Lost desires
Song fict.
Inuyasha
'I never asked for this feeling'
'I never thought I would fall'
"I miss him."
Kagome cried out, as images of her lost love became clear and understanding. She and Inuyasha had been so close, but the only thing was that her love for Inuyasha was kept a secret for so long that once she had told him, it hurt her so much to hear him say that his feelings for her were strictly friendly. From then on, they went there separate ways.
Sense then Kagome lost all reason to do anything. She felt worthless and unloved. Though Sango had tried so hard to help her out, Kagome was lost of all feeling.
"Kagome!" Sango stood at the door with a perturbed look on her face. "What are you still doing in bed? Its 2 in the afternoon. Get up" Sango walked over to Kagome and sat beside her. "I know it's hard on you but It's been a month." Sango took a hold of Kagome's tear struck face. "You'll be ok, I know it hurts but you got to move on. It's for the best." Kagome shook her head and buried her scream of depression in her pillow. "That's it. Tonight I'm setting you up with a blind date, but first you need a shower." Sango took a hold of Kagome and walked her to the bathroom. Kagome struggled.
"Sango, I don't want to. NO! He was the only one for me. I can't just wash my feelings for him away." Kagome cried out as she clung to the rim of the bathroom door.
"No, but you can wash away the smell." Sango eventually got Kagome off the door and into the shower. Even with Kagome's clothes on, Sango knew that a shower would help. Sango turned on the cold water and made Kagome stand there while the water poured on her.
'I never knew how I felt'
'Till the day you were gone' 'I was lost'
Inuyasha sat alone in front of the television watching football. But as a commercial appeared on the screen. Inuyasha gasped. The ad was for a new movie coming out. A walk to remember.
Flashback
Kagome sat quietly beside him on the couch watching the previews for A walk to remember.
"Inuyasha, do you want to go see that movie with me when it comes out?" She asked while starring down at her feet.
"Sure." He replied. But once he looked over he got a shocking surprise. Kagome was so close to his face that he could feel her breath.
'Oh I hope he'll like this' Kagome leaned forward and kissed him.'
End
Before the preview finished, Inuyasha was already out the door.
'I never asked for red roses'
'I wasn't looking for love'
Inuyasha walked steadily towards his best friends' house. He had to get his mind off Kagome. And what better way to do that then to go joke with his perverted friend, Maroku. As he walked, his mind wandered. 'Why do I feel like this? I don't love her, do I? No I cant. I can't love.'
"Yo, Inuyasha!"
Inuyasha only lifted his head to look up at Maroku. Maroku noticed his strange behavior, "What's getting you down? That pour girl that you hurt still buggen you?" When Inuyasha didn't answer, Maroku decided to take matters into his own hands. "Inuyasha, I have a great idea. You and me and two hott chicks."
'I don't think I could do that, something in my heart is tellin my to go to Kagome. Does this mean what I think it means? Do I love her? But I guess she's not interested in me anymore. I hurt her so bad she must hate me now. I guess I'll have to move on.'
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
and guess what all at once
I'm in love
"Kagome, I just got off the phone with Maroku. One of his friends is going to take you out tonight. I don't know who he is but Maroku says he thinks you'll really like him." Sango walked in behind Kagome who was sitting at her vanity putting on earrings that her one true love had given to her, Sango had a hand full of bobby pins with her to help Kagome hold up he curls with.
Flashback
Kagome pulled away just to see a very shocked Inuyasha. A rush of adrenaline hit her; right away she knew from that moment on, her life would be for better or worse. The spark between them made Kagome's stomach turn. They were destined to be together.
"Inuyasha, there's something id like to tell you." When Inuyasha didn't reply, Kagome went on. "I love you."
End
Once Sango left to go get more bobby pins, Kagome tore through her draws, looking for her prized possession. She looked long and hard.
"Is this what your looking for?" Sango appeared in the doorway, one hand full of bobby pins and the other hand holding a golden locket.
"Sango, give that to me!"
"Do you really believe that you're going to go out with this guy with Inuyashas face hanging around your neck?" Sango threw Kagome the locket. "If you want to jeopardize the date, wear it. But I suggest you don't." Kagome pocketed the locket. 'At least I can have it in my pocket, that way he'll always be with me.'
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Kagome dressed in a tight red kamodo, the kind of dress that fits the curves so perfectly that heads would turn. But once she enters the restaurant, a familiar sent drifted past her, catching her attention. She was drawn to this young man in red slacks and a white shirt. His hair shining silver in the restraunt atmosphere. She wandered closer, feeling her heart skip a beat. She notices that he is not alone, but with her cousin, Kikyo. The stunning gentleman turns to Kagome's cousin. As his face comes in view, Kagome whimpered. The hansom young man was no other then inuyasha himself. Kagome turned on her heels and stormed off. She's about to leave the restaurant when Sango blocks her path.
"Kagome, you can't leave yet. He hasn't even arrived. Come on, ill get you a drink while you wait for your date."
Kagome turns around again to find that this time a hostess is in her way now.
"My I show you to your table?" She asks politely.
"No, I was just about to..." Sango cuts her off in mid sentence. "Thank you." Sango blurts out.
Kagome is led to her table that is placed right in front of the bar, exactly were inuyasha is seated. Kagome buries her head in her menu to hide herself from Inuyasha's sight. Only to look over her menu but once to see Inuyasha staring straight at Kikyo.
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me (yeah)
"So, as I was saying... My life in Florida was..." Kikyos voice drifts off. Inuyasha's attention had now been drawn to the table placed in front of him. As if fate had brought them together, Inuyasha stared at the most beautiful flower that was seated at that table.
"Kagome?"
"Inuyasha? Are you listening to me?" When Inuyasha didn't answer, Kikyo stood up abruptly, turned on her heels and walked off.
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)
Inuyasha stood up, as if he was hipmotized, and took the seat next to her. Kagome looked up only to see a very depressed inuyasha. Kagome stared at him, studding his face for any emotion. It seemed like forever before Kagome Drifted from his gaze. She stood up slowly, letting inuyasha take full view of her. He walked to her and gently kissed her cold hardened lips. As he deepened the kiss, Kagome whimpered under his arms. She pressed gently against him and broke the kiss. She stepped back to take a glance at a very confused inuyasha, before turning around to run off to the ladies room.
Inuyasha quickly and aggressively grabbed her arm. At that moment, something fell from her pocket as she spun around just to show him her tear struck face. Her gaze on him made his hand leave her arm. She turned quickly and ran off.
Inuyasha sat down gently in her chair. As he looked down at his feet, he noticed the thing that she dropped was very familiar to him. He clutched it in his hand and brought it up to his face. When he opened his hand, he was relieved to find that the precious gift he had given her the first time he met her was lying in his palm. He opened the locket to find his picture had been replaced by a picture of them together. Some words had been engraved on the locket.
'From my one and only love, who I will always cherish.'
Inuyasha looked up towards the ladies restroom and grinned.
And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby
He got up and ran as fast as he could, after Kagome. Once at the door of the ladies room, inuyasha took a deep breath and entered the room. The walls were covered in beige tile and the floors made of pure porcelain. He checked under all of the stalls and found only one person leaning against the inside of one. Inuyasha drifted over to the stall she had barricaded herself in. Inuyasha gently opened the door just to find it was locked. He rattled it for a few seconds until he heard Kagome cry out "Some ones in here!" after a while inuyasha rattled it again. This time Kagome cracked open the door to yell once again that she was in there, only to find a hand thrust open the door.
"Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha knelt down and took a hold of Kagome's hand. He stared up at her for the longest time before he finally slipped his hand into his pocket and grabbed out something small and delicate. He looked up at her once again and slipped the piece of jewelry into her hand. He then got up and walked out of the room and out of the restaurant.
Kagome was stunned. She opened her hand to find the locket. Once she opened it she found that the words that were engraved in the locket had been added to.
'From my one and only love, who I will always cherish, and never forget!'
Kagome jumped up and bolted out the door. She ran after Inuyasha. Once outside she noticed that he was walking away from the restaurant and towards his home. She ran out, tears streaking down her face.
"Inuyasha!"
As he turned around, the ground shook, and lightning struck. Rain was falling, drenching Kagome from head to toe. Kagome cried out again, but this time to be drowned out by the thunder. It was too late. Inuyasha had already turned back around.
"I love you!" Kagome whispered as she watched her one true love leave her life forever.
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Baby why aren't you missing me?
'I never asked for this feeling'
'I never thought I would fall'
"I miss him."
Kagome cried out, as images of her lost love became clear and understanding. She and Inuyasha had been so close, but the only thing was that her love for Inuyasha was kept a secret for so long that once she had told him, it hurt her so much to hear him say that his feelings for her were strictly friendly. From then on, they went there separate ways.
Sense then Kagome lost all reason to do anything. She felt worthless and unloved. Though Sango had tried so hard to help her out, Kagome was lost of all feeling.
"Kagome!" Sango stood at the door with a perturbed look on her face. "What are you still doing in bed? Its 2 in the afternoon. Get up" Sango walked over to Kagome and sat beside her. "I know it's hard on you but It's been a month." Sango took a hold of Kagome's tear struck face. "You'll be ok, I know it hurts but you got to move on. It's for the best." Kagome shook her head and buried her scream of depression in her pillow. "That's it. Tonight I'm setting you up with a blind date, but first you need a shower." Sango took a hold of Kagome and walked her to the bathroom. Kagome struggled.
"Sango, I don't want to. NO! He was the only one for me. I can't just wash my feelings for him away." Kagome cried out as she clung to the rim of the bathroom door.
"No, but you can wash away the smell." Sango eventually got Kagome off the door and into the shower. Even with Kagome's clothes on, Sango knew that a shower would help. Sango turned on the cold water and made Kagome stand there while the water poured on her.
'I never knew how I felt'
'Till the day you were gone' 'I was lost'
Inuyasha sat alone in front of the television watching football. But as a commercial appeared on the screen. Inuyasha gasped. The ad was for a new movie coming out. A walk to remember.
Flashback
Kagome sat quietly beside him on the couch watching the previews for A walk to remember.
"Inuyasha, do you want to go see that movie with me when it comes out?" She asked while starring down at her feet.
"Sure." He replied. But once he looked over he got a shocking surprise. Kagome was so close to his face that he could feel her breath.
'Oh I hope he'll like this' Kagome leaned forward and kissed him.'
End
Before the preview finished, Inuyasha was already out the door.
'I never asked for red roses'
'I wasn't looking for love'
Inuyasha walked steadily towards his best friends' house. He had to get his mind off Kagome. And what better way to do that then to go joke with his perverted friend, Maroku. As he walked, his mind wandered. 'Why do I feel like this? I don't love her, do I? No I cant. I can't love.'
"Yo, Inuyasha!"
Inuyasha only lifted his head to look up at Maroku. Maroku noticed his strange behavior, "What's getting you down? That pour girl that you hurt still buggen you?" When Inuyasha didn't answer, Maroku decided to take matters into his own hands. "Inuyasha, I have a great idea. You and me and two hott chicks."
'I don't think I could do that, something in my heart is tellin my to go to Kagome. Does this mean what I think it means? Do I love her? But I guess she's not interested in me anymore. I hurt her so bad she must hate me now. I guess I'll have to move on.'
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
and guess what all at once
I'm in love
"Kagome, I just got off the phone with Maroku. One of his friends is going to take you out tonight. I don't know who he is but Maroku says he thinks you'll really like him." Sango walked in behind Kagome who was sitting at her vanity putting on earrings that her one true love had given to her, Sango had a hand full of bobby pins with her to help Kagome hold up he curls with.
Flashback
Kagome pulled away just to see a very shocked Inuyasha. A rush of adrenaline hit her; right away she knew from that moment on, her life would be for better or worse. The spark between them made Kagome's stomach turn. They were destined to be together.
"Inuyasha, there's something id like to tell you." When Inuyasha didn't reply, Kagome went on. "I love you."
End
Once Sango left to go get more bobby pins, Kagome tore through her draws, looking for her prized possession. She looked long and hard.
"Is this what your looking for?" Sango appeared in the doorway, one hand full of bobby pins and the other hand holding a golden locket.
"Sango, give that to me!"
"Do you really believe that you're going to go out with this guy with Inuyashas face hanging around your neck?" Sango threw Kagome the locket. "If you want to jeopardize the date, wear it. But I suggest you don't." Kagome pocketed the locket. 'At least I can have it in my pocket, that way he'll always be with me.'
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Kagome dressed in a tight red kamodo, the kind of dress that fits the curves so perfectly that heads would turn. But once she enters the restaurant, a familiar sent drifted past her, catching her attention. She was drawn to this young man in red slacks and a white shirt. His hair shining silver in the restraunt atmosphere. She wandered closer, feeling her heart skip a beat. She notices that he is not alone, but with her cousin, Kikyo. The stunning gentleman turns to Kagome's cousin. As his face comes in view, Kagome whimpered. The hansom young man was no other then inuyasha himself. Kagome turned on her heels and stormed off. She's about to leave the restaurant when Sango blocks her path.
"Kagome, you can't leave yet. He hasn't even arrived. Come on, ill get you a drink while you wait for your date."
Kagome turns around again to find that this time a hostess is in her way now.
"My I show you to your table?" She asks politely.
"No, I was just about to..." Sango cuts her off in mid sentence. "Thank you." Sango blurts out.
Kagome is led to her table that is placed right in front of the bar, exactly were inuyasha is seated. Kagome buries her head in her menu to hide herself from Inuyasha's sight. Only to look over her menu but once to see Inuyasha staring straight at Kikyo.
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me (yeah)
"So, as I was saying... My life in Florida was..." Kikyos voice drifts off. Inuyasha's attention had now been drawn to the table placed in front of him. As if fate had brought them together, Inuyasha stared at the most beautiful flower that was seated at that table.
"Kagome?"
"Inuyasha? Are you listening to me?" When Inuyasha didn't answer, Kikyo stood up abruptly, turned on her heels and walked off.
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)
Inuyasha stood up, as if he was hipmotized, and took the seat next to her. Kagome looked up only to see a very depressed inuyasha. Kagome stared at him, studding his face for any emotion. It seemed like forever before Kagome Drifted from his gaze. She stood up slowly, letting inuyasha take full view of her. He walked to her and gently kissed her cold hardened lips. As he deepened the kiss, Kagome whimpered under his arms. She pressed gently against him and broke the kiss. She stepped back to take a glance at a very confused inuyasha, before turning around to run off to the ladies room.
Inuyasha quickly and aggressively grabbed her arm. At that moment, something fell from her pocket as she spun around just to show him her tear struck face. Her gaze on him made his hand leave her arm. She turned quickly and ran off.
Inuyasha sat down gently in her chair. As he looked down at his feet, he noticed the thing that she dropped was very familiar to him. He clutched it in his hand and brought it up to his face. When he opened his hand, he was relieved to find that the precious gift he had given her the first time he met her was lying in his palm. He opened the locket to find his picture had been replaced by a picture of them together. Some words had been engraved on the locket.
'From my one and only love, who I will always cherish.'
Inuyasha looked up towards the ladies restroom and grinned.
And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby
He got up and ran as fast as he could, after Kagome. Once at the door of the ladies room, inuyasha took a deep breath and entered the room. The walls were covered in beige tile and the floors made of pure porcelain. He checked under all of the stalls and found only one person leaning against the inside of one. Inuyasha drifted over to the stall she had barricaded herself in. Inuyasha gently opened the door just to find it was locked. He rattled it for a few seconds until he heard Kagome cry out "Some ones in here!" after a while inuyasha rattled it again. This time Kagome cracked open the door to yell once again that she was in there, only to find a hand thrust open the door.
"Inuyasha?"
Inuyasha knelt down and took a hold of Kagome's hand. He stared up at her for the longest time before he finally slipped his hand into his pocket and grabbed out something small and delicate. He looked up at her once again and slipped the piece of jewelry into her hand. He then got up and walked out of the room and out of the restaurant.
Kagome was stunned. She opened her hand to find the locket. Once she opened it she found that the words that were engraved in the locket had been added to.
'From my one and only love, who I will always cherish, and never forget!'
Kagome jumped up and bolted out the door. She ran after Inuyasha. Once outside she noticed that he was walking away from the restaurant and towards his home. She ran out, tears streaking down her face.
"Inuyasha!"
As he turned around, the ground shook, and lightning struck. Rain was falling, drenching Kagome from head to toe. Kagome cried out again, but this time to be drowned out by the thunder. It was too late. Inuyasha had already turned back around.
"I love you!" Kagome whispered as she watched her one true love leave her life forever.
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Baby why aren't you missing me?