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Rin walked into the room wearing the white kimono that Sesshoumaru had made for her.
Sesshoumaru walked up to his beautiful Rin and wrapped his arms around her slender waist. He placed gentle kisses on her shoulder moving towards her pale neck.
Rin melted into his embrace, with very kiss he placed on her soft skin drove her mad.
The demon lord took her up into his arms and laid her on to the side of his bed. He leaned on top of her and whispered, "I won't hurt you." He gave her a comforting smile knowing that this would be her first time for anything intimate like this.
Rin smiled back at the man she loved, "I love you."
Sesshoumaru brushed his lips down her collarbone; he pulled her silk kimono down to her waist.
Rin moaned at his actions, running her hands through his sliver hair.
"Oh. Sesshoumaru.. please." Her body ached at the thought of what could be happening between them.
He slid the gown off her body revealing her slim waist and glowing white skin.
He removed his clothing that was trapping his from what he wanted and needed.
Sesshoumaru moved his soon to be mate on to the pillows positioning himself on top of her. She felt his arousal on her toned thigh, making her wonder how bad this may hurt her.
Before he took her, Sesshoumaru kissed her on her forehead, "Trust me." They gave in to their desire for each other in only way the people truly in love could.
He started to kiss the sensitive skin between her shoulder and neck. She moaned right in to his ear because of his actions, with that, he bit down to mark her as his. They both reached the breaking point.
Sesshoumaru collapsed on top of his mate then taking her into his arms the demon lord cradling her into his body.
Sesshoumaru brushed back her ebony hair and licked the mark he had given her.
Rin sighed as she felt complete happiness flow over her body. Never did she think that she could happen between her and the Demon Lord of the Western Lands. Rin was content.
Sesshoumaru pulled into his protective arms to let her sleep. He would never let her go and would never let them part.
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The next morning Rin awoke to her mate standing by the window looking out at the new day, "How do you feel?"
"I feel wonderful, Sesshoumaru." (A/N: she does not mean physically, but in her heart.)
Pleased with her answer he sat next on their bed and tenderly kissed her pink lips.
Rin whimpered as she lost the warmth of his lips, "Rin, I have to leave for the day. The other lords have asked for my presents and I must leave."
"Will you be back tonight?" She sat up covering her nakedness with the black silk sheets, even though he had already seen her with less than a sheet on her body.
He chuckled at her innocent question, which to him only brought naughty thoughts, "Yes, I will." Sesshoumaru kissed her again then left the room.
Rin laid back down in the sea of blanks,[ I never knew that my innocent crush would turn into this.]
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When she turned by Sesshoumaru's bedroom she heard giggling. Rin kept would never do anything. I mean he told me that he loved me. This is wrong I should be able to trust the person I love. What if? No, Sesshoumaru would be heart broken if he knew you doubted his love for me.]
She stood there by his door for a while debating if she should go in. Finial she decided to go in, as she began to open the door a crash came from down the hall. Rin turned to see where the noise came from. The door shut as she turned, only giving her a chance to see Sesshoumaru's kimono. [He must have been in there getting ready to meet her in the garden.] Rin walked towards the noise.
"Do you think that she saw us?" Kay grinned at the male youkai wearing Sesshoumaru's clothes.
"How could she not? The door opened; it had to be her." the youkai took off The Demon Lord's robes and put them back into the closet. Mean while Kay put a letter on Sesshoumaru's nightstand.
"Why are you doing this to lady Rin? What did she do to hurt you?"
"That brat took the greatest youkai and I was to have him, but she just had to fall in love with him. Therefore, I am going to make her pay for messing up my life. After this, she will never go back to him. Rin is a human but she is not dumb enough to get her heart broken a third time. Now we had
better leave. I think our work here is done." Kay grabbed his hand and they went out the window.
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Sesshoumaru impatiently tapped his claws on the wood table waiting for their business dinner to end. All day the demon lord had gone through meeting after meeting.
"Well gentlemen I think that should do for the evening." Sesshoumaru got up from his chair.
The other lords followed Sesshoumaru out of the dinning room to the front door of the castle. When they said their farewells, Sesshoumaru went to go take a much-needed bath then to his Rin.
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Rin found the noise was nothing more than a maid being clumsily. Not wanting to wait for him in the garden, she went back to his room.
She opened the door, when she looked in she saw no one there. When the young girl confirmed that it must have been her imagination, Rin saw a letter on the nightstand. She slowly walked up the note, as she got closer to the letter; Rin noticed a name, 'Sesshoumaru.'
"Sesshoumaru" she whispered as she picked it up. Rin gave into her curiosity and opened the letter. She dropped the note as if it had burned her.
"Kay?"
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Sesshoumaru sank into the welcoming water. He had been waiting for the night to come. All day the only thought on his mind was getting back to Rin. Now that they were together, Sesshoumaru felt that nothing could go wrong.
He finished bathing and went to his room to get ready for Rin. As Sesshoumaru walked towards his room, he saw the light glow of candles. He opened the door; he saw the back of Rin she was shaking uncontrollably.
Sesshoumaru walked up to her, "Rin, are you alright?" he slid his hands around her waist.
Rin pulled out of his grasp, "How could you?"
"I don't think I understand what you accuse me of? How could I what?"
She turned to face him, "You made me believe that you loved me, but all you wanted was to satisfy your lust. How could you do that to me? After you." her emotions took over her as she began to cry.
"Made you believe? Rin I do love you." he reached for her hand. "Don't touch me! You slept with her! You slept with her after you told me you loved me and made me your mate." She could not look at him. How could he have done this to her?
Sesshoumaru lightly placed his hand under her chin to make her look at him, "What makes you believe that I don't love you? " he looked straight into her red stained eyes.
She tore her face way from his grip. "I was dumb enough to think that you really felt something for me." Rin paused trying to blink back the tears.
Sesshoumaru touched her arm, making her lock eyes with him. Quickly she lowered her gaze at the ground, "I'm sorry."
He did not respond stunned by her words, but then Rin faced him again,
"I'm sorry that I made you feel like you had to fulfill my stupid crush. I'm sorry that you cannot be with Kay because of me. I'm sorry that you made me your mate. And I'm sorry that I ever loved you." Rin turned on her heel not wanting him to see her cry again.
Sesshoumaru was crushed and confused. What had made Rin act like this? He turned to see what she had read. As he picked up the letter he saw what would make any lover upset.
~Sesshoumaru,
Thanks for a wonderful time. I know that we could not spend the entire night in each other's arms, but for the few moments that we were, was tremendous. I know that you regret being with Rin, but I forgive you for making her your mate instead of me. Hope to see you soon.
~Kay
He was as shocked as Rin must have been. How could this of happened? Sesshoumaru stayed in his room he was not going to go after Rin and make even more upset. She needed time to cool down. However, that was only thing he wanted do was to talk to her. Sesshoumaru could not let her go the night thinking that he did that to her.
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Without knowing really what he was going to approach her about the topic, Sesshoumaru busted open her bedroom door.
Rin laid crumpled on the bed; she looked up to see him standing in the doorway.
"Rin, I never did that and you might be sorry for loving, but I don't regret ever falling for you."
"Please leave me alone." she sat up.
He moved closer to her.
"How much pain do you think I can with stand? It's just like before you tell me that it's not true and what am I to believe you?"
Sesshoumaru reached her bed, "What I cannot believe is that you would just assume that I would hurt you, that you would never even give me the chance to defend my-self, Rin."
"I had no reason not to believe the letter. You were gone all day and I thought that Kay was gone forever, but I guess not."
He bent down to touch her cheek, "The day I cast Kay out of my castle she was gone for good and I never loved her. You are my mate."
Rin was not going to fall for it again,"Get out!"
He pushed Rin down on the bed pinning her arms above her, "Rin stop acting like this. I don't understand why it's hard for you have trust in me."
"Get out!"
He tightened his grip.
"Fine if you won't leave then I will." She tried to get up.
Sesshoumaru picked her up and placed her in front of a mirror. He took hold of the collar on her kimono and pulled it down, exposing her shoulder.
"Do you see that mark?" he voice was cold.
Rin looked at what Sesshoumaru had done to her the night before.
"You will not see that on any women in the western lands because I did not love them. So, you may not trust me or believe me, but you belong to me
and will never leave me. That is how much I love you." Sesshoumaru let her go and walked out.
Rin slumped to the floor with her head in her hands.
To be continued...
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A/N: Sorry if everything seems like it is happening to quickly. Anyways please review to tell me what you think about my story I would love to hear yall's ideas. Thx! ^.^
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Rin walked into the room wearing the white kimono that Sesshoumaru had made for her.
Sesshoumaru walked up to his beautiful Rin and wrapped his arms around her slender waist. He placed gentle kisses on her shoulder moving towards her pale neck.
Rin melted into his embrace, with very kiss he placed on her soft skin drove her mad.
The demon lord took her up into his arms and laid her on to the side of his bed. He leaned on top of her and whispered, "I won't hurt you." He gave her a comforting smile knowing that this would be her first time for anything intimate like this.
Rin smiled back at the man she loved, "I love you."
Sesshoumaru brushed his lips down her collarbone; he pulled her silk kimono down to her waist.
Rin moaned at his actions, running her hands through his sliver hair.
"Oh. Sesshoumaru.. please." Her body ached at the thought of what could be happening between them.
He slid the gown off her body revealing her slim waist and glowing white skin.
He removed his clothing that was trapping his from what he wanted and needed.
Sesshoumaru moved his soon to be mate on to the pillows positioning himself on top of her. She felt his arousal on her toned thigh, making her wonder how bad this may hurt her.
Before he took her, Sesshoumaru kissed her on her forehead, "Trust me." They gave in to their desire for each other in only way the people truly in love could.
He started to kiss the sensitive skin between her shoulder and neck. She moaned right in to his ear because of his actions, with that, he bit down to mark her as his. They both reached the breaking point.
Sesshoumaru collapsed on top of his mate then taking her into his arms the demon lord cradling her into his body.
Sesshoumaru brushed back her ebony hair and licked the mark he had given her.
Rin sighed as she felt complete happiness flow over her body. Never did she think that she could happen between her and the Demon Lord of the Western Lands. Rin was content.
Sesshoumaru pulled into his protective arms to let her sleep. He would never let her go and would never let them part.
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The next morning Rin awoke to her mate standing by the window looking out at the new day, "How do you feel?"
"I feel wonderful, Sesshoumaru." (A/N: she does not mean physically, but in her heart.)
Pleased with her answer he sat next on their bed and tenderly kissed her pink lips.
Rin whimpered as she lost the warmth of his lips, "Rin, I have to leave for the day. The other lords have asked for my presents and I must leave."
"Will you be back tonight?" She sat up covering her nakedness with the black silk sheets, even though he had already seen her with less than a sheet on her body.
He chuckled at her innocent question, which to him only brought naughty thoughts, "Yes, I will." Sesshoumaru kissed her again then left the room.
Rin laid back down in the sea of blanks,[ I never knew that my innocent crush would turn into this.]
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ It was sticky night as Rin walked down hallway trying to tie up her hair. She had left Sesshoumaru to his meeting all day and she was going to meet him in the garden because their dinner turned into one of Sesshoumaru's meetings.
When she turned by Sesshoumaru's bedroom she heard giggling. Rin kept would never do anything. I mean he told me that he loved me. This is wrong I should be able to trust the person I love. What if? No, Sesshoumaru would be heart broken if he knew you doubted his love for me.]
She stood there by his door for a while debating if she should go in. Finial she decided to go in, as she began to open the door a crash came from down the hall. Rin turned to see where the noise came from. The door shut as she turned, only giving her a chance to see Sesshoumaru's kimono. [He must have been in there getting ready to meet her in the garden.] Rin walked towards the noise.
"Do you think that she saw us?" Kay grinned at the male youkai wearing Sesshoumaru's clothes.
"How could she not? The door opened; it had to be her." the youkai took off The Demon Lord's robes and put them back into the closet. Mean while Kay put a letter on Sesshoumaru's nightstand.
"Why are you doing this to lady Rin? What did she do to hurt you?"
"That brat took the greatest youkai and I was to have him, but she just had to fall in love with him. Therefore, I am going to make her pay for messing up my life. After this, she will never go back to him. Rin is a human but she is not dumb enough to get her heart broken a third time. Now we had
better leave. I think our work here is done." Kay grabbed his hand and they went out the window.
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Sesshoumaru impatiently tapped his claws on the wood table waiting for their business dinner to end. All day the demon lord had gone through meeting after meeting.
"Well gentlemen I think that should do for the evening." Sesshoumaru got up from his chair.
The other lords followed Sesshoumaru out of the dinning room to the front door of the castle. When they said their farewells, Sesshoumaru went to go take a much-needed bath then to his Rin.
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Rin found the noise was nothing more than a maid being clumsily. Not wanting to wait for him in the garden, she went back to his room.
She opened the door, when she looked in she saw no one there. When the young girl confirmed that it must have been her imagination, Rin saw a letter on the nightstand. She slowly walked up the note, as she got closer to the letter; Rin noticed a name, 'Sesshoumaru.'
"Sesshoumaru" she whispered as she picked it up. Rin gave into her curiosity and opened the letter. She dropped the note as if it had burned her.
"Kay?"
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Sesshoumaru sank into the welcoming water. He had been waiting for the night to come. All day the only thought on his mind was getting back to Rin. Now that they were together, Sesshoumaru felt that nothing could go wrong.
He finished bathing and went to his room to get ready for Rin. As Sesshoumaru walked towards his room, he saw the light glow of candles. He opened the door; he saw the back of Rin she was shaking uncontrollably.
Sesshoumaru walked up to her, "Rin, are you alright?" he slid his hands around her waist.
Rin pulled out of his grasp, "How could you?"
"I don't think I understand what you accuse me of? How could I what?"
She turned to face him, "You made me believe that you loved me, but all you wanted was to satisfy your lust. How could you do that to me? After you." her emotions took over her as she began to cry.
"Made you believe? Rin I do love you." he reached for her hand. "Don't touch me! You slept with her! You slept with her after you told me you loved me and made me your mate." She could not look at him. How could he have done this to her?
Sesshoumaru lightly placed his hand under her chin to make her look at him, "What makes you believe that I don't love you? " he looked straight into her red stained eyes.
She tore her face way from his grip. "I was dumb enough to think that you really felt something for me." Rin paused trying to blink back the tears.
Sesshoumaru touched her arm, making her lock eyes with him. Quickly she lowered her gaze at the ground, "I'm sorry."
He did not respond stunned by her words, but then Rin faced him again,
"I'm sorry that I made you feel like you had to fulfill my stupid crush. I'm sorry that you cannot be with Kay because of me. I'm sorry that you made me your mate. And I'm sorry that I ever loved you." Rin turned on her heel not wanting him to see her cry again.
Sesshoumaru was crushed and confused. What had made Rin act like this? He turned to see what she had read. As he picked up the letter he saw what would make any lover upset.
~Sesshoumaru,
Thanks for a wonderful time. I know that we could not spend the entire night in each other's arms, but for the few moments that we were, was tremendous. I know that you regret being with Rin, but I forgive you for making her your mate instead of me. Hope to see you soon.
~Kay
He was as shocked as Rin must have been. How could this of happened? Sesshoumaru stayed in his room he was not going to go after Rin and make even more upset. She needed time to cool down. However, that was only thing he wanted do was to talk to her. Sesshoumaru could not let her go the night thinking that he did that to her.
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Without knowing really what he was going to approach her about the topic, Sesshoumaru busted open her bedroom door.
Rin laid crumpled on the bed; she looked up to see him standing in the doorway.
"Rin, I never did that and you might be sorry for loving, but I don't regret ever falling for you."
"Please leave me alone." she sat up.
He moved closer to her.
"How much pain do you think I can with stand? It's just like before you tell me that it's not true and what am I to believe you?"
Sesshoumaru reached her bed, "What I cannot believe is that you would just assume that I would hurt you, that you would never even give me the chance to defend my-self, Rin."
"I had no reason not to believe the letter. You were gone all day and I thought that Kay was gone forever, but I guess not."
He bent down to touch her cheek, "The day I cast Kay out of my castle she was gone for good and I never loved her. You are my mate."
Rin was not going to fall for it again,"Get out!"
He pushed Rin down on the bed pinning her arms above her, "Rin stop acting like this. I don't understand why it's hard for you have trust in me."
"Get out!"
He tightened his grip.
"Fine if you won't leave then I will." She tried to get up.
Sesshoumaru picked her up and placed her in front of a mirror. He took hold of the collar on her kimono and pulled it down, exposing her shoulder.
"Do you see that mark?" he voice was cold.
Rin looked at what Sesshoumaru had done to her the night before.
"You will not see that on any women in the western lands because I did not love them. So, you may not trust me or believe me, but you belong to me
and will never leave me. That is how much I love you." Sesshoumaru let her go and walked out.
Rin slumped to the floor with her head in her hands.
To be continued...
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A/N: Sorry if everything seems like it is happening to quickly. Anyways please review to tell me what you think about my story I would love to hear yall's ideas. Thx! ^.^