Gabbi: Hey peeps! No replies to reviews this chapter... I am rushing and my brother is being a bastard... so here I go!
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Kurama 1/2: Karasu's Girl
Chapter 16: Remember When?
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"Excuse me... Nurse? I'm aloud to get out of bed, right?" Kurama asked.
"Of course you are, Miss Minamino!" the nurse said all happy. "You can walk around! Everything's all closed up!"
Kurama twitched. 'Nurse... are you high?' she thought as she looked at her hospital gown. "Can I change out of this? Please?"
"I guess it is allowed... you have to stay here one more night to make sure everything is okay... the older twin can leave probably tomorrow as well... the younger is still in a critical state... poor thing..."
"Can I see her at least?" Kurama asked. "What does she look like?"
"We aren't at a rush to show you her yet... she's in a special unit where only doctors can go..."
'You bitch!' Kurama thought. "But I am her mother!"
"We realize that..."
'Now I see where Hiei gets the idea that nigens are bakas...' Kurama thought. "Ugh! I give up!"
She kicked her feet and hit her head on the pillow.
The nurse left soon after.
Kurama peeked from her covers again, her eyes narrowed. "Hn..."
She creeped towards a closet in the room. She opened it. "My clothes!"
She pulled out some sweats. "They can't yell at me for wearing this..."
She got her sweats on and grunted. She had no idea that her thin body would not stay thin after giving birth. She had a slight stomach still.
"Oh, that's okay!" Kurama said, smiling. "Going back to fighting some demons'll make it all go, ne?"
"You shouldn't. I wouldn't suggest it," said a voice.
Kurama turned around. "Oh, Koenma..." Kurama bowed.
"You're body needs time to recover. You must take care of your children. And then you have to learn how to fight in the female form. You were too shocked when Karasu attacked, and your body was new. A woman's body, when used correctly, can defeat a man's, but when used wrong, it can be shreaded.
Kurama flinched slightly.
"Get ready to leave for tomorrow. You need to take care of your children for the first months. You are already put in for maternity leave by everyone. Okay?"
Kurama nodded. "Okay, Koenma."
Kurama streched. "I am surprised you know so much..."
"Well, I may look young, but I am pretty old... I know these things... and everyone was worried."
Kurama looked at the ground. "I am just worried about the other girl..."
"Haven't named her?"
"Haven't seen her. How can I?"
"I guess that is true..."
Kurama paused. "I want to go home..."
"I know you do. You can go tomorrow."
"I know. But nothing will be the same... with the kits, I can't go to tell..."
She stopped talking.
"What?"
"Nothing... nothing..." Kurama whispered, her arms wrapped around each other.
Koenma nodded. "I'll see you tomorrow then..."
"Ja ne, Koenma," Kurama uttered.
"Do you want Hiei to stop by? I can get him..." Koenma said.
Kurama nodded vigerously. "Yes! Please!"
Koenma left.
Kurama sat on her bed. "I need someone to talk to..."
She thought about how Hiei and him (as in when he was male) were 'sorta' in love. It wasn't much, like they had sex or anything, unlike popular belief.
"We were about to actually go somewhere until Karasu came... I wondre if this will ever get better..."
She just laid on her bed, trying to think.
"I don't think that Hiei wanted this... no matter what, they are Karasu's children... I can just about bear to see them like that... Yuuki looks so much like him... It's scary..."
Kurama wondered if she could bare to see Yuuki day in and day out, allowing her to feed at her breast.
"THe other... I am not even sure what she looks like... this is so weird... I am scared of my own child... and I feel... well... they just..."
She closed her eyes. Sometimes when she dreamed, she would talk with the male Kurama. Over the pregnancy, they became two people in one body. It was slightly awkward, and like scitzofrenia, but she got used to it.
~So now you think you ar insane?~ MK teased.
*Shut up, who're you to talk?* FK snapped.
~I know you are scared of Yuuki and the other child... but you need to understand; if you love her, she won't be like Karasu. Karasu never knew true love. But Hiei did, through your friendship. Without us, Hiei could've became like Karasu. And if we don't give Yuuki care and love, with or wihout the twin, she too might become like him.~
*You're right...*
~When you two leave the hospital, love her no matter what. Hiei does not care. Don't you see it in his eyes? He loves you no matter what. Nothing can stop it. You got people looking out for you, FK. You are lucky. You are in love.~
*What about later? What if Karasu comes back? No matter what he does, no matter what he says, I can never look at him right again. He is a rapist. I can't... I don't think I can face him...*
~We'll worry about that when we get there.... this is no time to think about it... you are going home..."
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I hate my life. Please review and make me prevent myself from suicide. You guys are the only people that keep me alive...
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Kurama 1/2: Karasu's Girl
Chapter 16: Remember When?
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"Excuse me... Nurse? I'm aloud to get out of bed, right?" Kurama asked.
"Of course you are, Miss Minamino!" the nurse said all happy. "You can walk around! Everything's all closed up!"
Kurama twitched. 'Nurse... are you high?' she thought as she looked at her hospital gown. "Can I change out of this? Please?"
"I guess it is allowed... you have to stay here one more night to make sure everything is okay... the older twin can leave probably tomorrow as well... the younger is still in a critical state... poor thing..."
"Can I see her at least?" Kurama asked. "What does she look like?"
"We aren't at a rush to show you her yet... she's in a special unit where only doctors can go..."
'You bitch!' Kurama thought. "But I am her mother!"
"We realize that..."
'Now I see where Hiei gets the idea that nigens are bakas...' Kurama thought. "Ugh! I give up!"
She kicked her feet and hit her head on the pillow.
The nurse left soon after.
Kurama peeked from her covers again, her eyes narrowed. "Hn..."
She creeped towards a closet in the room. She opened it. "My clothes!"
She pulled out some sweats. "They can't yell at me for wearing this..."
She got her sweats on and grunted. She had no idea that her thin body would not stay thin after giving birth. She had a slight stomach still.
"Oh, that's okay!" Kurama said, smiling. "Going back to fighting some demons'll make it all go, ne?"
"You shouldn't. I wouldn't suggest it," said a voice.
Kurama turned around. "Oh, Koenma..." Kurama bowed.
"You're body needs time to recover. You must take care of your children. And then you have to learn how to fight in the female form. You were too shocked when Karasu attacked, and your body was new. A woman's body, when used correctly, can defeat a man's, but when used wrong, it can be shreaded.
Kurama flinched slightly.
"Get ready to leave for tomorrow. You need to take care of your children for the first months. You are already put in for maternity leave by everyone. Okay?"
Kurama nodded. "Okay, Koenma."
Kurama streched. "I am surprised you know so much..."
"Well, I may look young, but I am pretty old... I know these things... and everyone was worried."
Kurama looked at the ground. "I am just worried about the other girl..."
"Haven't named her?"
"Haven't seen her. How can I?"
"I guess that is true..."
Kurama paused. "I want to go home..."
"I know you do. You can go tomorrow."
"I know. But nothing will be the same... with the kits, I can't go to tell..."
She stopped talking.
"What?"
"Nothing... nothing..." Kurama whispered, her arms wrapped around each other.
Koenma nodded. "I'll see you tomorrow then..."
"Ja ne, Koenma," Kurama uttered.
"Do you want Hiei to stop by? I can get him..." Koenma said.
Kurama nodded vigerously. "Yes! Please!"
Koenma left.
Kurama sat on her bed. "I need someone to talk to..."
She thought about how Hiei and him (as in when he was male) were 'sorta' in love. It wasn't much, like they had sex or anything, unlike popular belief.
"We were about to actually go somewhere until Karasu came... I wondre if this will ever get better..."
She just laid on her bed, trying to think.
"I don't think that Hiei wanted this... no matter what, they are Karasu's children... I can just about bear to see them like that... Yuuki looks so much like him... It's scary..."
Kurama wondered if she could bare to see Yuuki day in and day out, allowing her to feed at her breast.
"THe other... I am not even sure what she looks like... this is so weird... I am scared of my own child... and I feel... well... they just..."
She closed her eyes. Sometimes when she dreamed, she would talk with the male Kurama. Over the pregnancy, they became two people in one body. It was slightly awkward, and like scitzofrenia, but she got used to it.
~So now you think you ar insane?~ MK teased.
*Shut up, who're you to talk?* FK snapped.
~I know you are scared of Yuuki and the other child... but you need to understand; if you love her, she won't be like Karasu. Karasu never knew true love. But Hiei did, through your friendship. Without us, Hiei could've became like Karasu. And if we don't give Yuuki care and love, with or wihout the twin, she too might become like him.~
*You're right...*
~When you two leave the hospital, love her no matter what. Hiei does not care. Don't you see it in his eyes? He loves you no matter what. Nothing can stop it. You got people looking out for you, FK. You are lucky. You are in love.~
*What about later? What if Karasu comes back? No matter what he does, no matter what he says, I can never look at him right again. He is a rapist. I can't... I don't think I can face him...*
~We'll worry about that when we get there.... this is no time to think about it... you are going home..."
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I hate my life. Please review and make me prevent myself from suicide. You guys are the only people that keep me alive...