The next day, Sesshoumaru stayed in his study, not wanting to be bothered.
Expect Kay did not think that meant for her to stay out as well.
Kay flung open the door, "Good morning Sesshoumaru or should I say Good afternoon."
Sesshoumaru gave her a cold stare.
"You have been in here all day and I wanted to ask you a question."
She looked at him expecting him to answer her all lovely dovey, Sesshoumaru thought other wise.
"I want you out of here and I don't want to see you in this castle ever again. You hurt Rin and you are nothing to me."
"I thought you wanted me to be your mate?"
"I wanted you to be Rin's companion." his voice had an edge to it.
"Rin is just an ingenerate human girl who knows nothing." she strolled over to him.
Sesshoumaru's eyes went red, "Leave now!"
Kay began to walk out of Sesshoumaru study, "Fine, I hope you have a nice life Rin." then shut the door.
The female youkai went down the hall to Rin's room. Kay quietly knocked on the door, and then pushed it open to see Rin on her bed with a tear stained face.
"Rin, I just wanted to talk to you. I will leave if you want me to."
The young girl saw Kay was about the leave, "No, its ok I need someone to talk to."
"Well Rin I just wanted to tell you that I am going to be your new mother."
Rin felt the tears start to come again, "I know Sesshoumaru told me."
"I always wanted a beautiful and intelligent girl like you Rin."
She smiled at her "new" mother.
"You know I am sorry about this because I knew that you did love him, but maybe it's for the best. You know you are just a human and he needs someone who is a youkai. He just happened to find little old me."
Rin shook her head trying to show that she understood why Kay had to be with Sesshoumaru. (A/N: Rin still thinks that Kay is a friend to her.)
"Oh Rin, he is so nice and sweet to me no wonder you fell in love with him."
Right then Rin would have done anything if she could just slap her for that comment.
"You know what Kay I am really happy for you, but I think that I need sometime alone."
"Of course," she padded Rin on the head, "but Rin I'll be gone for awhile though because Sesshoumaru he needs for me to go somewhere for him, but I will be back okay? Oh I know I'll make a great mother and who knows maybe you will have a brother or sister like you always wanted." she gave Rin a smirk as she rubbed her abdomen as if she was pregnant and already showing.
"Thank you," Rin gave her a hug.
Kay waved goodbye then left the young girl.
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Sesshoumaru went down to Rin's room to talk to her about everything, that he wanted her, that he loved her, and that Kay was a mistake.
He grabbed the door handle, but before he had the chance to open, the door Rin opened it.
The young girl screamed bloodily murder.
"Sorry I did not know that you were coming out of your room. Forgive me I did not mean to scare you." he smiled at her and tried to touch her raven hair. Rin backed away from his grasp.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to you about something that has been on my mind for quite some time now."
"I already know what it is."
"You do?" he looked at her questioning if they were talking about the same thing.
"Kay told me that you send her away for a while because she needed to do something for you. She told me that I would maybe have a new brother or sister, but she was ecstatic that I was to be her daughter."
"That is not true Rin I sent her away because I do not want to be with her. She is not to be your mother." he took a deep breath, "I want you."
Rin blew off what he said and began to walk away.
"Rin did you hear me?"
"Do you expect me to believe you? You have lied to me so many times Sesshoumaru. I don't know what to think or how to act."
"Rin, I don't want her." he took her by the shoulders and slammed her against the wall.
"Sesshoumaru don't lie to me I know that you are in love with her, she told me. I know that you want her. You showed me that the other night."
"All I want is to make you happy."
"If you want to make me happy then leave, I don't need you anymore." she removed his hands from her shoulders and walked out to the garden.
Sesshoumaru went in his study and did not come out.
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Rin awoke the next morning still remembering her harsh words she said to Sesshoumaru. [How can I believe him? He keeps telling me that he does not want Kay, then goes, and tires to have a child with her. I cannot deal with someone is going to treat me this way. I want someone to love me. I am not here for his convinces.]
She laid in bed for a while until she noticed a note on her nightstand. There was nothing special to it; it just said Rin in cursive.
The young girl opened the letter and began to read,
~Dear Rin,
I know that you refuse to listen to me, but you need to know how I feel. I know you never want to see me again and I respect that.
The day I told you to meet me in the garden I was going to tell you that I wanted you to be my mate. That I am in love with you, however I looked out my window from my study and saw you and that boy hugging and kissing. I thought you could not cause me pain, but you did. I did not know what to do, I knew at the time was you had picked someone else to make you happy. I never wanted Kay she was just there and when she was, I was thinking of you. The only reason I ever let her in was I thought I lost you to that youkai. I did not want to feel that pain anymore and granted that was a brainless way of dealing with it hope you can understand that.
I will always regret doing that, but I know that I will never regret kissing you that day in the garden. I never thought I you would have me, however after that moment I knew I never wanted to let you go. When you asked me to stay the night with you, I do not regret that either. I did not sleep that night, all I could think about was you. Even though you ever right in front of me I did want to close my eyes and wake up to find it all to be a dream. Rin, I know that you will not believe me, but to know that you read this will make me just as happy as if I were to tell you. You were the one thing I ever wanted and I always loved you.
Sesshoumaru
P.S.
I did not make love to Kay. ~
Rin folded up the note and ran to go find Sesshoumaru. She went to his study he was not there; high and low, she looked for him. After some time Rin went back into his bedroom to see if he might have been there.
Rin opened the door only to see Jaken standing in the demon lord's room.
"Where is he? Oh, please I must find him." she was still clutching Sesshoumaru's confession.
"I don't know."
She looked at him with tear-filled eyes pleading for him to tell her.
"He is to be leaving at this every moment."
"What? Where?"
"Where I don't know, but I know why. You, Rin you wanted him to leave and so he did. Lord Sesshoumaru never wanted to make you unhappy, so he is doing what you asked of him."
"No! He can leave I must find him." she ran to the door.
Jaken could not just let Sesshoumaru walk out of Rin's life, even though he knew that the demon lord would kill him for this, he had to.
"Rin you might want to go to your room. You just might find what you are looking for."
She ran down the hall, opening the door to her room. Rin found Sesshoumaru standing by her bed.
Walking towards him, she tried to make no noise, but that attempt failed. Rin stepped on a floor broad that squeaked.
"I wanted to give this to you that day I wanted to meet you in the garden." He threw a white kimono on her bed.
Rin examined the gown; it was just like her mothers. Tears began to form in her eyes.
"I remember how you said that you always wanted to have a kimono like your mothers. So, I had one made for you."
"Why?" she asked holding the beautiful copy of her mother's gown.
"I was going to ask you be my mate and I remember you saying that you wanted a kimono like that for your wedding day. I know that youkai do not have weddings, but I thought. you would want something like that for our mating."
Rin looked down at the kimono; it was just as she described it to him. Never in all of her life did she think that Sesshoumaru could ever want her. Tears fell as did her distrust in him.
"Please" she looked up at him, "Don't leave me Sesshoumaru."
Rin wrapped her arms around his neck, "I'm in love with you."
When her words reached his ears, he wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I won't leave you," he gripped her tighter.
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!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT THE ENDING!!!!!!!!!
A/N: The friend "Kay" is not a friend. She knew that Rin loved him, but went after him for her-self.
Thx for all the reviews I would never let yall go with out an ending I am not that evil. Its just I need to see if you really did like because I did not want to waste my time writing a story no one was going to read. ANYWAYS Thank you so much for the kind reviews. Love yall! Hugs and kisses! ^.^ Oh and Review! ^.^
Kay flung open the door, "Good morning Sesshoumaru or should I say Good afternoon."
Sesshoumaru gave her a cold stare.
"You have been in here all day and I wanted to ask you a question."
She looked at him expecting him to answer her all lovely dovey, Sesshoumaru thought other wise.
"I want you out of here and I don't want to see you in this castle ever again. You hurt Rin and you are nothing to me."
"I thought you wanted me to be your mate?"
"I wanted you to be Rin's companion." his voice had an edge to it.
"Rin is just an ingenerate human girl who knows nothing." she strolled over to him.
Sesshoumaru's eyes went red, "Leave now!"
Kay began to walk out of Sesshoumaru study, "Fine, I hope you have a nice life Rin." then shut the door.
The female youkai went down the hall to Rin's room. Kay quietly knocked on the door, and then pushed it open to see Rin on her bed with a tear stained face.
"Rin, I just wanted to talk to you. I will leave if you want me to."
The young girl saw Kay was about the leave, "No, its ok I need someone to talk to."
"Well Rin I just wanted to tell you that I am going to be your new mother."
Rin felt the tears start to come again, "I know Sesshoumaru told me."
"I always wanted a beautiful and intelligent girl like you Rin."
She smiled at her "new" mother.
"You know I am sorry about this because I knew that you did love him, but maybe it's for the best. You know you are just a human and he needs someone who is a youkai. He just happened to find little old me."
Rin shook her head trying to show that she understood why Kay had to be with Sesshoumaru. (A/N: Rin still thinks that Kay is a friend to her.)
"Oh Rin, he is so nice and sweet to me no wonder you fell in love with him."
Right then Rin would have done anything if she could just slap her for that comment.
"You know what Kay I am really happy for you, but I think that I need sometime alone."
"Of course," she padded Rin on the head, "but Rin I'll be gone for awhile though because Sesshoumaru he needs for me to go somewhere for him, but I will be back okay? Oh I know I'll make a great mother and who knows maybe you will have a brother or sister like you always wanted." she gave Rin a smirk as she rubbed her abdomen as if she was pregnant and already showing.
"Thank you," Rin gave her a hug.
Kay waved goodbye then left the young girl.
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Sesshoumaru went down to Rin's room to talk to her about everything, that he wanted her, that he loved her, and that Kay was a mistake.
He grabbed the door handle, but before he had the chance to open, the door Rin opened it.
The young girl screamed bloodily murder.
"Sorry I did not know that you were coming out of your room. Forgive me I did not mean to scare you." he smiled at her and tried to touch her raven hair. Rin backed away from his grasp.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to you about something that has been on my mind for quite some time now."
"I already know what it is."
"You do?" he looked at her questioning if they were talking about the same thing.
"Kay told me that you send her away for a while because she needed to do something for you. She told me that I would maybe have a new brother or sister, but she was ecstatic that I was to be her daughter."
"That is not true Rin I sent her away because I do not want to be with her. She is not to be your mother." he took a deep breath, "I want you."
Rin blew off what he said and began to walk away.
"Rin did you hear me?"
"Do you expect me to believe you? You have lied to me so many times Sesshoumaru. I don't know what to think or how to act."
"Rin, I don't want her." he took her by the shoulders and slammed her against the wall.
"Sesshoumaru don't lie to me I know that you are in love with her, she told me. I know that you want her. You showed me that the other night."
"All I want is to make you happy."
"If you want to make me happy then leave, I don't need you anymore." she removed his hands from her shoulders and walked out to the garden.
Sesshoumaru went in his study and did not come out.
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Rin awoke the next morning still remembering her harsh words she said to Sesshoumaru. [How can I believe him? He keeps telling me that he does not want Kay, then goes, and tires to have a child with her. I cannot deal with someone is going to treat me this way. I want someone to love me. I am not here for his convinces.]
She laid in bed for a while until she noticed a note on her nightstand. There was nothing special to it; it just said Rin in cursive.
The young girl opened the letter and began to read,
~Dear Rin,
I know that you refuse to listen to me, but you need to know how I feel. I know you never want to see me again and I respect that.
The day I told you to meet me in the garden I was going to tell you that I wanted you to be my mate. That I am in love with you, however I looked out my window from my study and saw you and that boy hugging and kissing. I thought you could not cause me pain, but you did. I did not know what to do, I knew at the time was you had picked someone else to make you happy. I never wanted Kay she was just there and when she was, I was thinking of you. The only reason I ever let her in was I thought I lost you to that youkai. I did not want to feel that pain anymore and granted that was a brainless way of dealing with it hope you can understand that.
I will always regret doing that, but I know that I will never regret kissing you that day in the garden. I never thought I you would have me, however after that moment I knew I never wanted to let you go. When you asked me to stay the night with you, I do not regret that either. I did not sleep that night, all I could think about was you. Even though you ever right in front of me I did want to close my eyes and wake up to find it all to be a dream. Rin, I know that you will not believe me, but to know that you read this will make me just as happy as if I were to tell you. You were the one thing I ever wanted and I always loved you.
Sesshoumaru
P.S.
I did not make love to Kay. ~
Rin folded up the note and ran to go find Sesshoumaru. She went to his study he was not there; high and low, she looked for him. After some time Rin went back into his bedroom to see if he might have been there.
Rin opened the door only to see Jaken standing in the demon lord's room.
"Where is he? Oh, please I must find him." she was still clutching Sesshoumaru's confession.
"I don't know."
She looked at him with tear-filled eyes pleading for him to tell her.
"He is to be leaving at this every moment."
"What? Where?"
"Where I don't know, but I know why. You, Rin you wanted him to leave and so he did. Lord Sesshoumaru never wanted to make you unhappy, so he is doing what you asked of him."
"No! He can leave I must find him." she ran to the door.
Jaken could not just let Sesshoumaru walk out of Rin's life, even though he knew that the demon lord would kill him for this, he had to.
"Rin you might want to go to your room. You just might find what you are looking for."
She ran down the hall, opening the door to her room. Rin found Sesshoumaru standing by her bed.
Walking towards him, she tried to make no noise, but that attempt failed. Rin stepped on a floor broad that squeaked.
"I wanted to give this to you that day I wanted to meet you in the garden." He threw a white kimono on her bed.
Rin examined the gown; it was just like her mothers. Tears began to form in her eyes.
"I remember how you said that you always wanted to have a kimono like your mothers. So, I had one made for you."
"Why?" she asked holding the beautiful copy of her mother's gown.
"I was going to ask you be my mate and I remember you saying that you wanted a kimono like that for your wedding day. I know that youkai do not have weddings, but I thought. you would want something like that for our mating."
Rin looked down at the kimono; it was just as she described it to him. Never in all of her life did she think that Sesshoumaru could ever want her. Tears fell as did her distrust in him.
"Please" she looked up at him, "Don't leave me Sesshoumaru."
Rin wrapped her arms around his neck, "I'm in love with you."
When her words reached his ears, he wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I won't leave you," he gripped her tighter.
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!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT THE ENDING!!!!!!!!!
A/N: The friend "Kay" is not a friend. She knew that Rin loved him, but went after him for her-self.
Thx for all the reviews I would never let yall go with out an ending I am not that evil. Its just I need to see if you really did like because I did not want to waste my time writing a story no one was going to read. ANYWAYS Thank you so much for the kind reviews. Love yall! Hugs and kisses! ^.^ Oh and Review! ^.^