Sesshoumaru started to leave the room, then stopped at the door, "Rin I
cannot be the one to tell you about your past. If you wish to find out more
you will have to relearn it." Suddenly the demon lord felt Rin lean her
head on his back.
"Please Lord Sesshoumaru," he turned to look at her, "tell me, what do I mean to you?"
Sesshoumaru took a minute to think about what she asked and what she said, "Rin did you say you were having vision of me?"
"Yes, but that is not the answer to my question."
"When did you start having them? Was it after Jaken told you about your past and the letter?"
"Answer my question first, were we ever in love?" her pleading voice was becoming bitter. [It is always about him!] She thought.
The demon lord turned and took the girl by the shoulders, "This is more important, when did you start having these visions?"
"Why should I tell you?"
"Because I must know!" he shook her tiny body, "Our- my life depends on it."
Rin tried to pull out of his grasp, "You only care if it affects your life! You don't give a damn about anyone else!"
He let go of her, "I can't tell you!" his emotions were clouding his mind.
The young girl stared at him, into those amber eyes and saw something, that perhaps he did need this information. [When he yelled his voice was full of sorrow; as if his happiness is hanging on by a tread.] She thought. "Please Sesshoumaru," she kept staring into him, "did I ever love you?" The youkai looked into her watery brown orbs; they captured him. Tearing his eyes away, he saw a tiny cut on Rin's bottom lip, where glass must have hit. He could smell the coppery liquid mixed with her scent. It took hold of the demon lord.
Suddenly a clawed thumb smoothed Rin's bottom lip. She closed her eyes and leaned into his hand.
Sesshoumaru wanted to pull Rin in and never let go, but he could not. He could not take her into his arms anytime he wanted, Rin would have to learn of their love. The demon regrettably pulled away, but was stopped as graceful fingers slid between his.
"Will you teach me of my past Lord Sesshoumaru?"
"Rin I .. I can't. I" He tried to pulled away again, but Rin gripped tighter.
"Please," she whispered, "Please Sesshoumaru I can't do this without your help." She wrapped herself around him nuzzling into his torso, "I need you." Rin did not understand where her boldness was coming from, but she needed him.
Visions of Rin flooded his mind, her smiling, her laughing, her calling his name, the words "I love you" falling from her lips. Lips.
Wanting, needing, missing, her swallowed Sesshoumaru as he took hold of Rin's chin and slammed his moist lips onto hers. She let out a squeak being alarmed from the assault, but soon gave in. Rin worked her hands to the base of his neck and pulled him in closer, pressing his lips harder; it felt normal to do so.
Suddenly Lord Sesshoumaru pulled away from the girl, "I can't do this, I can't do this to you, Rin," he let go, "I'm sorry." without letting her say a word of protest he left the room.
"How could I let it get that far?" Sesshoumaru questioned himself.
Rin sat down on the dusty bed in shock; she had just kissed a man she knew for only a few hours. However, Rin felt as if she had done it all before. That is was a natural thing for her to pull him in without a doubt. The girl now lay completely on her old bed. [This room was mine at one point in time, but why don't I remember it? Why do I only remember Lord Sesshoumaru? It is as if he was everything to me in my past. If it was, my past or perhaps it is still going on. Are Sesshoumaru and I still together?] Rin rolled over onto her side, "I don't understand," she declared aloud. Tears swelled, then fell the same time as her heart did. She was beginning to yearn for Sesshoumaru, but it had been only moments that they were apart. Rin moaned as if in pain, "Help, please help me Sesshoumaru." she covered face with her hands catching the salty tears.
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Sesshoumaru slid between the clean sheets feeling light as air on his skin. The bed huge that he lay in, room enough for two. [Rin] he thought as he moved his clawed hand back and forth where his precious Rin had slept. [Where is she going to sleep tonight? Will she sleep in her old chambers? I did not tell her that she lives in here.] He wondered this for a while then saw the door crack; making the hall light pour into the darken room hurting his eyes.
A small figure broke the light; it moved around the room and now stood by the bed. It pulled back the sheets and got in, "Good night Lord Sesshoumaru," Rin's voice was too quite that he had to lean close to her. The girls' scent filled his nose, mind, and heart. Home, was the only word that came to mind. Sesshoumaru settled back down trying not to touch her for fear she would reject the idea of staying.
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Day Two..
Dawn broke the darkness, as Rin turned in her sleep. Soon the light made the girl aware of her surrounding. She lay next to a beautiful man, but not only next to, but right next to. Apparently, she had used his arm as a pillow that night and he had no abjection. For it seemed that he had not stirred once in the night from what Rin could see. [Has he not moved all night because of me?]
Feeling overwhelmed with guilt, Rin started to leave the bed, but was stopped. Sesshoumaru's arm that hung on her midriff pulled tighter. Knowing that she would not be able to leave his grip, Rin turned. They now lay face to face. She began to study the creature that knew her past and perhaps played apart.
At first, she only stared at him, but the temptation to touch was over whelming. She gingerly touched his forehead, brushing back his silver bangs to outlining the half moon, and then traced his jaw line, where she ended up at his soft lips. Rin lightly smoothed his bottom lip, which was indeed very soft to the touch. Laying there still tracing and admiring his face, the girl tried to remember his touches from yesterday.
Lost in thought, Lady Rin was startled when the demon lord gave a deep sigh. Rin giggled feeling ridiculous from jumping.
Sesshoumaru stretched and yawned, letting his grip on her go only for a few seconds. He no sooner took her into his arms once more and nuzzled into her. As the youkai lay there holding his fading mate, he felt a small vibration. The Lord perked up his ears and heard a female laugh. [My darling, Rin is laughing.] His heart skipped a few beats.
Not being able to stop laughing, Rin tried to get away, not wanting to wake Lord Sesshoumaru.
"What is so funny this early in the morning?" he looked up at Rins' glowing face.
"Nothing," the girl felt the heat rise to her cheeks.
"Nothing huh," cocking an eyebrow, Sesshoumaru started to tickle Rin sides.
"Please" giggle, " Please Sess" laugh, "Sesshoumaru stop!" more laughing poured out of the girls' mouth.
She pushed and twisted her away from him, but the girl was no match for him. With one finial shoved from Rin, Sesshoumaru pinned her, "Now tell me again what was so funny, Lady Rin?" he smirked.
Rin held her lips tight showing that she was not giving up so easily.
"Fine be that way," feeling tired from waking only moments ago, Sesshoumaru, without thinking laid on Rin, resting his head in the valley of her chest. The girls' heart began to pound at this and fear grew inside her. Sensing Rins' discomfort, the demon lord rolled off.
Rin slipped off the bed and headed to the washroom, where she undressed to take a bath. As she waited in the water thoughts can pouring into her mind, [Why did I get stiff when he rested on me? If we were together then I should be comfortable with him.] Rin sank deeper, [I hope that he was someone in my past life. He is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. I would be an idiot not have liked him.] Rin began to blush at his actions towards her.
She giggled at her silly crush; "I love Sesshoumaru." the young girl went under the water kicking her legs at the realization. Lady Rin was falling for the demon lord.
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Lord Sesshoumaru still laid in bed thinking about his actions, when a faint voice came from the bathroom. Curious, he got up and went to stand by the wall.
"He is wonderful and strong and,"
Sesshoumaru moved the door to look in.
Rin hung over the side with her head resting on her arms, "and I'm falling for the selfish and arrogant man, who will never even think twice about me. He probably only thinks of me as a stupid young girl." she began to get out of the tub.
Sesshoumaru started to turn back to their room, but stopped as he heard Rin continue with her train of thought.
"What if I got the nerve to tell him." she sigh grabbing a towel to wrap herself in, "He would laugh in my face and pat my head saying how flatter he was, but he could never even see us together."
Sesshoumaru was trying his best to listen but the site of Rin was mind- boggling.
"But if we were lovers then he should be more than happy to hear that I love him, but what if we were not?" she questioned aloud. She then become conscious that she had no clothes with her in the washroom.
The demon lord saw Rin start to move towards the door and walked back to the bed.
"Lord Sesshoumaru?" the girl peeked out of the door way.
"Hm?" he said acting nonchalantly.
"I don't have a kimono to change into and I need one. Do you think that."
"In the closet on the left." he said cutting her off.
"I don't see it."
"That is because it is out here." he smiled to himself.
"Oh, well then don't look." [You jerk, who can't just hand me one.] Rin thought, gripping the towel tighter around her body. As she walked out, she saw the Sesshoumaru had listened and turned his back. Going to a door on the left, which she assumed, was a closet, her and Lord Sesshoumaru's clothing. As she chose a suitable red kimono, Rin smelled vanilla and freshness again. [It was him.] Her momentary hate melted as she beamed with joy as her silly crush deepened.
Feeling that the demon lord would stay put, Rin dropped her towel and changed. However, Sesshoumaru had been staring the whole time, even before the dropping of the towel. He stood in awe at the site, feeling his own kimono tighten at the waist.
"Rin," he said in a husky tone, watching Rin come closer. "We should go eat, you must be hungry."
Seeing the site of his arousal, which she probably was not suppose to see, Rin wanted to play. "Starving actually." She stood only inches from him and could tell he was going mad. "Especially after you tickled torturer me." she grinned.
Sesshoumaru could not take it, he grabbed Rin about he neck and kissed her with force. Enjoying the feeling on having Rin in his control, Sesshoumaru for once became bold and took the kiss further, by biting her bottom lip for access into her mouth and softy massaged her breast.
As he did so, Lady Rin moaned.
Holding onto his last string of sanity, Lord Sesshoumaru backed off, excused himself and went down stairs.
"If he not going to tell me the truth about me; then I will have to get the information from Sesshoumaru myself." Rin declared and followed him down to the dinning room.
A/N: Ok I know its had been forever, but I have been busy. Oh and sorry for leaving it there. I will keep going and don't worry I will update sooner than this time. Just incase anyone is confused, Rin is falling for Sesshoumaru again and will using her "ways" to get the information about her past from him. However, as she does so she is creating bigger problems for herself. Sorry for the recap, Thx and Review!
Oh and we are now on day 2 out of the 7 that Sesshoumaru has to get Rin.
"Please Lord Sesshoumaru," he turned to look at her, "tell me, what do I mean to you?"
Sesshoumaru took a minute to think about what she asked and what she said, "Rin did you say you were having vision of me?"
"Yes, but that is not the answer to my question."
"When did you start having them? Was it after Jaken told you about your past and the letter?"
"Answer my question first, were we ever in love?" her pleading voice was becoming bitter. [It is always about him!] She thought.
The demon lord turned and took the girl by the shoulders, "This is more important, when did you start having these visions?"
"Why should I tell you?"
"Because I must know!" he shook her tiny body, "Our- my life depends on it."
Rin tried to pull out of his grasp, "You only care if it affects your life! You don't give a damn about anyone else!"
He let go of her, "I can't tell you!" his emotions were clouding his mind.
The young girl stared at him, into those amber eyes and saw something, that perhaps he did need this information. [When he yelled his voice was full of sorrow; as if his happiness is hanging on by a tread.] She thought. "Please Sesshoumaru," she kept staring into him, "did I ever love you?" The youkai looked into her watery brown orbs; they captured him. Tearing his eyes away, he saw a tiny cut on Rin's bottom lip, where glass must have hit. He could smell the coppery liquid mixed with her scent. It took hold of the demon lord.
Suddenly a clawed thumb smoothed Rin's bottom lip. She closed her eyes and leaned into his hand.
Sesshoumaru wanted to pull Rin in and never let go, but he could not. He could not take her into his arms anytime he wanted, Rin would have to learn of their love. The demon regrettably pulled away, but was stopped as graceful fingers slid between his.
"Will you teach me of my past Lord Sesshoumaru?"
"Rin I .. I can't. I" He tried to pulled away again, but Rin gripped tighter.
"Please," she whispered, "Please Sesshoumaru I can't do this without your help." She wrapped herself around him nuzzling into his torso, "I need you." Rin did not understand where her boldness was coming from, but she needed him.
Visions of Rin flooded his mind, her smiling, her laughing, her calling his name, the words "I love you" falling from her lips. Lips.
Wanting, needing, missing, her swallowed Sesshoumaru as he took hold of Rin's chin and slammed his moist lips onto hers. She let out a squeak being alarmed from the assault, but soon gave in. Rin worked her hands to the base of his neck and pulled him in closer, pressing his lips harder; it felt normal to do so.
Suddenly Lord Sesshoumaru pulled away from the girl, "I can't do this, I can't do this to you, Rin," he let go, "I'm sorry." without letting her say a word of protest he left the room.
"How could I let it get that far?" Sesshoumaru questioned himself.
Rin sat down on the dusty bed in shock; she had just kissed a man she knew for only a few hours. However, Rin felt as if she had done it all before. That is was a natural thing for her to pull him in without a doubt. The girl now lay completely on her old bed. [This room was mine at one point in time, but why don't I remember it? Why do I only remember Lord Sesshoumaru? It is as if he was everything to me in my past. If it was, my past or perhaps it is still going on. Are Sesshoumaru and I still together?] Rin rolled over onto her side, "I don't understand," she declared aloud. Tears swelled, then fell the same time as her heart did. She was beginning to yearn for Sesshoumaru, but it had been only moments that they were apart. Rin moaned as if in pain, "Help, please help me Sesshoumaru." she covered face with her hands catching the salty tears.
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Sesshoumaru slid between the clean sheets feeling light as air on his skin. The bed huge that he lay in, room enough for two. [Rin] he thought as he moved his clawed hand back and forth where his precious Rin had slept. [Where is she going to sleep tonight? Will she sleep in her old chambers? I did not tell her that she lives in here.] He wondered this for a while then saw the door crack; making the hall light pour into the darken room hurting his eyes.
A small figure broke the light; it moved around the room and now stood by the bed. It pulled back the sheets and got in, "Good night Lord Sesshoumaru," Rin's voice was too quite that he had to lean close to her. The girls' scent filled his nose, mind, and heart. Home, was the only word that came to mind. Sesshoumaru settled back down trying not to touch her for fear she would reject the idea of staying.
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Day Two..
Dawn broke the darkness, as Rin turned in her sleep. Soon the light made the girl aware of her surrounding. She lay next to a beautiful man, but not only next to, but right next to. Apparently, she had used his arm as a pillow that night and he had no abjection. For it seemed that he had not stirred once in the night from what Rin could see. [Has he not moved all night because of me?]
Feeling overwhelmed with guilt, Rin started to leave the bed, but was stopped. Sesshoumaru's arm that hung on her midriff pulled tighter. Knowing that she would not be able to leave his grip, Rin turned. They now lay face to face. She began to study the creature that knew her past and perhaps played apart.
At first, she only stared at him, but the temptation to touch was over whelming. She gingerly touched his forehead, brushing back his silver bangs to outlining the half moon, and then traced his jaw line, where she ended up at his soft lips. Rin lightly smoothed his bottom lip, which was indeed very soft to the touch. Laying there still tracing and admiring his face, the girl tried to remember his touches from yesterday.
Lost in thought, Lady Rin was startled when the demon lord gave a deep sigh. Rin giggled feeling ridiculous from jumping.
Sesshoumaru stretched and yawned, letting his grip on her go only for a few seconds. He no sooner took her into his arms once more and nuzzled into her. As the youkai lay there holding his fading mate, he felt a small vibration. The Lord perked up his ears and heard a female laugh. [My darling, Rin is laughing.] His heart skipped a few beats.
Not being able to stop laughing, Rin tried to get away, not wanting to wake Lord Sesshoumaru.
"What is so funny this early in the morning?" he looked up at Rins' glowing face.
"Nothing," the girl felt the heat rise to her cheeks.
"Nothing huh," cocking an eyebrow, Sesshoumaru started to tickle Rin sides.
"Please" giggle, " Please Sess" laugh, "Sesshoumaru stop!" more laughing poured out of the girls' mouth.
She pushed and twisted her away from him, but the girl was no match for him. With one finial shoved from Rin, Sesshoumaru pinned her, "Now tell me again what was so funny, Lady Rin?" he smirked.
Rin held her lips tight showing that she was not giving up so easily.
"Fine be that way," feeling tired from waking only moments ago, Sesshoumaru, without thinking laid on Rin, resting his head in the valley of her chest. The girls' heart began to pound at this and fear grew inside her. Sensing Rins' discomfort, the demon lord rolled off.
Rin slipped off the bed and headed to the washroom, where she undressed to take a bath. As she waited in the water thoughts can pouring into her mind, [Why did I get stiff when he rested on me? If we were together then I should be comfortable with him.] Rin sank deeper, [I hope that he was someone in my past life. He is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. I would be an idiot not have liked him.] Rin began to blush at his actions towards her.
She giggled at her silly crush; "I love Sesshoumaru." the young girl went under the water kicking her legs at the realization. Lady Rin was falling for the demon lord.
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Lord Sesshoumaru still laid in bed thinking about his actions, when a faint voice came from the bathroom. Curious, he got up and went to stand by the wall.
"He is wonderful and strong and,"
Sesshoumaru moved the door to look in.
Rin hung over the side with her head resting on her arms, "and I'm falling for the selfish and arrogant man, who will never even think twice about me. He probably only thinks of me as a stupid young girl." she began to get out of the tub.
Sesshoumaru started to turn back to their room, but stopped as he heard Rin continue with her train of thought.
"What if I got the nerve to tell him." she sigh grabbing a towel to wrap herself in, "He would laugh in my face and pat my head saying how flatter he was, but he could never even see us together."
Sesshoumaru was trying his best to listen but the site of Rin was mind- boggling.
"But if we were lovers then he should be more than happy to hear that I love him, but what if we were not?" she questioned aloud. She then become conscious that she had no clothes with her in the washroom.
The demon lord saw Rin start to move towards the door and walked back to the bed.
"Lord Sesshoumaru?" the girl peeked out of the door way.
"Hm?" he said acting nonchalantly.
"I don't have a kimono to change into and I need one. Do you think that."
"In the closet on the left." he said cutting her off.
"I don't see it."
"That is because it is out here." he smiled to himself.
"Oh, well then don't look." [You jerk, who can't just hand me one.] Rin thought, gripping the towel tighter around her body. As she walked out, she saw the Sesshoumaru had listened and turned his back. Going to a door on the left, which she assumed, was a closet, her and Lord Sesshoumaru's clothing. As she chose a suitable red kimono, Rin smelled vanilla and freshness again. [It was him.] Her momentary hate melted as she beamed with joy as her silly crush deepened.
Feeling that the demon lord would stay put, Rin dropped her towel and changed. However, Sesshoumaru had been staring the whole time, even before the dropping of the towel. He stood in awe at the site, feeling his own kimono tighten at the waist.
"Rin," he said in a husky tone, watching Rin come closer. "We should go eat, you must be hungry."
Seeing the site of his arousal, which she probably was not suppose to see, Rin wanted to play. "Starving actually." She stood only inches from him and could tell he was going mad. "Especially after you tickled torturer me." she grinned.
Sesshoumaru could not take it, he grabbed Rin about he neck and kissed her with force. Enjoying the feeling on having Rin in his control, Sesshoumaru for once became bold and took the kiss further, by biting her bottom lip for access into her mouth and softy massaged her breast.
As he did so, Lady Rin moaned.
Holding onto his last string of sanity, Lord Sesshoumaru backed off, excused himself and went down stairs.
"If he not going to tell me the truth about me; then I will have to get the information from Sesshoumaru myself." Rin declared and followed him down to the dinning room.
A/N: Ok I know its had been forever, but I have been busy. Oh and sorry for leaving it there. I will keep going and don't worry I will update sooner than this time. Just incase anyone is confused, Rin is falling for Sesshoumaru again and will using her "ways" to get the information about her past from him. However, as she does so she is creating bigger problems for herself. Sorry for the recap, Thx and Review!
Oh and we are now on day 2 out of the 7 that Sesshoumaru has to get Rin.