Oh my love
Britney Spears
Natasha Song Fic.2
I'm sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
I really wanna know what we did wrong
with the love that felt so strong
Her breathing was hoarse and rasp. As she ran, Kagomes mind drifted. She remembered all the good times she had with him. All the times they had shared. For what. To end up running away from him. But now, everything was different. She was now running after her beloved Inuyasha.
Drenched, Kagome arrived at her destination. She breathed deeply in front of a small house with white walls and gray roofing. A sidewalk led to the wood door. Kagome took one last deep breath and walked up to the same door she had done many times before. But now, her reason for being there was greater then the last.
Her heart pounded as she reached for the door handle. Surprisingly, Inuyasha had left it open. As she opened the door slightly, she listened for any sounds of protest. She threw the door open only to revile a very empty house. All the walls were stripped of there coating. The furniture that had once been placed in a very unfinished way was now no where to be found. The only thing left was a key and a contract.
Kagome pocketed the key. She then turned to the contract.
"huh… Inuyasha!"
Kagome dropped to her knees to cry. But at the sound of movement, Kagome bolted into the living room. What she saw was Miroku. Miroku noticed her, and the contract she held in her hand.
"So, I guess you already know then. Inuyasha is moving. He's going to go to collage." Miroku sighed with guilt. "He should have told you. You should have never have found out like this."
Kagomes eyes widened as the events deepen into her mind.
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
"Kagome. You should be happy for him. He's going for collage. He's changing his life. He wants to do something with it." Miroku knelt down by Kagome. As she looked down at her feet, Miroku stroked her hair with his hand, comforting her.
Gently, Kagome pushed his hand away, got up and walked out on a very guilty looking Miroku. As she got to the drive way, Miroku was already standing at the open door, watching Kagome walk off into the rain. Kagome stopped dead in her tracks. She looked up to the sky, and stared into the rain. Drops of water fell all around her. Her face was drenched with tears of sorrow and shock. Miroku stared at her. All of a sudden, Kagome fell to the ground.
"Kagome……."
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
"Is she ok……." Sounds of faint voices clogged Kagomes mind. Her head hurt and her heart felt like she had just sent an arrow through it. She had no idea where she was, or what she was doing. More voices drifted around. Crowds of people joined.
"She'll be alright…….." Another faint but familiar voice became more clear. "She just fainted. She's really taking it hard."
"Sango…." Kagome whispered loud enough for only the voice to hear.
"Kagome, its me. You'll be………………" The voice drifted off as Kagome fainted once again.
"Inuyasha!" A very young girl at the age of 10, yelled with all her might. "Inuyasha." This small girl ran up to a young boy at the age of 12 with silver hair. His eyes were golden orbs, and his expression was playful and sweet. As the two met in a field of flowers, they embraced.
"Ill never leave you Kagome, Ill always protect you." They stood there holding each other as the scene blurred and became a memory.
"Ah…" Kagome sat up with a jolt only to be pushed back down by the rush of blood to her head. 'It was only a dream.'
I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd rather give it up then carry on (oh my love)
'cause livin' in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't wanna cry a tear for you
so forgive me if I do
since that incident, Kagome was never the same. When she walked, she always looked down, and rarely spoke. It had been nearly 3 weeks since then, and still no rise in her personality. Though sango had sent her on many dates, Kagome came home the same way every time, bored and tear struck.
Sango had set her on a date tonight, and she paced rapidly around her room, waiting for her roommate, Kagome, to come home from her date with Hojo. It was 12 o'clock and still no Kagome. Sango glanced out the window once again. The sky was dark and the window was streaked with drops of rain. The apartment shook with the sound of thunder. Sango was worried. 'What happened to her?' once again, Sango paced around the room only to hear soft sobbing from outside. She rushed to the window, only to find a soaked girl walking by with tears coming down her face.
"Kagome!"
Sango burst out the door. She ran up to Kagome and pulled her inside with her and just held her while she cried.
"God. Kagome. You've got to get over it." Sango held her in her arms while she whispered concern into her ears. As kagome cried, sango stroked her hair like Miroku had done. This made Kagome scream in depression and pain. She jolted from Sangos grip, and ran back outside.
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Kagome ran for miles. Tears ran down her face as she ran. Going around a corner, Kagome ran into something. She was hit so hard that it sent her flying to the ground. When she looks up, she saw a young man with silver hair. Kagome stared at the young face also drenched in rain. His expression was weak but caring. He reached down to help her up.
Kagome jerked away on instinct. Something in her told her to leave, and fast. But he grabbed her arm forcefully and yanked her to him. The aggressiveness of his touch brought back memories of the past. She remembered the same touch. The same feeling of care and regret. She remembered him again. After so long of trying to forget him. She remembered. And started crying because of it.
"Get away from me……" Kagome pushed him away. As she turned on her heels she herd a very unfamiliar voice call out to her.
"Miss…… Miss….?" The young man, who she had imagined as Inuyasha was just being helpful. Meaning her no harm. Seeing what she had done, she was embarrassed. Kagome yelped a small regret and ran off again.
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
Her mind wonders as she runs through the rain. Her heart beating at the thought of her beloved Inuyasha. 'Why can't I get over him? Why did he kiss me and just leave? I don't understand. He knows I love him. But yet, he's gone.' Kagome finds herself at the edge of lookout point, the tallest cliff in Chicago. Her feet inch towards the edge as she remembers how much she loved him, how much it hurt for him to leave. she falls into a dream as she wishes she could fly above this world. Fly to a place where she is loved. Where he loves her. As her dream builds in her mind, her body begins to fall off of lookout point. Her dream takes her to a place beyond her life, beyond love.
Just as she begins to feel again, she is ripped away from her world and sent back to reality, where she finds herself staring at the water below. All of a sudden, blood rushes to her heart as she's pulled away from the terrible nightmare. Thrown into warm arms.
Kagomes life had been on the line, and she herself had cut the rope. Her tears streamed down her face, and her heart was beating in her ears. She had been saved from the cliff. But who? Her face was still buried in the chest of her savor. She looked up only to find herself in the arms of Inuyasha.
I'd do anything
I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever
to be your girl
just call out my name (just call out my name)
I will be there (and I will be there)
just to show you how much I care
She tried to tear away from his grip, only to find that his grip held her too hard and too close. He hugged her. Her mind rushed, her heart beating, her love regained. But what was he doing here. Why did he save her. How did he know.
"Kagome....."
She looked up once more to find her golden orbs staring into her hazel eyes.
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
"Inuyasha, you came back for me!"
"Kagome......." Inuyasha stared at her from what seemed like ages. Her mind kept going over all of what happened. "I love you....... Kagome." Her heart raced as he leaned in to kiss her. There lips met with such passion that she knew he would always protect her. He would always be there for her. She pulled away, and rested her forehead against his.
"I love you Inuyasha............. I always have."
Kagome smiled. For the first time in months, Kagome smiled.
I was born to make you happy