(A/N): Hello once again everyone! Thank you so much for reading and commenting on my fic. I feel very glad that I have gotten many positive reviews. Of course, I'll keep updating frequently, I'm online almost everyday anyway. Just a reminder, the chapter with the lemon will be posted, excluding the lemony part. Your e-mail will be needed to get the full chapter, but that's not for some time yet. I'll remind you the preceding chapter. Now to reply to the reviews:
SexayPlayBoySaiyan2005: Yes, Vegeta was very embarrassed but he lived with it. But I guess it doesn't bug him much now.
PS: No problem! I thought your fic was good. I didn't even notice it was your story until you told me. It's okay when you mess up, I do it a lot sometimes. Good luck with the fic!
Tatoosh: I'm glad you like my story. Well, I don't want to spoil it for anyone, but if you look at the primary genre, that's how it is gonna end. You'll figure it out easily but don't tell anyone. Shh!
YaoiCyberCat: Are you crying because it's sad that Vegeta feels that way or because of the quality? Either way, I'm glad my fic has triggered these emotions from you and I'd like to thank you very much.
BlackDragonFury: I know, poor 'Geta. He'll feel better, you'll see. Thanks!
Buzz: I'm glad you enjoy my story. I knew that having short is probably kind of upsetting, but I didn't want to make it in just 4 or 5 chapters. I think it deserves more and it's good to be patient with it. Thanks for reviewing! *holds thumbs up sign*
Disclaimer: I do not own Dragonball/Z/GT. God, why do you torture me so? Oh, the humanity!
Save Me From This Pain Chapter Three (Goku's POV)
Laying down against the warm green grass, I looked up towards the clouds, with my hands locked behind my head. They seemed to go with the flow; no hurry, no worry, no nothing.
How ironic is it that, although around me everything is normal and at ease and peace, inside my soul resides turmoil and uneasiness? Me, Goku, the Saiyan protector of Earth, not happy? Sure, everyone must think that I'm the idiot that's all smiles, but they are all as blind as bats. Only Vegeta truly understands me, it seems.
Vegeta...
The source of my troubles. I don't mean it in a bad way, if that's what you're thinking. On the contrary, it seems this unrest results from confusion. Yes, confused about my mixed emotions.
I've been worrying for quite some time now. He hasn't come over to visit me for about half a year now. We usually sparred quite frequently, and just talked about our race. I had actually begun to befriend him, actually scratch that, I think he was finally opening up to me. But somewhere along the line, something happened.
He barely showed up for our spars and then halted showing up altogether. To this day, I don't have a clue why this happened, he always loved to take a challenge, even against me, who he recognizes as stronger.
What could have happened to make him do this? Trunks is busy running Capsule Corp. and Bulla is starting college. This would leave him with an entire open schedule from there on. I wish I knew the answer to this, maybe this wouldn't be happening right now.
What confuses me the most, though, is this feeling of total and utter loneliness. It feels like my soul has a hole drilled right through it. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. Both Gohan and Goten have noticed that something's wrong with me, I think it's called depression. They may be right, but what can they do? Gohan is busy with Videl and Pan, and Goten just lives at an apartment somewhere in the city, and hangs out with Trunks in his spare time. They rarely come to visit anymore.
It feels like life doesn't matter without Vegeta at my side. What can I do now? What is there to live for? Surely, I still have a purpose to keep living? Wrong. I'm only needed when there is a threat that endangers the Earth and its people. I fight the monster, I become stronger, and I annihilate the evil being. Is that all Kami uses for me for? Because no one seems to want to be around me anymore.
Vegeta...
I miss him so much. There's been a feeling, not new that I've already experienced, here. I want to go back to him, and say that I miss him, that I can't live without him, that I need him. Longing...
During the time I spent much of a day with him sparring, or talking, or whatever, I've been noticing his physical traits. He has a strong build, but not overly buff, just very toned. His legs seem smooth but powerful, and look great in those tight pants. And I've always gotten the itch to run my hands through his flame-shaped hair and to press my lips against his. Lust...
Oh Kami! I just want to return back to him. I want him to say to me that he'll never leave me and always be at my side. I want to hold him and remain with him for eternity.
Oh my! Can it be? I've fallen in love with the Saiyan no Ouji...
(A/N): Wow, this is very emotional! Now who seems to be doing worse, Vegeta or Goku? It's hard to tell when they keep their feelings bottled up inside. Will Goku get the courage to tell Vegeta? Or will he go to him first? How's all this going to end up? Find out more next time on Save Me From This Pain! Later, dudes! *holds up peace sign*
SexayPlayBoySaiyan2005: Yes, Vegeta was very embarrassed but he lived with it. But I guess it doesn't bug him much now.
PS: No problem! I thought your fic was good. I didn't even notice it was your story until you told me. It's okay when you mess up, I do it a lot sometimes. Good luck with the fic!
Tatoosh: I'm glad you like my story. Well, I don't want to spoil it for anyone, but if you look at the primary genre, that's how it is gonna end. You'll figure it out easily but don't tell anyone. Shh!
YaoiCyberCat: Are you crying because it's sad that Vegeta feels that way or because of the quality? Either way, I'm glad my fic has triggered these emotions from you and I'd like to thank you very much.
BlackDragonFury: I know, poor 'Geta. He'll feel better, you'll see. Thanks!
Buzz: I'm glad you enjoy my story. I knew that having short is probably kind of upsetting, but I didn't want to make it in just 4 or 5 chapters. I think it deserves more and it's good to be patient with it. Thanks for reviewing! *holds thumbs up sign*
Disclaimer: I do not own Dragonball/Z/GT. God, why do you torture me so? Oh, the humanity!
Save Me From This Pain Chapter Three (Goku's POV)
Laying down against the warm green grass, I looked up towards the clouds, with my hands locked behind my head. They seemed to go with the flow; no hurry, no worry, no nothing.
How ironic is it that, although around me everything is normal and at ease and peace, inside my soul resides turmoil and uneasiness? Me, Goku, the Saiyan protector of Earth, not happy? Sure, everyone must think that I'm the idiot that's all smiles, but they are all as blind as bats. Only Vegeta truly understands me, it seems.
Vegeta...
The source of my troubles. I don't mean it in a bad way, if that's what you're thinking. On the contrary, it seems this unrest results from confusion. Yes, confused about my mixed emotions.
I've been worrying for quite some time now. He hasn't come over to visit me for about half a year now. We usually sparred quite frequently, and just talked about our race. I had actually begun to befriend him, actually scratch that, I think he was finally opening up to me. But somewhere along the line, something happened.
He barely showed up for our spars and then halted showing up altogether. To this day, I don't have a clue why this happened, he always loved to take a challenge, even against me, who he recognizes as stronger.
What could have happened to make him do this? Trunks is busy running Capsule Corp. and Bulla is starting college. This would leave him with an entire open schedule from there on. I wish I knew the answer to this, maybe this wouldn't be happening right now.
What confuses me the most, though, is this feeling of total and utter loneliness. It feels like my soul has a hole drilled right through it. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. Both Gohan and Goten have noticed that something's wrong with me, I think it's called depression. They may be right, but what can they do? Gohan is busy with Videl and Pan, and Goten just lives at an apartment somewhere in the city, and hangs out with Trunks in his spare time. They rarely come to visit anymore.
It feels like life doesn't matter without Vegeta at my side. What can I do now? What is there to live for? Surely, I still have a purpose to keep living? Wrong. I'm only needed when there is a threat that endangers the Earth and its people. I fight the monster, I become stronger, and I annihilate the evil being. Is that all Kami uses for me for? Because no one seems to want to be around me anymore.
Vegeta...
I miss him so much. There's been a feeling, not new that I've already experienced, here. I want to go back to him, and say that I miss him, that I can't live without him, that I need him. Longing...
During the time I spent much of a day with him sparring, or talking, or whatever, I've been noticing his physical traits. He has a strong build, but not overly buff, just very toned. His legs seem smooth but powerful, and look great in those tight pants. And I've always gotten the itch to run my hands through his flame-shaped hair and to press my lips against his. Lust...
Oh Kami! I just want to return back to him. I want him to say to me that he'll never leave me and always be at my side. I want to hold him and remain with him for eternity.
Oh my! Can it be? I've fallen in love with the Saiyan no Ouji...
(A/N): Wow, this is very emotional! Now who seems to be doing worse, Vegeta or Goku? It's hard to tell when they keep their feelings bottled up inside. Will Goku get the courage to tell Vegeta? Or will he go to him first? How's all this going to end up? Find out more next time on Save Me From This Pain! Later, dudes! *holds up peace sign*