All Out Of Love
By: SotMoon*
Disclaimer: You know it.
Authors Note: Hi! I'm terribly sorry for the last few chapters that have been so small, I'll TRY to get them bigger, but I don't have very much time on the computer. So bah. Lol!
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"I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you, I know you were right, believing for so long…" Lily sang as she walked to her last class of the day, she didn't notice that people were looking at her strangely. When she got into her class, she sat her books down, still singing the same song lightly. She watched as people starting coming into the classrooms, their heads bent, as if ready for this day to stop and the weekend to begin. Raven came into the room, tiredly sitting down beside Lily.
"Ugh. I'm so ready for the weekend," Raven said as she looked at Lily who was completely spaced out singing one of her favorite songs. "Hello! Hello? Earth to Lily!" Lily spun around looking at Raven, then she woke up out of her dream state.
"Oh, sorry. Singing, you know." Raven shrugged and they got out their things they needed. They waited for the teacher to come in, but instead they got a Prefect come in—James Potter.
"People of this class," James began, picking a piece of lint off his robes in a significant way. "I am here to tell you that Professor Carmichael will not be here this hour, you may talk as long as it doesn't turn into a riot in here." Then he spun on heel and left the room closing the large wooden door behind him.
Lily just stared at the closed door for a moment, and then began singing the song to herself softly. Raven grinned, and waited for her part.
I'm lying alone with my
head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know…
Raven stood up on her chair and sang along to the chorus.
I 'm all out of love, I'm
so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong…
Lily grinned and stood up on the desk, Raven joining her.
I want you to come back and carry me
home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone!
Lily and Raven sang the last bit together, both trying not to laugh.
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong…
Oh, what are
you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
When Lily and Raven had finished singing everyone in the room was looking at them like they were psycho. Lily and Raven lowered themselves back into their chairs grinning. Lily stood up again and said in a posh voice: "We'll be taking autographs at the door." Then sat back down, batting her eyelashes. The class looked at them for a little while longer, then resumed their original topic of discussion.
"So, when do we need to start our classes?" Lily asked, taking a sip out of her water bottle that she carried in her bag.
"Well, I was thinking after this class, what do you think? I seriously need to be started on it…" Raven watched the clock as she spoke. "Sirius and James have Quidditch practice after classes…"
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The two girls walked up to the Gryffindor tower, and walked up the stairs to the girls dormitories. They found that it was fortunately empty everyone must be eating. They set their bags down and sat down on a bed, facing each other.
"Okay, this is what we do," Lily said, as she took out a booklet. She had been researching on the classes that they'd have to take so they didn't have to leave school grounds. "Two quick breaths, then one slow even breath." Then Raven and Lily began the baby practices. Lily was sure that Raven would be a wonderful mother, as hers was when she was alive. At the thought of her mother, her heart ached.
(One hour later.)
"Lets go to dinner," Lily said as she stood up. "You need to eat, and so do I."
"I agree, lets go!" Raven said as they left the Gryffindor tower.
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For the next couple of weeks Raven started getting bigger in the belly, it was quite obvious that she was having a baby, but people thought she was just gaining weight. But if you watched Raven closely you could tell by her actions. She'd hold her belly, and smile. She'd get a far-away look in her eyes. Sirius seemed different too; he stayed closer to her as if a pompous guard dog. Getting her things, and babying her.
Lily and James watched as Sirius and Raven began getting closer and closer, their love growing for each other, and they're baby. Finally it was time to see what the baby was. The four walked up to the Hospital wing, and waited for Madam Pomfery to do the test.
"Time for the test, Raven?" Asked Madam Pomfery as she took out her wand, and made Raven lay on the table. When Raven lied down, you could see her stomach had grown quite a lot over the summer and the school year. "So…How far are you along?"
"Just a little over seven months," Said Raven as she looked up at Madam Pomfery. "I can't believe I waited so long to see what it was, I'm tired of calling it an it!"
Madam Pomfery smiled and nodded, she took the test and looked about for a minute, finally she put her wand in her pocket and said with a smile. "It's a boy." Sirius grinned as he heard this, his eyes getting shinier.
"A boy, a little boy," he whispered smiling.
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AN2: I'm
so terribly SORRY! I can't make a larger chapter, I have to go to work, so you
know how that is? I'll try to get a larger chapter on the weekend, if I'm home!
Special Thanks to:
SakuraMoon: Yes, they are going to have the baby during school. Lol Isn't that cool?
Star- Don't think that your stupid, it was a mistake that would have easily been made, I was going to make her pregnant, but I changed my mind! Lol!
Opal.Star- I'm glad your feeling better! Thank you for your Review!
LeopardDance- I will Review as soon as I can! I promise!
Kerry: Yep, Raven rocks!
Sugar- Lily is one of my favorite characters, I feel that she is very trusting, I don't think of her as the jealous girlfriend.
BicPapermate- I know! I'm sorry, this one is so small, too. I'll try to get them bigger, but I hardly have time to breath. Lol!
