A/N: no one guessed so I guess I'll just wait...
Harry looked at himself in the mirror hating the popularity he got for having a damned gash in forehead. He felt like he had no personality of his own. Like he couldn't have his own likes and dislikes. He felt like he was being all they wanted him to be, not what he wanted to be. He was so damn tired of being what everyone wanted from him. Like he was their puppet to do whatever they wanted of themselves but couldn't have.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
As he walks through the halls he feels numb to everything around him. Nothing around him all it is is lies. He's tired of it all and more aware that its there. He wants to be Harry James Potter, not the boy who lived.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
They can't see what they're doing to him. They can't see how they're hurting him. He can fall apart right in front of them and they wouldn't know it. He has to be everything they cant be themselves.
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
He knows that at some point he is going to fail them all. And he's going to fall because he has not where to go. But he wants them to know what it feels like to be disappointed in yourself when you can't please all of them.
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Harry looked at himself in the mirror hating the popularity he got for having a damned gash in forehead. He felt like he had no personality of his own. Like he couldn't have his own likes and dislikes. He felt like he was being all they wanted him to be, not what he wanted to be. He was so damn tired of being what everyone wanted from him. Like he was their puppet to do whatever they wanted of themselves but couldn't have.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
As he walks through the halls he feels numb to everything around him. Nothing around him all it is is lies. He's tired of it all and more aware that its there. He wants to be Harry James Potter, not the boy who lived.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
They can't see what they're doing to him. They can't see how they're hurting him. He can fall apart right in front of them and they wouldn't know it. He has to be everything they cant be themselves.
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
He knows that at some point he is going to fail them all. And he's going to fall because he has not where to go. But he wants them to know what it feels like to be disappointed in yourself when you can't please all of them.
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you