Title: Win... Or die trying

Rating: PG

Summary: This is just a look at a journal entry of Harry's. It's a look at how he feels about having to save the world.

Disclaimer: Nope. Not mine.

Win... Or die trying

I'm Harry Potter. You're probably wondering why I'm even writing this. Well to tell you the truth so am I. The Headmaster told me that writing in this might help me get through the trying time haha! Trying times right I'm the only one who has to try. Everyone else get back and watch. Sure some will fight a few Death Eaters but in the end it will be me all by myself going to face him. Just like in first year. I had to go on to the mirror. And in second year with the diary. Third year wasn't as bad. At least then I got to meet Sirius. But we mustn't forget forth year. Ah the year I caused Cedric's death. That was the night Voldermort came back and its all my fault. Then fifth year me being the idiot I am didn't practice Occumlecy like I was supposed to and ended up getting the person that was the closest thing I had to family killed. Now here I am in good ole sixth year waiting to be sent off to fight a battle in which even more people will die because of me. Wait no its not because of me its because of him. Him and Voldermort. Him being Peter Pettigrew better known as Wormtail. He's the reason I'm an orphan. He's the reason Sirius was on the run. And he's the one that's going to die tomorrow. Then after all this I still have to fight the big bad Voldermort. Its his fault too I suppose. I'm sixteen. This when I'm supposed to be thinking about who I'm going to ask to the Yule Ball. Well this is my destiny.

I have to win. Or die trying.

Harry