A/N: hey everyone. this chappie is actually gonna be a songfic. kinda. well it will be more like a song-chapter. i just thought that this song fit the story so in this chappie i'm gonna make it a song-chapter. i hope u like. please RR!!

Spinelli Woods Esquire: very sad. i think we all hope. keep reading!!

Flaming Tsunami: thanx. keep reading!!

Shadw: i know they r the perfect couple. i dont think Spinelli even knows what she's saying. maybe she will have more sense later, but maybe she wont. u will just have to read to find out. keep reading!!

Yankee Doodle Blonde: yep it is over between them. keep reading to find out what happens!!

disclaimer: i do not own recess, this song, or any of the characters except for Lyndsay!!

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TJ lay down on his bed and thought about all the times he and Spinelli had had together. He was going to miss those memories and Spinelli herself so much. Vince had told him the news that Spinelli does not want him back at all. TJ did not even care when a silent tear rolled down his cheek and dropped onto the pillow.

Will we be friends
When we grow old?
Or is this the end of the line?

Remembering all the times he and Spinelli had had together ever since they met made him want her back now more than ever. How could he have said what he'd said? He messed it all up. Their future lives together, their future wedding that they talked about having so many times, and basically their entire future. He had messed it up that night at the hospital. Everything. All they've ever talked and dreamed of. Gone. Forever. Because of him.

I hurt with you.
I love with you.
The world just seems to get in our way.
Is this the end of the line?

TJ decided he needed to get Spinelli to want him back before he could put his plan into action. He decided to start with a note displaying his love for her. After he wrote it, he would, of course, come up with more ideas, then, somehow, get the note and everything else to her. His only worry was that she would not listen to him.

Oh please don't leave me.
Don't let your heart let go.
We'll find a way.
The journey has only begun.
Is this the end of the line?

TJ started out slow. Not sure what exactly to write, or how to write it. After a moment it all spilled out. Everything he felt for her was being written down on paper. Well, most of it anyway. He told her about how much he loved her. How much pain he is in. How he would do anything for her. Reminded her of old memories of them. The entire note was a total of two and a half pages long, and TJ still didn't think it was good enough. TJ crumbled it up and threw it over his shoulder. He got out a new piece of paper, and right as he was getting ready to rewrite it, the phone rang.

Oh yeah, oh.
Is this the end of the line?
If you leave, I'll follow.
Don't let you heart let go.
We'll find a way.
The journey has only begun.
Is this the end of the line?

TJ answered the phone and was surprised to hear Spinelli's voice. She was crying, so that scared him.

"Spinelli, what's wrong?" TJ asked. He didn't care that she was mad at him anymore. What could have happened?

"I know you are probably mad at me, but I need you to listen," Spinelli said through sobs.

"Of course I will," TJ replied.

"Ok. Here it goes," Spinelli took a deep breath. "TJ, Lyndsay died. She was nine days early. She's gone."

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A/N: very unexpected there at the end. well, there goes TJ's plans. does this mean, Spinelli forgives TJ? or is she still mad, she just wanted to let him know abt Lyndsay? wanna find out? read when i update next. i'll try to update soon. please RR, hope u liked!!