Chapter 9
"Do you remember that day when you came back, Logan? I was so happy to see you again, to talk to you because you were the only one who understood what I was going through. Do you remember it? Tell me how often have we talked from the day you came back and I were gone?" asked Marie in a soft voice.
"I don't know maybe two times. I don't count the times we've talked and what had that all do with that what happened today?" asked Logan angry.
"Oh more than you probably think. We haven't talked once because you were so occupied to steel Ms. Grey from Scott that you have forgotten that I was even living here. Than after you had her, you just ignored me. A hello here a goodbye there, that is all we have talked. You know what the bad thing about it is; the entire school was making jokes about me. How I never can touch again because I was invisible to you and you were the only one I could touch without you lying in a coma for three weeks? But you just ignored it or you just didn't care about me anymore."
"I...I...." Logan began but than closed his mouth because of the lack of words.
"I see that you have nothing to add. So I think you should take this back." With that she dropped Logan's chain, who he had given to her as he left the first time, on the table.
"With that it all begun. I couldn't stand it anymore, to be ignored by all my friends, my family it was too much. I asked the professor if I could go to this college in Boston because my life got out of control and I wanted to have it back in my hand. So I left...." Everything was fine as you know my roommate Liz became my best friend she taught me how to meditate, to be completely calm and how to let go all the memories of the people who I have touched. She showed me who I really am."
Scott had listened all the time. "What I don't understand is that after I asked you if you were Rouge that you said that you aren't, but now you tell things that only Rouge could have known because only she knew how she had felt in the moment Logan returned or....!" cried Scott.
"I told you that I am not your Rogue but that doesn't mean that she is completely gone. Rogue was my name as I couldn't touch anybody without hurting people or worse kill them. As they experienced on me they took this mutation away from me and my real mutation begun to grow. I have known that to absorb people was not my naturally mutation and Jean had said that it was not physically so I thought it could me mentally. I went to a mutant friendly psychologist and we begun to work on that. Shortly before I could control my mutation I was kidnapped by Striker."
"But we thought he was killed in Akali Lake?" asked Storm
"You have also thought that Jean was dead and know she is sitting right next to you. I don't know how he was saved because after I was kidnapped I was most of the time drugged. The first time I woke up I was lying in a cell and all around me were other cells with Ginny, Luna, Blue and all the others.
"Do you remember that day when you came back, Logan? I was so happy to see you again, to talk to you because you were the only one who understood what I was going through. Do you remember it? Tell me how often have we talked from the day you came back and I were gone?" asked Marie in a soft voice.
"I don't know maybe two times. I don't count the times we've talked and what had that all do with that what happened today?" asked Logan angry.
"Oh more than you probably think. We haven't talked once because you were so occupied to steel Ms. Grey from Scott that you have forgotten that I was even living here. Than after you had her, you just ignored me. A hello here a goodbye there, that is all we have talked. You know what the bad thing about it is; the entire school was making jokes about me. How I never can touch again because I was invisible to you and you were the only one I could touch without you lying in a coma for three weeks? But you just ignored it or you just didn't care about me anymore."
"I...I...." Logan began but than closed his mouth because of the lack of words.
"I see that you have nothing to add. So I think you should take this back." With that she dropped Logan's chain, who he had given to her as he left the first time, on the table.
"With that it all begun. I couldn't stand it anymore, to be ignored by all my friends, my family it was too much. I asked the professor if I could go to this college in Boston because my life got out of control and I wanted to have it back in my hand. So I left...." Everything was fine as you know my roommate Liz became my best friend she taught me how to meditate, to be completely calm and how to let go all the memories of the people who I have touched. She showed me who I really am."
Scott had listened all the time. "What I don't understand is that after I asked you if you were Rouge that you said that you aren't, but now you tell things that only Rouge could have known because only she knew how she had felt in the moment Logan returned or....!" cried Scott.
"I told you that I am not your Rogue but that doesn't mean that she is completely gone. Rogue was my name as I couldn't touch anybody without hurting people or worse kill them. As they experienced on me they took this mutation away from me and my real mutation begun to grow. I have known that to absorb people was not my naturally mutation and Jean had said that it was not physically so I thought it could me mentally. I went to a mutant friendly psychologist and we begun to work on that. Shortly before I could control my mutation I was kidnapped by Striker."
"But we thought he was killed in Akali Lake?" asked Storm
"You have also thought that Jean was dead and know she is sitting right next to you. I don't know how he was saved because after I was kidnapped I was most of the time drugged. The first time I woke up I was lying in a cell and all around me were other cells with Ginny, Luna, Blue and all the others.