BROKEN HEARTED
It has been two years... two years since she died, but then again a robot can't really die... can it? I miss Tima with all my heart... over these two years I have tried to forget... forget everything... Tima and how much I loved and cared for her, and still do, but no matter how hard I try I cannot erase Tima from my mind. I often wonder if Tima ever even loved me... can a robot have emotions... or even love?
In sit down near the place where it happened... where she fell and plummeted to her death, and still to this day, it hurts my heart to think about it. I remember... remember when I ran down over here to look for anything... pieces left... and my friends showed me what they found. They found her HEART! She had a heart... although slightly robotic, it was still a heart...
I think to myself what I should do... what can I do!? My life is not the same without her, it's as if the life has been sucked out of me... my heart aches so much for her, I just want to be with her, see her, feel her near, sense her... or at least something!
I ache... all over, I do not think I can go on without talking to Tima right now! When I am in this state I find my emotions run wild and I am confused and don't know what to do or feel. I am not myself anymore, I can't be strong, I want to break down and cry!
When I see my friends, and their smiling faces I cannot help myself but be happy... at least for them. I smile, laugh, play... and yet on the inside I am being torn apart...
I am suddenly burning with passion... I can do it! I can go on! I know that she is watching over me from her place in the heavens... I get up and go on with my life... but even still I will never forget her.
In memory of dear Tima:
Your hair so bright blonde,
And your eyes a beautiful blue,
I can't believe you're gone already,
When you just got here,
Your smile could light up my day,
Your skin just seemed to radiate,
Why did you have to leave in such a hurry?
I just realized my feelings,
Now I'm being torn apart,
Ripping from the inside out,
I am lost in this world,
Which you had to leave so early,
And I think to myself of what you were,
Remember all of you and your personality,
I can't help but smile even though it still hurts,
Even now you can still bring me peace of mind,
I will never forget you and what you were and what you've become,
An angel, soaring through the sky.
Author's notes
I hope you all liked my story! I wrote it yesterday when I was depressed and lonely... eheh ;;; Yeah I know it's pathetic but whatever... review and tell my what you thought! Any feedback is very helpful to improve my writing skills!