I want to Exist!
Summary: This is the second chapter whereas it's Selphie's dream but hey, she's not scared, she's horrified.
(A/N: Ok, the second chapter. Selphie's nightmare, kind of already the title says it all... So just read and review.)
Selphie's POV
"I wonder where everyone is, Mr. Froggy."
"I want to show them, my new pet! And that's you!"
"Maybe, there playing hide and seek!"
"Let's look for them, Froggy!" she said to her new little pet
Selphie then stood up from the hill where she sitting brushed off some dirt from her attire and picked up her little Froggy friend and started walking toward the exit of this "hidden" spot. Where she sometime stayed to think about the day, and all that had happened. And this was one of these times, but now she wanted to show the world her brand new friend.
She had reached the garden; she opened the gate with some rust left on her hands. She ran towards the Cafeteria knowing they would be there.
*But they weren't there.*
"Where could they be?"
"Hmmm..."
She then ran there with all her might, so she could let them see her new pet. Mr. Froggy. She wanted to show everyone, maybe even Irvy! She reached the spot everyone was there, acting all normal but something was off...
"Hi guys!" she screamed from a far.
*They didn't look!*
*I ran now towards them, they didn't even look at me.*
*Are they ignoring me or something?*
"Yoo-hoo!!!" she then started to wave her hand through Irvine's face,
*He didn't even budge*
"Irvy! Squall! Rinoa! Selphie!"
"You Guys!!! Come on"
She tried to get their attention, but no answer. She really wanted to know what was going on. So she sat down beside Irvine, and put her hand through his. Just about when her hand was about to make contact it went through his hand completely.
*What is happening?* She thought to herself.
*What was this? She tried to reach to Irvine but she went right through him, and fell with her face on the wet grass.*
She felt so empty now, what has happened to them or what has happened to her?
She felt so worthless
No one could hear her
No one could see her
No one was minding her
And No one was feeling her...
"I can't take it! Irvy.... Pls., see me talk to me!"
"Rinoa, don't you want to see Mr. Froggy?"
"Seifer, aren't you going to make fun of me?"
"Squall aren't you going to snob me? Well um, you kind of are..."
She thought of all, and then she wondered where her new friend Mr. Froggy was?
"Mr. Froggy? Mr. Froggy?"
"Where are you?"
She started to cry with her face on the grass. Now I'm really alone. Oh! What am I going to do? She put her face up to see that it had turned to total darkness, she couldn't see a thing. There were no more faces. There was no more nothing... "Anyone there, pls. Answer me!" She screamed!
"I'm right here..." a dark voice whispered
"Who are you?"
"Don't you know me, Selphie?"
"No, who are you?"
"Let's just say I'm a shadow of what is and what are..."
"What Happened?"
"How come you can see and hear me?"
"Foolish Girl!" the dark figure spat in disgust
"I am well, just call me special..."
"What do you mean?"
"Find out, yourself"
"I need to know now!"
"I want to be with my friends!"
"Don't you get it? You can't..."
"You are nothing, and you don't exist..."
"The people you want to be with exist, and you don't"
"People remember me! They know me!"
"Don't you understand, you are just some faded lie, to them you are nothing... to them you are a forgotten memory that can't be remembered..."
"Now, you now... I must go"
"Goodbye, Selphie Tilmitt"
He said as his voice vanishes, and none could be heard. No silent whispers No sound of the wilderness No sound of laughter Just the sound... of tears dropping on the sound of time... Fast falling, of wet tears Wet tears that will not be known or remembered.... Just tears of a forgotten past....
Selphie just sat there, repeating the question... Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
She opened her eyes to a darkened room, turned on a light... And sat up...
"What the hell was that?"
"Am I forgotten?"
"Was that some kind of message?"
"I wouldn't want some thing like that happening..."
"I don't want to be nothing... I am existing!"
"I want to be with people... like my Irvy..."
"Oh, pls. don't let me be a forgotten past or some faded memory..."
She said as she went back to sleep, this time peacefully in her pleasant and quiet dreams....
Summary: This is the second chapter whereas it's Selphie's dream but hey, she's not scared, she's horrified.
(A/N: Ok, the second chapter. Selphie's nightmare, kind of already the title says it all... So just read and review.)
Selphie's POV
"I wonder where everyone is, Mr. Froggy."
"I want to show them, my new pet! And that's you!"
"Maybe, there playing hide and seek!"
"Let's look for them, Froggy!" she said to her new little pet
Selphie then stood up from the hill where she sitting brushed off some dirt from her attire and picked up her little Froggy friend and started walking toward the exit of this "hidden" spot. Where she sometime stayed to think about the day, and all that had happened. And this was one of these times, but now she wanted to show the world her brand new friend.
She had reached the garden; she opened the gate with some rust left on her hands. She ran towards the Cafeteria knowing they would be there.
*But they weren't there.*
"Where could they be?"
"Hmmm..."
She then ran there with all her might, so she could let them see her new pet. Mr. Froggy. She wanted to show everyone, maybe even Irvy! She reached the spot everyone was there, acting all normal but something was off...
"Hi guys!" she screamed from a far.
*They didn't look!*
*I ran now towards them, they didn't even look at me.*
*Are they ignoring me or something?*
"Yoo-hoo!!!" she then started to wave her hand through Irvine's face,
*He didn't even budge*
"Irvy! Squall! Rinoa! Selphie!"
"You Guys!!! Come on"
She tried to get their attention, but no answer. She really wanted to know what was going on. So she sat down beside Irvine, and put her hand through his. Just about when her hand was about to make contact it went through his hand completely.
*What is happening?* She thought to herself.
*What was this? She tried to reach to Irvine but she went right through him, and fell with her face on the wet grass.*
She felt so empty now, what has happened to them or what has happened to her?
She felt so worthless
No one could hear her
No one could see her
No one was minding her
And No one was feeling her...
"I can't take it! Irvy.... Pls., see me talk to me!"
"Rinoa, don't you want to see Mr. Froggy?"
"Seifer, aren't you going to make fun of me?"
"Squall aren't you going to snob me? Well um, you kind of are..."
She thought of all, and then she wondered where her new friend Mr. Froggy was?
"Mr. Froggy? Mr. Froggy?"
"Where are you?"
She started to cry with her face on the grass. Now I'm really alone. Oh! What am I going to do? She put her face up to see that it had turned to total darkness, she couldn't see a thing. There were no more faces. There was no more nothing... "Anyone there, pls. Answer me!" She screamed!
"I'm right here..." a dark voice whispered
"Who are you?"
"Don't you know me, Selphie?"
"No, who are you?"
"Let's just say I'm a shadow of what is and what are..."
"What Happened?"
"How come you can see and hear me?"
"Foolish Girl!" the dark figure spat in disgust
"I am well, just call me special..."
"What do you mean?"
"Find out, yourself"
"I need to know now!"
"I want to be with my friends!"
"Don't you get it? You can't..."
"You are nothing, and you don't exist..."
"The people you want to be with exist, and you don't"
"People remember me! They know me!"
"Don't you understand, you are just some faded lie, to them you are nothing... to them you are a forgotten memory that can't be remembered..."
"Now, you now... I must go"
"Goodbye, Selphie Tilmitt"
He said as his voice vanishes, and none could be heard. No silent whispers No sound of the wilderness No sound of laughter Just the sound... of tears dropping on the sound of time... Fast falling, of wet tears Wet tears that will not be known or remembered.... Just tears of a forgotten past....
Selphie just sat there, repeating the question... Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
She opened her eyes to a darkened room, turned on a light... And sat up...
"What the hell was that?"
"Am I forgotten?"
"Was that some kind of message?"
"I wouldn't want some thing like that happening..."
"I don't want to be nothing... I am existing!"
"I want to be with people... like my Irvy..."
"Oh, pls. don't let me be a forgotten past or some faded memory..."
She said as she went back to sleep, this time peacefully in her pleasant and quiet dreams....