he looked her straight in the eyes.
"He asked me to help him to ask that girl is was with to be his mate, because he loves her." her heart began to ach knowing that she could never have that feeling with Sesshoumaru.
Rin turned and walked away from the demon lord's grasp. Sesshoumaru let her go.
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A/N: I don't think that a lot of people are enjoying this story so even though I *do* know what else to write for this story. I don't know if I should continue with it. So Review if you want me to keep writing. Thx for those who have reviewed so far. ^-^