Dancing with a Werewolf
A/N: this is one of THOSE chapters, so if you're uncomfortable with THOSE kinds of things, I'd advise you not to read this
DOES ANYONE KNOW REMUS' MIDDLE NAME? I KNOW IT BEGINS WITH A J, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS! IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS, SO IF YOU KNOW, TELL ME PLEASE!
Chapter Twelve - Lust
-Remus P.O.V.-
He nibbled on her ear, drawing her closer to him. Her bare backside was warm against his bare chest. "I love you," he whispered. He felt her shiver, then he saw her smile.
"I love you, too," she whispered back, twisting her neck around to face him. He leaned down and kissed her gently.
"You're so beautiful," he sighed against her lips. Her eyes were soft as she looked at him. He felt himself getting lost in them again. Then, she closed them, and took a deep breath.
"Remus Lupin," she said softly, her eyes still closed. "Take me." She pulled away from him, turned around to face him, then spread out on his bed, her naked body glowing. She opened her eyes and gazed at him. "Take me," she repeated in that same breathy whisper.
His eyes widened, and he swallowed. She was heavenly. She was an absolute goddess.
And she was all his.
~_~
Remus awakened in a cold sweat. "Wha - ?" he looked around in shock. He was in his dorm, in his bed . . . alone. And he was wet and sticky. He looked down and groaned. And, apparently, very much aroused.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Anyone could have cut the electricity between them with a knife. His eyes bore into hers so intensely that she was almost afraid to look anywhere, but up at him. He was directly poised over her entrance.
She shivered and looked up to him for reassurance. He smiled gently. She knew he knew what she wanted from him. "It's okay," he said softly. "I'll go slow."
She smiled, shyly, and watched as his face expression changed to one of awe as his eyes roamed over her naked body. Her heartbeat sped up, and her body flushed under his gaze. His smiled again, then his expression became serious.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, brushing her hair out of her eyes.
She bit her lip in hesitation. She could say no right now. She could back out. She didn't have to do this. He was giving her a choice. She could say - "Yes," she answered.
'Anything,' she thought to herself. 'Anything and everything for you.'
~_~
Rozlyn woke up, startled. "What was that?" she whispered out loud. She was covered in sweat from head to toe. She could practically still feel Remus' hands on her, roaming over her body. She shivered.
"What was that?" she repeated softly.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He crept down to breakfast after using a quick cleaning charm on his bed and getting dressed. Seemed no one was up yet. 'Good,' he thought to himself as he headed out of the portrait hole. Meeting Rozlyn right then would have just been plain awkward.
He sighed as he sat down. 'It was just a wet dream, Remus,' he told himself. 'No big deal, nothing important.' But even as he said that, he felt like he was lying to himself.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
She sat up in bed and tried to calm herself down until she heard one of her other roommates moving around. Then, she drew back her curtain and stepped out hesitantly. Evelyn was the one who was up. Rozlyn smiled hesitantly at her. She didn't return the gesture, and Rozlyn blanched.
Evelyn gathered her clothes and moved into the bathroom, completely ignoring the other girl. Rozlyn shook her head. 'What did I do?' she thought.
After all of her roommates woke up, she soon realized that they were all giving her that same cold stare. She blinked back a few tears as she made her way down to the Great Hall. What did she do?
She sat down at the far end of the Gryffindor table, away from everyone else. No one seemed to notice that she was sitting alone. No one seemed to care.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He watched her come in and sit by herself. He shivered. He could still recall the feel of her lips on his.
"Hey, Moony, you didn't wait for us," James said, scoldingly, bringing Remus out of his thoughts.
"Sorry," he said, looking away from Rozlyn.
"Why don't you just go over there and talk to her or something?" Sirius said, impatiently.
Remus blushed, but didn't reply. James grinned. "Ah, but Padfoot, Moony isn't good with the female species."
"Quite right you are, Prongs. Shall we educate him?" Sirius replied, playing along. Remus shook his head, still blushing.
"Educate him in what?" a female voice asked. The three males all looked up to see Lily Evans and her roommates (minus Rozlyn) looking down at them, an amused expression on her face.
"In love," James answered, staring at Lily, who looked away from him.
Sirius grinned. "Hello, ladies," he said. Evelyn and Lynda blushed. Sasha, however, was staring at Remus.
"Oh, I don't think he needs to be educated," Sasha said, winking. She seated herself next to him. Remus turned an even darker shade of red.
"You wouldn't think so," Evelyn said in a teasing voice. She seated herself on one side of Sirius, and Lynda sat on the other side of him. Lily had no choice, but to sit next to James, scowling as she did so.
"Shut up," Sasha retorted while still managing to smile at Remus. "You ever think about cutting your hair? I bet you'd look even cuter if you did."
"No, I like it this way," he said stiffly. Did she just call him cute? And why did everyone want him to cut his hair?
She continued to smile, undaunted. "Oh, that's alright. I wouldn't want anyone changing me, either." She made it sound like she was accepting his apology for not cutting his hair, when he had never apologized in the first place.
"So, what are you doing next Hogsmeade weekend, Sirius?" Lynda said, gazing at him. Evelyn glared at her, but she didn't seem to notice.
"Not sure," he said.
"Well, I'll be at The Three Broomsticks," Evelyn cut in. "Maybe you could meet me there?" Lynda shot daggers at her.
"Maybe all seven of us can do something?" Sasha suggested, raising her eyebrows.
"Seven's an odd number," Lynda snapped. "I was thinking we could do something like a triple date."
"Then you wouldn't be coming!" Evelyn retorted.
"No! No couples!" Lily argued. "I refuse to go on a date, with any of these guys. No offense, Remus. There's nothing wrong with you."
"None taken," Remus said, surprised. He glanced at James who looked livid. Sirius looked as if he was about to laugh, but he was holding it in at James' expense.
"And what's the matter with me?" James asked, hotly.
"Everything!" Lily exclaimed. "You're an immature, little - "
"Oh please, Lily!" Lynda said, rolling her eyes. "Grow up. You were the one saying last night how you think James Potter has a nice - "
"You guys?" Sasha interrupted. "I really don't think this is the time or the place to be arguing. Lily, you're a prefect. Lynda and Evelyn, what makes you think Sirius wants to take any one of you to Hogsmeade?"
All three girls shut up, and they threw angry looks at Sasha. "This is stupid," Lily finally said. "Let's go, you guys." She, Evelyn, and Lynda rose, still glaring daggers at Sasha.
Sasha rolled her eyes, and touched Remus lightly on the arm. "I swear, it's so hard to control them sometimes. Teenage girls and their hormones!" She laughed softly. "Anyway, I'll see you later, Remus?"
Remus just nodded, glad to be getting rid of her. She smiled and left.
"She has it bad for you," Sirius said as soon as she was out of earshot. Remus didn't reply. James was still glowering.
"I think I'll go to the library and do my homework," Remus said, running a hand through his hair. He refused to glance down to the end of the table where he knew Rozlyn was sitting, exactly twenty-two chairs away from his.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Rozlyn couldn't go to her dorm to do her homework. It would be too uncomfortable with her roommates in there glaring at her, and she couldn't go down to the common room because James and Sirius kept staring at her funny. She couldn't even go the library because she had overheard Sirius asking James when Remus was going to return from the library.
She sighed and headed outside. Turned out that was a bad idea, too. As soon as she stepped outside, she immediately set eyes on the Whomping Willow. She sighed again and settled herself down to work. There really was no place else to go, unless she wanted to find an empty room or something, and she didn't have the time. The assignment was due the very next day, and due to certain "happenings" over the weekend, she barely had enough time to do it.
She was almost finished when she felt herself began to nod off . . .
~_~
His lips were leaving soft kisses down and across her stomach. She shivered in anticipation. "Cold?" he asked, looking up to her, a concerned look in his eyes. She smiled. He was so thoughtful, so sweet.
"No, I'm fine," she whispered.
"Too bad," he said, smiling back.
"Why?" she asked, confused.
"Because if you were cold, I could warm you up," he said, grinning devilishly at her. He moved his body up on top of hers and just laid there, with one hand resting on either side of her body, so as not to crush her with his weight.
She could feel his manhood throbbing on the inside of her thigh, and sure enough, she started to heat up . . .
~_~
Rozlyn jerked awake, her face flaming. For some reason, she didn't feel as guilty about having this dream as the other one. 'What's the matter with me?' she thought.
-Remus P.O.V.-
She was stroking his cock with one hand, and the sensations it stirred up made him groan and moan under her. "Oh, Merlin," he moaned. "Rozlyn . . ."
She smiled and brought her lips down to meet lips. He savored the tasty vanilla flavor of her lips. "You taste delicious," she told him.
"You taste better," he said, before he could stop himself. She laughed softly and ran her hands lightly across his chest.
"Remus, Remus, Remus," she whispered against his cheek.
"Rozlyn, Rozlyn, Rozlyn," he whispered in her ear. "You make me hungry."
"For what?" she asked, teasingly.
"For you," he whispered, meeting her lips.
~_~
"Remus!" someone hissed, slapping his face. Remus awoke and looked up in surprise. Sirius was leaning over him looking shocked.
"What is it?" he asked, worriedly. Sirius just pointed down at him.
Remus looked down at himself. "Oh, Merlin," he said, frustratedly. He was sticky again.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Rozlyn avoided him like the plague for the next week. The dreams were getting worse. Every time she'd fall asleep, she'd wake up in a cold sweat, feeling more turned on than she'd ever felt in her life. She had dark circles under her eyes from waking up in the middle of the night. It got so bad that she was afraid to doze off in class for fear of moaning his name or something.
Once, Lily had awoken her in the middle of the night to tell her that she was groaning or something. Rozlyn had turned bright red. In that dream, Remus had been doing some particularly naughty things to her.
Because of her lack of sleep, she had somewhat of a short temper, and her roommates, whom already weren't talking to her, were usually the ones on the receiving side of her outbursts. Her grades were falling, and her teachers weren't exactly happy with her performances in classes lately.
And to top it all off, she still hadn't told her parents anything about the "other her," so when she got a letter from her parents asking how she was because Professor Sprout was apparently worried about her, she'd freaked out and hadn't even bothered replying, which only caused them to worry, too, and to send more owls.
Lynda had run into one of those owls and showed everyone in their dorm which only added to the stress because now, instead of not talking to her, they had decided to constantly check on her, and they were taking turns reporting to her parents about her behavior. She had yelled at them about that one day, and Evelyn told her it was all Lily's idea, so naturally, she had yelled at Lily about meddling in her business. And now, no one was talking to her again. Which suited her just fine.
She walked to class slowly. She had Arithmancy next where she sat next to Remus. She felt like kicking herself. Why, oh why had she chosen to sit next to him the first time she had that class? No one had said those were the "assigned" seats for the rest of the year! They could at least have warned the students, or something.
"Hey, dolt! Get out of my way!" a nasty voice said. Rozlyn spun around and stared at Severus Snape.
"I am not a dolt," she said in a low voice. "If you don't want me to hex you right here, right now, I suggest that you be the one to get out of my way."
His eyes widened, and to her surprise, he actually moved out of her way.
-Remus P.O.V.-
The dreams were getting worse. He was seriously suffering from lack of sleep. He could barely move from class to class. He was fighting sleep, and that made him even more tired. He was tired of everything. He was tired of cleaning his sheets every morning, he was tired of making up excuses for not turning in his homework, he was tired of trying to pretend like nothing was wrong.
And he was tired of avoiding her.
He entered Arithmancy a few minutes late to find her asleep at their table. The teacher glared at him, but he didn't even notice. He sat down and gazed at her face. She had the most interesting expression on her face while she slept.
She looked completely vulnerable. She was biting her lip and smiling a bit. He let a small smile grace his own features. He wondered vaguely what she was dreaming about.
"Oh, Merlin," she whispered. "Rem - do that again." She shifted slightly.
Remus' eyes widened. She couldn't be having the same dreams as him, could she? It just wasn't possible. Girls didn't have those kinds of dreams, did they?
He hesitated, then touched her lightly on the arm. She opened her eyes abruptly, and stared at him for a moment. He froze. Then, she stared at his hand still resting on her arm. Remus' face flushed and he pulled it back. "Sorry," he said softly and looked away, momentarily forgetting about dreams.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He entered her, pumping in and out almost mechanically. He felt her moving to the rhythm under him and she closed her eyes, gasping every time he entered her.
"More . . . more," she said, gripping his shoulders.
"Open your eyes," he replied. "Look at me. Eyes on me." She complied to his wish and opened her eyes. Neither of them blinked as he continuously pumped into her. Both of them were sweat slicked, but neither of them wanted to stop.
"Keep . . . going," she breathed, gripping his shoulders harder. "Faster . . . harder. . ."
"As you wish," Remus obeyed.
~_~
Remus opened his eyes. It couldn't get any worse. He was utterly exhausted. He couldn't continue like this. Something had to give. He sighed as he performed the cleaning charm on himself and the couch he was laying on. He had decided to start sleeping in the common room ever since James had woken him one night because he was moaning in his sleep.
The full moon was close. Just one more week and he would be alone in that shack . . . alone with her. Again.
"Rozlyn . . ." he said softly, immediately feeling himself grow hard at the mere mention of her name.
He swallowed. He had to do something. He couldn't just . . . He took a deep breath and moved his hand slowly under his robes. This was insane. This went against all of his morals. He touched himself and swallowed again.
Maybe if he closed his eyes . . . "Rozlyn . . ." he whispered. He stroked himself. 'Yeah, that feels good,' he thought. If he closed his eyes, he could almost imagine that she was there . . . with him . . . touching him in places . . . making him feel like this . . . He stroked himself more intensely. "Rozlyn," he whispered again. Now he was rocking to the motion his hand created. "Mmm, Rozlyn . . ."
He rubbed more vigorously, and then . . . and then . . . almost . . . it was almost here . . . he could feel it coming . . . He came all over his robes, and the couch. Again.
'Did I just . . . do that to myself?' he asked himself. He felt sick. The smell of his own cum was making him sick. He was perverted. He was a sick and perverted person. He closed his eyes after he performed the cleaning charm.
'Rozlyn, do you have any idea what you are doing to me?'
^_~
Well . . . that was new. I've never written anything quite like it before. But enough critique on myself. It's your turn to critique. What did you think? Please review.
Ariana S.
A/N: this is one of THOSE chapters, so if you're uncomfortable with THOSE kinds of things, I'd advise you not to read this
DOES ANYONE KNOW REMUS' MIDDLE NAME? I KNOW IT BEGINS WITH A J, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS! IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS, SO IF YOU KNOW, TELL ME PLEASE!
Chapter Twelve - Lust
-Remus P.O.V.-
He nibbled on her ear, drawing her closer to him. Her bare backside was warm against his bare chest. "I love you," he whispered. He felt her shiver, then he saw her smile.
"I love you, too," she whispered back, twisting her neck around to face him. He leaned down and kissed her gently.
"You're so beautiful," he sighed against her lips. Her eyes were soft as she looked at him. He felt himself getting lost in them again. Then, she closed them, and took a deep breath.
"Remus Lupin," she said softly, her eyes still closed. "Take me." She pulled away from him, turned around to face him, then spread out on his bed, her naked body glowing. She opened her eyes and gazed at him. "Take me," she repeated in that same breathy whisper.
His eyes widened, and he swallowed. She was heavenly. She was an absolute goddess.
And she was all his.
~_~
Remus awakened in a cold sweat. "Wha - ?" he looked around in shock. He was in his dorm, in his bed . . . alone. And he was wet and sticky. He looked down and groaned. And, apparently, very much aroused.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Anyone could have cut the electricity between them with a knife. His eyes bore into hers so intensely that she was almost afraid to look anywhere, but up at him. He was directly poised over her entrance.
She shivered and looked up to him for reassurance. He smiled gently. She knew he knew what she wanted from him. "It's okay," he said softly. "I'll go slow."
She smiled, shyly, and watched as his face expression changed to one of awe as his eyes roamed over her naked body. Her heartbeat sped up, and her body flushed under his gaze. His smiled again, then his expression became serious.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, brushing her hair out of her eyes.
She bit her lip in hesitation. She could say no right now. She could back out. She didn't have to do this. He was giving her a choice. She could say - "Yes," she answered.
'Anything,' she thought to herself. 'Anything and everything for you.'
~_~
Rozlyn woke up, startled. "What was that?" she whispered out loud. She was covered in sweat from head to toe. She could practically still feel Remus' hands on her, roaming over her body. She shivered.
"What was that?" she repeated softly.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He crept down to breakfast after using a quick cleaning charm on his bed and getting dressed. Seemed no one was up yet. 'Good,' he thought to himself as he headed out of the portrait hole. Meeting Rozlyn right then would have just been plain awkward.
He sighed as he sat down. 'It was just a wet dream, Remus,' he told himself. 'No big deal, nothing important.' But even as he said that, he felt like he was lying to himself.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
She sat up in bed and tried to calm herself down until she heard one of her other roommates moving around. Then, she drew back her curtain and stepped out hesitantly. Evelyn was the one who was up. Rozlyn smiled hesitantly at her. She didn't return the gesture, and Rozlyn blanched.
Evelyn gathered her clothes and moved into the bathroom, completely ignoring the other girl. Rozlyn shook her head. 'What did I do?' she thought.
After all of her roommates woke up, she soon realized that they were all giving her that same cold stare. She blinked back a few tears as she made her way down to the Great Hall. What did she do?
She sat down at the far end of the Gryffindor table, away from everyone else. No one seemed to notice that she was sitting alone. No one seemed to care.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He watched her come in and sit by herself. He shivered. He could still recall the feel of her lips on his.
"Hey, Moony, you didn't wait for us," James said, scoldingly, bringing Remus out of his thoughts.
"Sorry," he said, looking away from Rozlyn.
"Why don't you just go over there and talk to her or something?" Sirius said, impatiently.
Remus blushed, but didn't reply. James grinned. "Ah, but Padfoot, Moony isn't good with the female species."
"Quite right you are, Prongs. Shall we educate him?" Sirius replied, playing along. Remus shook his head, still blushing.
"Educate him in what?" a female voice asked. The three males all looked up to see Lily Evans and her roommates (minus Rozlyn) looking down at them, an amused expression on her face.
"In love," James answered, staring at Lily, who looked away from him.
Sirius grinned. "Hello, ladies," he said. Evelyn and Lynda blushed. Sasha, however, was staring at Remus.
"Oh, I don't think he needs to be educated," Sasha said, winking. She seated herself next to him. Remus turned an even darker shade of red.
"You wouldn't think so," Evelyn said in a teasing voice. She seated herself on one side of Sirius, and Lynda sat on the other side of him. Lily had no choice, but to sit next to James, scowling as she did so.
"Shut up," Sasha retorted while still managing to smile at Remus. "You ever think about cutting your hair? I bet you'd look even cuter if you did."
"No, I like it this way," he said stiffly. Did she just call him cute? And why did everyone want him to cut his hair?
She continued to smile, undaunted. "Oh, that's alright. I wouldn't want anyone changing me, either." She made it sound like she was accepting his apology for not cutting his hair, when he had never apologized in the first place.
"So, what are you doing next Hogsmeade weekend, Sirius?" Lynda said, gazing at him. Evelyn glared at her, but she didn't seem to notice.
"Not sure," he said.
"Well, I'll be at The Three Broomsticks," Evelyn cut in. "Maybe you could meet me there?" Lynda shot daggers at her.
"Maybe all seven of us can do something?" Sasha suggested, raising her eyebrows.
"Seven's an odd number," Lynda snapped. "I was thinking we could do something like a triple date."
"Then you wouldn't be coming!" Evelyn retorted.
"No! No couples!" Lily argued. "I refuse to go on a date, with any of these guys. No offense, Remus. There's nothing wrong with you."
"None taken," Remus said, surprised. He glanced at James who looked livid. Sirius looked as if he was about to laugh, but he was holding it in at James' expense.
"And what's the matter with me?" James asked, hotly.
"Everything!" Lily exclaimed. "You're an immature, little - "
"Oh please, Lily!" Lynda said, rolling her eyes. "Grow up. You were the one saying last night how you think James Potter has a nice - "
"You guys?" Sasha interrupted. "I really don't think this is the time or the place to be arguing. Lily, you're a prefect. Lynda and Evelyn, what makes you think Sirius wants to take any one of you to Hogsmeade?"
All three girls shut up, and they threw angry looks at Sasha. "This is stupid," Lily finally said. "Let's go, you guys." She, Evelyn, and Lynda rose, still glaring daggers at Sasha.
Sasha rolled her eyes, and touched Remus lightly on the arm. "I swear, it's so hard to control them sometimes. Teenage girls and their hormones!" She laughed softly. "Anyway, I'll see you later, Remus?"
Remus just nodded, glad to be getting rid of her. She smiled and left.
"She has it bad for you," Sirius said as soon as she was out of earshot. Remus didn't reply. James was still glowering.
"I think I'll go to the library and do my homework," Remus said, running a hand through his hair. He refused to glance down to the end of the table where he knew Rozlyn was sitting, exactly twenty-two chairs away from his.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Rozlyn couldn't go to her dorm to do her homework. It would be too uncomfortable with her roommates in there glaring at her, and she couldn't go down to the common room because James and Sirius kept staring at her funny. She couldn't even go the library because she had overheard Sirius asking James when Remus was going to return from the library.
She sighed and headed outside. Turned out that was a bad idea, too. As soon as she stepped outside, she immediately set eyes on the Whomping Willow. She sighed again and settled herself down to work. There really was no place else to go, unless she wanted to find an empty room or something, and she didn't have the time. The assignment was due the very next day, and due to certain "happenings" over the weekend, she barely had enough time to do it.
She was almost finished when she felt herself began to nod off . . .
~_~
His lips were leaving soft kisses down and across her stomach. She shivered in anticipation. "Cold?" he asked, looking up to her, a concerned look in his eyes. She smiled. He was so thoughtful, so sweet.
"No, I'm fine," she whispered.
"Too bad," he said, smiling back.
"Why?" she asked, confused.
"Because if you were cold, I could warm you up," he said, grinning devilishly at her. He moved his body up on top of hers and just laid there, with one hand resting on either side of her body, so as not to crush her with his weight.
She could feel his manhood throbbing on the inside of her thigh, and sure enough, she started to heat up . . .
~_~
Rozlyn jerked awake, her face flaming. For some reason, she didn't feel as guilty about having this dream as the other one. 'What's the matter with me?' she thought.
-Remus P.O.V.-
She was stroking his cock with one hand, and the sensations it stirred up made him groan and moan under her. "Oh, Merlin," he moaned. "Rozlyn . . ."
She smiled and brought her lips down to meet lips. He savored the tasty vanilla flavor of her lips. "You taste delicious," she told him.
"You taste better," he said, before he could stop himself. She laughed softly and ran her hands lightly across his chest.
"Remus, Remus, Remus," she whispered against his cheek.
"Rozlyn, Rozlyn, Rozlyn," he whispered in her ear. "You make me hungry."
"For what?" she asked, teasingly.
"For you," he whispered, meeting her lips.
~_~
"Remus!" someone hissed, slapping his face. Remus awoke and looked up in surprise. Sirius was leaning over him looking shocked.
"What is it?" he asked, worriedly. Sirius just pointed down at him.
Remus looked down at himself. "Oh, Merlin," he said, frustratedly. He was sticky again.
-Rozlyn P.O.V.-
Rozlyn avoided him like the plague for the next week. The dreams were getting worse. Every time she'd fall asleep, she'd wake up in a cold sweat, feeling more turned on than she'd ever felt in her life. She had dark circles under her eyes from waking up in the middle of the night. It got so bad that she was afraid to doze off in class for fear of moaning his name or something.
Once, Lily had awoken her in the middle of the night to tell her that she was groaning or something. Rozlyn had turned bright red. In that dream, Remus had been doing some particularly naughty things to her.
Because of her lack of sleep, she had somewhat of a short temper, and her roommates, whom already weren't talking to her, were usually the ones on the receiving side of her outbursts. Her grades were falling, and her teachers weren't exactly happy with her performances in classes lately.
And to top it all off, she still hadn't told her parents anything about the "other her," so when she got a letter from her parents asking how she was because Professor Sprout was apparently worried about her, she'd freaked out and hadn't even bothered replying, which only caused them to worry, too, and to send more owls.
Lynda had run into one of those owls and showed everyone in their dorm which only added to the stress because now, instead of not talking to her, they had decided to constantly check on her, and they were taking turns reporting to her parents about her behavior. She had yelled at them about that one day, and Evelyn told her it was all Lily's idea, so naturally, she had yelled at Lily about meddling in her business. And now, no one was talking to her again. Which suited her just fine.
She walked to class slowly. She had Arithmancy next where she sat next to Remus. She felt like kicking herself. Why, oh why had she chosen to sit next to him the first time she had that class? No one had said those were the "assigned" seats for the rest of the year! They could at least have warned the students, or something.
"Hey, dolt! Get out of my way!" a nasty voice said. Rozlyn spun around and stared at Severus Snape.
"I am not a dolt," she said in a low voice. "If you don't want me to hex you right here, right now, I suggest that you be the one to get out of my way."
His eyes widened, and to her surprise, he actually moved out of her way.
-Remus P.O.V.-
The dreams were getting worse. He was seriously suffering from lack of sleep. He could barely move from class to class. He was fighting sleep, and that made him even more tired. He was tired of everything. He was tired of cleaning his sheets every morning, he was tired of making up excuses for not turning in his homework, he was tired of trying to pretend like nothing was wrong.
And he was tired of avoiding her.
He entered Arithmancy a few minutes late to find her asleep at their table. The teacher glared at him, but he didn't even notice. He sat down and gazed at her face. She had the most interesting expression on her face while she slept.
She looked completely vulnerable. She was biting her lip and smiling a bit. He let a small smile grace his own features. He wondered vaguely what she was dreaming about.
"Oh, Merlin," she whispered. "Rem - do that again." She shifted slightly.
Remus' eyes widened. She couldn't be having the same dreams as him, could she? It just wasn't possible. Girls didn't have those kinds of dreams, did they?
He hesitated, then touched her lightly on the arm. She opened her eyes abruptly, and stared at him for a moment. He froze. Then, she stared at his hand still resting on her arm. Remus' face flushed and he pulled it back. "Sorry," he said softly and looked away, momentarily forgetting about dreams.
-Remus P.O.V.-
He entered her, pumping in and out almost mechanically. He felt her moving to the rhythm under him and she closed her eyes, gasping every time he entered her.
"More . . . more," she said, gripping his shoulders.
"Open your eyes," he replied. "Look at me. Eyes on me." She complied to his wish and opened her eyes. Neither of them blinked as he continuously pumped into her. Both of them were sweat slicked, but neither of them wanted to stop.
"Keep . . . going," she breathed, gripping his shoulders harder. "Faster . . . harder. . ."
"As you wish," Remus obeyed.
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Remus opened his eyes. It couldn't get any worse. He was utterly exhausted. He couldn't continue like this. Something had to give. He sighed as he performed the cleaning charm on himself and the couch he was laying on. He had decided to start sleeping in the common room ever since James had woken him one night because he was moaning in his sleep.
The full moon was close. Just one more week and he would be alone in that shack . . . alone with her. Again.
"Rozlyn . . ." he said softly, immediately feeling himself grow hard at the mere mention of her name.
He swallowed. He had to do something. He couldn't just . . . He took a deep breath and moved his hand slowly under his robes. This was insane. This went against all of his morals. He touched himself and swallowed again.
Maybe if he closed his eyes . . . "Rozlyn . . ." he whispered. He stroked himself. 'Yeah, that feels good,' he thought. If he closed his eyes, he could almost imagine that she was there . . . with him . . . touching him in places . . . making him feel like this . . . He stroked himself more intensely. "Rozlyn," he whispered again. Now he was rocking to the motion his hand created. "Mmm, Rozlyn . . ."
He rubbed more vigorously, and then . . . and then . . . almost . . . it was almost here . . . he could feel it coming . . . He came all over his robes, and the couch. Again.
'Did I just . . . do that to myself?' he asked himself. He felt sick. The smell of his own cum was making him sick. He was perverted. He was a sick and perverted person. He closed his eyes after he performed the cleaning charm.
'Rozlyn, do you have any idea what you are doing to me?'
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Well . . . that was new. I've never written anything quite like it before. But enough critique on myself. It's your turn to critique. What did you think? Please review.
Ariana S.