Hmm...something I came up with a while ago...I just remembered I had it. The whole point of this was for a slash pairing but I couldn't fingure one I really wanted to do so just make one up or something. Ugh... I have major writers block. Please R&R because I need modivation.
Hysteria
-it's bugging me, grating me
and twisting me around
yeah I'm endlessly caving in
and turning inside out-
I try to convince myself that I hate you.
That I don't care about your feeelings towards me.
But I can't...
I love you too fucking much.
And I know you hate me right now...
for doing this to you.
But just so you know your so beautiful right now...
like this...so vunerable, bruised, bloody, and just so damn fuckable.
Like a living breathing wet dream.
Fuck, now I got myself all horny and wanting you, but I'll
save that for later.
-'cause I want it now
I want it now
give your heart and your soul
i'm breaking out
last chance to lose control.-
And I know I've told you this already...
but I can't help telling you again.
I love you...
I love you so much it's tearing me apart inside.
And I know I'm going to sound like a love sick puppy when I
tell you this next part, but please hold off vomiting until I'm done.
-it's holding me' morphing me
and forcing me to strive
to be endlessly cold within
and dreaming i'm alive-
I can't live without you,
and I can't sleep without you.
I adore your every fucking move,
and I cling to every word you say.
And if you'd just give me a chance I'd be your faithful lover, your willing slave...
your anything...
Just please give me a chance...
I love you with every fucking ounce of heart and soul I have.
please...give me a chance...
-'cuase I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
i'm not breaking down
i'm breaking out
last chance to lose control-
You don't look at me.
Your beautiful face is turned away from me in disgust,
I look at you...
you glare at the floor and suddenly speak.
"I.....hate...."
I brace myself for your next words, because
they just might send my whole world crashing down around me.
"myself for...loving you..."
All I can do is just stand there and ask myself,
Did he just say he loved me?
And all you do is look at me with those hurt, confused, and angry eyes.
Our gazes lock and you do something I'd have never thought you'd do.
You lean in and kiss me.
With those soft, warm, tasty lips and I let one arm hold your waist close to mine
while the other one holds the back of your head.
And I pray that this will never end...because
I truly do love you.
-and I want you now
I want you now
i'll feel my heart implode
i'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith erode-