Well... here it is... the final chapter of Kurama ½... then I will release a song
parody written by my good friend Joey and then the final note... but do not
fret, there will be sequels... I figured that my mother forgot all about my
floppy disk with all my info... and I will retype all my work... my computer
seems to have a worm or something and it's very retarded... but this is for
you guys... Replies:
Because of the new layout for FF.net... I have to stop doing my traditional lines and things... poo... someone noticed it... wah... oh well...
Yusuke's Love Slave- LMAO. A threesome, eh? Sadly, I think both Karasu and Hiei are too greedy and hog Kurama for themselves...
FFG- LMAO! I will give you my autograph once it is scanned... I banned my little brother and Kuro-Chan's sister from this... it's fun... my LA teacher goes mad with my errors, too...
Kurama ½: Karasu's Girl
Epilogue: Never Forever!
Yuuki and Yuri were playing with each other. Sometimes, Kurama would just sit there and watch them. They kind of rolled and crawled because they couldn't walk yet. They didn't speak... but they understood each other...
FK loved taking care of the children. MK soon realized that she had the maternal instincts, not him. She could do more than he could. She could understand them more and she was just a more natural fit to them.
But still, he adored them both. One day he could face them on his own, he knew that, but he decided it was yet to wait. This was all he needed for now.
Yuuki crawled, nearly falling flat on her face, toward her mother. Kurama scuttled over and put her in her lap. Yuuki had the biggest eyes. They seemed like they could barely fit her face. But she was a strong girl and even Hiei noticed that she seemed almost protective of her little sister. Once they had to take Yuri for a checkup because of her flat-out weakness and Yuuki was kept home. She wailed and wailed. She wasn't happy until she saw her sister again.
They say that babies are like clean slates that are to just be written on by the people that they meet. But when there is two, is that any different? Do they already know the feeling of friendship and family? Or was it just an instinct? Or maybe the second that they were born they learned the simple reaction? It funny how everyone had went through that, and yet, memory can simply not remember those things.
Kurama hugged Yuuki. "I love you... I love you so much...."
Did FK, MK, Shiori, or Hiei blame Yuuki and Yuri for everything? Can you possibly blame little children for being born? They don't ask to be born. They aren't like God or something. They just... come from mistakes... and everyone makes them. Though some are bigger than others and some can never be fixed, they can be made better, right? Not necessarily with whiteout, but if you stop bitching and moaning, they can be made even better than before.
Kurama could pick plenty of things that were good. And example, Hiei stayed longer. Another, MK could run from hoards of fangirls with good reason. It was not that bad...
Yuri moaned, wanting to be held as well.
Kurama picked her up and put her next to Yuuki.
"You guys have no idea how much I can say that I hate you... but I don't..."
She hugged them. "You ruined my life for the most part. You are making me exhausted... I get no sleep... you don't shut up... I could hate Karasu, too... he ruined my human body and second chance at life... and you guys came... and well... that was not fun... I'll tell you that... but then the person whom I loved pulled through and he protected me... and I think he finally got over his bad-ass attitude... and I no longer have to hide from my human mother... and I found out I might have more abilities than I thought..."
She laughed, "So what if I have no life now? That's okay... I think I'd rather have you any day than have to hear Kuwabara and Yusuke's fart jokes..."
She smoothed Yuri's hair. "I love you... I love you so much..."
She looked up and saw Hiei. He had a bandage on his cheek from Karasu. He seemed ashamed being even scratched by the crow... but I guess that could lower your self esteem a bit being scratched by someone like him...
He seemed to be staring bored, but Kurama knew better. He was interested, but he seemed to suddenly shift to his old scowl the past few months. There was no doubt in her mind it was because of Karasu.
"Hiei... are you still mad at Karasu?" Kurama asked.
"Of course I am mad at the f-"he stopped, seeing the children, "- man..."
(A/N: ONCE AGAIN! I did not say the F-word! One thing that my mom taught me that stuck, cussing badly leads to grounds and constant use of the word by the person yelling at you...)
Kurama's eyes stared at the ground. "That's not... what I wanted... to hear..."
"What do you mean?" Hiei asked.
"I... I just wanted to hear something else, that's all," she smiled.
Hiei stared at the fox, trying to find out who was the bigger puzzle.
"It's just..." she finally said after too much silence. "Don't you love the kits?"
Hiei looked down at Yuuki and Yuri.
"I... love them..." Hiei felt a sick taste in his mouth after he said that.
"You don't mean it," those emerald eyes bore holes in Hiei's.
"I... I do love them... you love them... so I must."
"Hiei, be honest, please. I can't stand to see you lie."
Hiei glared. "Fine. I hate them. I hate them for giving you pain. For them being a part of Karasu. He may have thought he mad a mend, but I still don't forgive him or believe him."
"You were the one that started to attack," Kurama raised her voice a little, not caring if the kits heard. "You raised your fist, first."
"At least he was humiliated. Maybe he will leave us alone."
"Not only he was humiliated. You humiliated yourself. You also humiliated me. I thought you learned something. Forgiveness. Not only from Kassan forgiving me, but also from me accepting Karasu for being the father of Yuuki and Yuri. My gods, I thought you had a heart that was open to more than just me."
She picked up Yuuki and Yuri. "There's more to love than just one person. You have to allow other people, too. And now that we have a chance to be farther than just two men trying to be married, you have to get used to more than just two of us. Yuuki and Yuri need room, too."
Hiei stared at the ground. "I do... love them... I want them to look at me as something... it's just that... I well..."
Kurama's eyes narrowed, waiting for an answer.
"I heard what happens to people when they have children," Hiei's eyes narrowed smaller than Kurama's. "Demons do it all the time. They abandon their mates and run off for the next person. Others just go into depressions and die. Kurama, I don't want that to happen. And if it does, there is only them and Karasu to blame."
"Did you not hear what I said to them?!" Kurama roared, "Yuuki and Yuri didn't ask to be born into this life. They were never. I did not ask them to come either. It was my damn fault that they came because I couldn't defend myself?! Does someone's mistake have no moral to you?!"
"Then I'll leave to learn myself!" Hiei started to run...
...but Kurama grabbed him. "You're stupid, you're selfish, and you're out of control. You smell like a dog that came out of a rainstorm. You have no manners. You are a horrible person. But I love you. I know that I lost it a bit. I'm sorry. I really am. Hiei, don't run away like you always do."
Hiei glanced. "I don't run away."
"Then stop."
He nodded. "Fine."
"You don't have to really love them... but you have to care for them somewhat... just don't run away. Don't hurt them. Just give them someone for them to fall on."
"Then it's a promise," Hiei bent down and collected the twins' clothes.
Kurama folded their blanket after she placed them on the ground. "They have to take a nap anyway."
She quickly turned to Hiei. "Can you take them? Or are you scared? I want to take a warm shower..."
Hiei knew what she meant. She wanted to be a he if you understand...
He started to walk away. "Brats... that's what you two are... and I got to like ya... sadly..."
Yuuki tried to suck on her feet.
He sighed.
Yuri grabbed his arm and hugged it.
They weren't horrible...
When he made it to their bedroom, Yuuki began to sniffle and cry.
Kurama was just making it to the shower with a towel on.
"Ano... Kurama-Chan... I think you gotta stay a girl a little while longer..." Hiei said sheepishly.
END
Thank you to all of our loyal reviewers! Together we made it to 300! And it was all because of you guys! Here is some personal thanks:
Kuro-Chan for reading a HxK fic, even if it's not your type.
C-Kun for being loyal and editing the story.
Kat Revire for naming me "The Queen of Kurama Torture".
Kaya-Chan for her just flat out support.
And everyone else!
THANK YOU FOR READING!
Final Note: Gabbi
Well, thank you for your support. I loved this fic! It started almost a year ago, remember? Just a stupid R-rated fic. I had no idea it would amount to such a level and more and more sex-change fiction would appear on FF.net and that there would be so many more KarasuxKurama writers and HieixKurama writers. This fiction endured midterms, summer vacation, new schools, and basic teen angst, but always ended up on top in the end. It was going to be really sad and stuff, but in the end it was funny and a joyride for me and, hopefully, everyone else. I love the characters that I created thanks to you and I love you guys for giving me a chance. I needed you guys (remember that plea for reviews with the suicide threat?) and you pulled through. I don't think I would lose my mind so much that I would've killed myself in the middle of the fiction, but you know, I don't know and I don't want to find out. The next ones will stick to a plot very closely... I think I have to update more rapid or stop having plot bunnies gnawing at my ass... but I really hope to see you all next story, which I don't know if I want to spoil a lot, but the question some has wondered will be answered. Who would win if FK-Chan and Ran-Chan fought? Well, ta ta!
Please don't delete the fiction from your faves just yet! A song parody will be put up and C-Kun's final note! So please be patient!
But, sadly, this is my goodbye.
...Crap... I don't wanna say goodbye...
But here I go...
Sayanora Bye Bye,
Genki ite de ne
Gabbi: Queen of Kurama Torture, 6/3/04
Because of the new layout for FF.net... I have to stop doing my traditional lines and things... poo... someone noticed it... wah... oh well...
Yusuke's Love Slave- LMAO. A threesome, eh? Sadly, I think both Karasu and Hiei are too greedy and hog Kurama for themselves...
FFG- LMAO! I will give you my autograph once it is scanned... I banned my little brother and Kuro-Chan's sister from this... it's fun... my LA teacher goes mad with my errors, too...
Kurama ½: Karasu's Girl
Epilogue: Never Forever!
Yuuki and Yuri were playing with each other. Sometimes, Kurama would just sit there and watch them. They kind of rolled and crawled because they couldn't walk yet. They didn't speak... but they understood each other...
FK loved taking care of the children. MK soon realized that she had the maternal instincts, not him. She could do more than he could. She could understand them more and she was just a more natural fit to them.
But still, he adored them both. One day he could face them on his own, he knew that, but he decided it was yet to wait. This was all he needed for now.
Yuuki crawled, nearly falling flat on her face, toward her mother. Kurama scuttled over and put her in her lap. Yuuki had the biggest eyes. They seemed like they could barely fit her face. But she was a strong girl and even Hiei noticed that she seemed almost protective of her little sister. Once they had to take Yuri for a checkup because of her flat-out weakness and Yuuki was kept home. She wailed and wailed. She wasn't happy until she saw her sister again.
They say that babies are like clean slates that are to just be written on by the people that they meet. But when there is two, is that any different? Do they already know the feeling of friendship and family? Or was it just an instinct? Or maybe the second that they were born they learned the simple reaction? It funny how everyone had went through that, and yet, memory can simply not remember those things.
Kurama hugged Yuuki. "I love you... I love you so much...."
Did FK, MK, Shiori, or Hiei blame Yuuki and Yuri for everything? Can you possibly blame little children for being born? They don't ask to be born. They aren't like God or something. They just... come from mistakes... and everyone makes them. Though some are bigger than others and some can never be fixed, they can be made better, right? Not necessarily with whiteout, but if you stop bitching and moaning, they can be made even better than before.
Kurama could pick plenty of things that were good. And example, Hiei stayed longer. Another, MK could run from hoards of fangirls with good reason. It was not that bad...
Yuri moaned, wanting to be held as well.
Kurama picked her up and put her next to Yuuki.
"You guys have no idea how much I can say that I hate you... but I don't..."
She hugged them. "You ruined my life for the most part. You are making me exhausted... I get no sleep... you don't shut up... I could hate Karasu, too... he ruined my human body and second chance at life... and you guys came... and well... that was not fun... I'll tell you that... but then the person whom I loved pulled through and he protected me... and I think he finally got over his bad-ass attitude... and I no longer have to hide from my human mother... and I found out I might have more abilities than I thought..."
She laughed, "So what if I have no life now? That's okay... I think I'd rather have you any day than have to hear Kuwabara and Yusuke's fart jokes..."
She smoothed Yuri's hair. "I love you... I love you so much..."
She looked up and saw Hiei. He had a bandage on his cheek from Karasu. He seemed ashamed being even scratched by the crow... but I guess that could lower your self esteem a bit being scratched by someone like him...
He seemed to be staring bored, but Kurama knew better. He was interested, but he seemed to suddenly shift to his old scowl the past few months. There was no doubt in her mind it was because of Karasu.
"Hiei... are you still mad at Karasu?" Kurama asked.
"Of course I am mad at the f-"he stopped, seeing the children, "- man..."
(A/N: ONCE AGAIN! I did not say the F-word! One thing that my mom taught me that stuck, cussing badly leads to grounds and constant use of the word by the person yelling at you...)
Kurama's eyes stared at the ground. "That's not... what I wanted... to hear..."
"What do you mean?" Hiei asked.
"I... I just wanted to hear something else, that's all," she smiled.
Hiei stared at the fox, trying to find out who was the bigger puzzle.
"It's just..." she finally said after too much silence. "Don't you love the kits?"
Hiei looked down at Yuuki and Yuri.
"I... love them..." Hiei felt a sick taste in his mouth after he said that.
"You don't mean it," those emerald eyes bore holes in Hiei's.
"I... I do love them... you love them... so I must."
"Hiei, be honest, please. I can't stand to see you lie."
Hiei glared. "Fine. I hate them. I hate them for giving you pain. For them being a part of Karasu. He may have thought he mad a mend, but I still don't forgive him or believe him."
"You were the one that started to attack," Kurama raised her voice a little, not caring if the kits heard. "You raised your fist, first."
"At least he was humiliated. Maybe he will leave us alone."
"Not only he was humiliated. You humiliated yourself. You also humiliated me. I thought you learned something. Forgiveness. Not only from Kassan forgiving me, but also from me accepting Karasu for being the father of Yuuki and Yuri. My gods, I thought you had a heart that was open to more than just me."
She picked up Yuuki and Yuri. "There's more to love than just one person. You have to allow other people, too. And now that we have a chance to be farther than just two men trying to be married, you have to get used to more than just two of us. Yuuki and Yuri need room, too."
Hiei stared at the ground. "I do... love them... I want them to look at me as something... it's just that... I well..."
Kurama's eyes narrowed, waiting for an answer.
"I heard what happens to people when they have children," Hiei's eyes narrowed smaller than Kurama's. "Demons do it all the time. They abandon their mates and run off for the next person. Others just go into depressions and die. Kurama, I don't want that to happen. And if it does, there is only them and Karasu to blame."
"Did you not hear what I said to them?!" Kurama roared, "Yuuki and Yuri didn't ask to be born into this life. They were never. I did not ask them to come either. It was my damn fault that they came because I couldn't defend myself?! Does someone's mistake have no moral to you?!"
"Then I'll leave to learn myself!" Hiei started to run...
...but Kurama grabbed him. "You're stupid, you're selfish, and you're out of control. You smell like a dog that came out of a rainstorm. You have no manners. You are a horrible person. But I love you. I know that I lost it a bit. I'm sorry. I really am. Hiei, don't run away like you always do."
Hiei glanced. "I don't run away."
"Then stop."
He nodded. "Fine."
"You don't have to really love them... but you have to care for them somewhat... just don't run away. Don't hurt them. Just give them someone for them to fall on."
"Then it's a promise," Hiei bent down and collected the twins' clothes.
Kurama folded their blanket after she placed them on the ground. "They have to take a nap anyway."
She quickly turned to Hiei. "Can you take them? Or are you scared? I want to take a warm shower..."
Hiei knew what she meant. She wanted to be a he if you understand...
He started to walk away. "Brats... that's what you two are... and I got to like ya... sadly..."
Yuuki tried to suck on her feet.
He sighed.
Yuri grabbed his arm and hugged it.
They weren't horrible...
When he made it to their bedroom, Yuuki began to sniffle and cry.
Kurama was just making it to the shower with a towel on.
"Ano... Kurama-Chan... I think you gotta stay a girl a little while longer..." Hiei said sheepishly.
END
Thank you to all of our loyal reviewers! Together we made it to 300! And it was all because of you guys! Here is some personal thanks:
Kuro-Chan for reading a HxK fic, even if it's not your type.
C-Kun for being loyal and editing the story.
Kat Revire for naming me "The Queen of Kurama Torture".
Kaya-Chan for her just flat out support.
And everyone else!
THANK YOU FOR READING!
Final Note: Gabbi
Well, thank you for your support. I loved this fic! It started almost a year ago, remember? Just a stupid R-rated fic. I had no idea it would amount to such a level and more and more sex-change fiction would appear on FF.net and that there would be so many more KarasuxKurama writers and HieixKurama writers. This fiction endured midterms, summer vacation, new schools, and basic teen angst, but always ended up on top in the end. It was going to be really sad and stuff, but in the end it was funny and a joyride for me and, hopefully, everyone else. I love the characters that I created thanks to you and I love you guys for giving me a chance. I needed you guys (remember that plea for reviews with the suicide threat?) and you pulled through. I don't think I would lose my mind so much that I would've killed myself in the middle of the fiction, but you know, I don't know and I don't want to find out. The next ones will stick to a plot very closely... I think I have to update more rapid or stop having plot bunnies gnawing at my ass... but I really hope to see you all next story, which I don't know if I want to spoil a lot, but the question some has wondered will be answered. Who would win if FK-Chan and Ran-Chan fought? Well, ta ta!
Please don't delete the fiction from your faves just yet! A song parody will be put up and C-Kun's final note! So please be patient!
But, sadly, this is my goodbye.
...Crap... I don't wanna say goodbye...
But here I go...
Sayanora Bye Bye,
Genki ite de ne
Gabbi: Queen of Kurama Torture, 6/3/04