Disclaimer: I don't own Power Rangers, Saban and a bunch of other people I don't know do. I'm just borrowing Kim and messing with her mind. Nor do I own the song 'Tell Him Anything But Not That I Love Him'. It's from the movie The Slipper and the Rose, and belongs to two wonderful brothers who wrote tons of amazing songs from a number of musicals. I can't remember their name at the top of my mind, but I will forever be thankful to them.
And so, please let me know what you think
Tell him that it wasn't love,
Say I tried - say I lied,
Tell him I'm unworthy of,
What he feels inside...
It was perfect, once upon a time. We were so happy. He would come up behind me and wrap me in his arms. Whispering of his love. And I was happy with my life. Then I went away, and things were never the same.
Tell him that you heard me say,
What seemed right - just last night,
Simply seemed to fade away,
In the light of day...
I had been here a month when Zordon contacted me. He couldn't concentrate, barely focusing on the battles. The needed him to be completely there, not here with me in his mind. So I did the only thing I could, I ended it.
Tell him of the countless other lovers,
whom I tantalized - victimized...
Tell him of the many other times
I played this heartless game - just the same...
I was heartless, I know. But there was no other way to make him accept it. It plagued me at night, I could picture him in his pain. Then the calls started. None from him, from the others. They were so angry. They blamed me for making him hurt. For falling in love with someone else.
Tell him what I really am
is just a cold and empty sham,
Tell him anything – but not that I love him.
I had to do that. There was no other way he would let me go. And he had to, for the sake of the world, of the others. And he believed me. He was so quick to believe, never even trying to find out if it was true. I'm glad he didn't, but that didn't make it any easier. Knowing that he was over me. And later when I learned he was in love with another.
Tell him that it wasn't love,
All we shared - all we cared,
Make him hate my memory,
Make him glad he's free.
That was the last thing I could handle. After everything that had happened, he had found love with another, happiness with another. The world was safe. But me, I couldn't deal.
Paint me evil - paint me cruel,
Say I broke every rule,
Make him feel that he's a fool,
For his loving me...
Every night I relived the life I had had. The happiness I had experienced. Then in the morning I would wake up, to a cruel and heartless world where I was alone, unloved, hated by everyone. From there, from here. And I can't do it any longer.
Don't let him know why I must leave him,
Why I must go so far away,
For if he knew how much I love him,
No pow'r on earth could make him stay.
They are happy with their lives, free and at peace. The one thing I long for is that peace. A place where I will feel no more pain and heartache. It's calling me, even now. I've avoided it for so long, but now I can't. I hear it on the wind as it whispers along the ground. Singing against the waves. The sun is setting and the night is near. When I will feel his arms around me, his breath on my neck as he whispers that he loves me. I hear him coming even now. His arms so warm against my waist.
"I love you beautiful."
Closing my eyes I step forward, and smile as the wind blows around me, whispering my name. Singing of the days gone by. The world is safe, he will always be there to save it.
And me?
I'm free at last.
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"Pan Global hopeful Kimberly Ann Hart died earlier this evening. Her body was found at the bottom of a set of cliffs. No other information is known at this time, but it is believed that the eighteen-year-old committed suicide."
Author's Notes :
Ok, I don't know if I got it across, but she couldn't handle lying to him to protect the world, and then seeing him go to Kat. So she lost her mind, and believed that he was still with her. But at the same time she knew it wasn't real, and rather than face reality she took the other option and ended her life.
Thanks for reading this. I'm really not sure about it, but I figured what's the worse that could happen if I share it.
Please review, I will be eternally grateful.