The Reason is by Hoobastank not me unfortunately...
I watched as Cameron took he seat in the back of the cafeteria. Everyone was surprised that we had gone out but not when it ended. Cameron was pretty but no super model hot, like the others I've dated. Her short light brown hair hangs rather limp and pushed behind her ears so that it wouldn't get in her eyes when she read, she had normal brown eyes behind light colored glasses. She's not a geek and she's not popular... she's just Cameron Valence. I'm not a perfect person. When I'm dating someone for more then two weeks then I stop being charming and become more of a touchy feely perverted Luis and the girls usually don't care, this one did. As many things I wish I didn't do, that was never on my list of things I didn't wanna do till now. I stood up from the empty table where I sat waiting for the rest of the ducks to come and walked over to her table where her and her friends Sidney Harper, Caroline Audi and Jessica Rochester. They were talking about something.
"Yea, but I continue learning." Cameron said with a nod. Caroline spotted me first.
"Luis, What do you want?" She asked. Cameron turned to see me. I don't know what I was going to accomplish by walking over hear. Maybe I just wanted to be near her again. I gestured for her to follow me away from her friends so they could see us but not hear us.
"I never meant to hurt you by doin those things to you, Camy, I'm sorry." I said sincerely. She just rolled her eyes.
"I've heard that already Luis, just go away." She said teary eyed. I nodded.
"And so I have to say before I go, That I just want you to know that I love you." I said. She just stared. The entire time we had gone out I had never told her I loved her. She just shook her head and turned to go back to her table.
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I returned to my table and sat a few of the ducks were now at the table, I just took my normal seat and laid my head on the table. I've finally found it. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. The perverted latino boy who thought he was all that. Cameron is my reason to start over new. Suddenly I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. I was about to bring my head up when I realized I had been crying. I dried my face off on the arm I was laying on and looked up. It was Jessica. She tugged on my arm and I reluctantly followed her into the now deserted hall.
"Did you know that Cam doesn't wanna go to the movies or the ice rink or go out for dinner or lunch." The short black girl said.
"Why?" I asked, "Why are you telling me?"
"You didn't let her finish," Sidney said appearing from no where. The blond stood by Jessie.
"And the reason is you. She doesn't want to be reminded that she L-O- V-E loves you!" Jessie explained. I smiled.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
Jessie's words rang in my head all day. 'She L-O-V-E loves you'. I smiled and I found myself in front of her room. I knocked on the door and she answered.
"Luis," she groaned.
"Cam, wait, be the girl you are and listen to me again!" I begged. She turned and leaned against the door frame watching me.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you, Camy. It's something I must live with every day. All the pain I put you through..." I stopped almost choking on my words. She just stared but not in that angry hateful way, but a soft tender way.
"I wish I could take it all away and be the one that catches all of your tears. That's why I need you to hear all of this." I said.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
Tell her! Tell her! Say I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. My brain shouted. She smiled sadly.
"Luis how do I know your gonna stay you, the sweet adorable charming you?" She asked "How do I know your not going to become the perverted hockey play out for sex again?" Tough questions, but reasonable ones. I reached out and grabbed her hands.
"Camy, I found a reason to start over new and the reason is you." I said. "It hurts me to have to see you and know I hurt you." She put her index finger to my mouth.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
"Luis I find this a lot better then your 'I'm not a perfect person' and 'I never meant to do those things to you' speeches. I don't know if I can trust you." She said pulling her hands from mine. "And so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know that maybe we can hook back up later but now I'm still wounded.
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I watched as she closed the door. I went to my room. Was about to enter when I realized that Ken might not want me there. Ken was the reason I met Cameron in the first place, she was one of Ken's few friends outside of the ducks. I met here when she hanging out in the dorm room me and Ken shared. I walked away and then just started to wonder around campus. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new... The reason is you Camy! I fell on my knee's by the pond and stared at the water. Suddenly I felt someone fall in place beside me.
"You too, eh?" I heard Cameron whisper.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I looked down and I felt her arm wrap around my neck. I smiled. I heard someone else walk up. I already knew who it was. Ken. He loved this girl, as a sister of course, and would protect even from me.
"Hey Ken, I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know I had." I said with a smile.
"I've found a reason for all that I do and the reason is you." I directed that last part at Cam kissing her check and wrapping my arm around her. I heard Ken walk away.
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
I watched as Cameron took he seat in the back of the cafeteria. Everyone was surprised that we had gone out but not when it ended. Cameron was pretty but no super model hot, like the others I've dated. Her short light brown hair hangs rather limp and pushed behind her ears so that it wouldn't get in her eyes when she read, she had normal brown eyes behind light colored glasses. She's not a geek and she's not popular... she's just Cameron Valence. I'm not a perfect person. When I'm dating someone for more then two weeks then I stop being charming and become more of a touchy feely perverted Luis and the girls usually don't care, this one did. As many things I wish I didn't do, that was never on my list of things I didn't wanna do till now. I stood up from the empty table where I sat waiting for the rest of the ducks to come and walked over to her table where her and her friends Sidney Harper, Caroline Audi and Jessica Rochester. They were talking about something.
"Yea, but I continue learning." Cameron said with a nod. Caroline spotted me first.
"Luis, What do you want?" She asked. Cameron turned to see me. I don't know what I was going to accomplish by walking over hear. Maybe I just wanted to be near her again. I gestured for her to follow me away from her friends so they could see us but not hear us.
"I never meant to hurt you by doin those things to you, Camy, I'm sorry." I said sincerely. She just rolled her eyes.
"I've heard that already Luis, just go away." She said teary eyed. I nodded.
"And so I have to say before I go, That I just want you to know that I love you." I said. She just stared. The entire time we had gone out I had never told her I loved her. She just shook her head and turned to go back to her table.
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I returned to my table and sat a few of the ducks were now at the table, I just took my normal seat and laid my head on the table. I've finally found it. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. The perverted latino boy who thought he was all that. Cameron is my reason to start over new. Suddenly I felt someone tap me on the shoulder. I was about to bring my head up when I realized I had been crying. I dried my face off on the arm I was laying on and looked up. It was Jessica. She tugged on my arm and I reluctantly followed her into the now deserted hall.
"Did you know that Cam doesn't wanna go to the movies or the ice rink or go out for dinner or lunch." The short black girl said.
"Why?" I asked, "Why are you telling me?"
"You didn't let her finish," Sidney said appearing from no where. The blond stood by Jessie.
"And the reason is you. She doesn't want to be reminded that she L-O- V-E loves you!" Jessie explained. I smiled.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
Jessie's words rang in my head all day. 'She L-O-V-E loves you'. I smiled and I found myself in front of her room. I knocked on the door and she answered.
"Luis," she groaned.
"Cam, wait, be the girl you are and listen to me again!" I begged. She turned and leaned against the door frame watching me.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you, Camy. It's something I must live with every day. All the pain I put you through..." I stopped almost choking on my words. She just stared but not in that angry hateful way, but a soft tender way.
"I wish I could take it all away and be the one that catches all of your tears. That's why I need you to hear all of this." I said.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
Tell her! Tell her! Say I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. My brain shouted. She smiled sadly.
"Luis how do I know your gonna stay you, the sweet adorable charming you?" She asked "How do I know your not going to become the perverted hockey play out for sex again?" Tough questions, but reasonable ones. I reached out and grabbed her hands.
"Camy, I found a reason to start over new and the reason is you." I said. "It hurts me to have to see you and know I hurt you." She put her index finger to my mouth.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
"Luis I find this a lot better then your 'I'm not a perfect person' and 'I never meant to do those things to you' speeches. I don't know if I can trust you." She said pulling her hands from mine. "And so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know that maybe we can hook back up later but now I'm still wounded.
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I watched as she closed the door. I went to my room. Was about to enter when I realized that Ken might not want me there. Ken was the reason I met Cameron in the first place, she was one of Ken's few friends outside of the ducks. I met here when she hanging out in the dorm room me and Ken shared. I walked away and then just started to wonder around campus. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new... The reason is you Camy! I fell on my knee's by the pond and stared at the water. Suddenly I felt someone fall in place beside me.
"You too, eh?" I heard Cameron whisper.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I looked down and I felt her arm wrap around my neck. I smiled. I heard someone else walk up. I already knew who it was. Ken. He loved this girl, as a sister of course, and would protect even from me.
"Hey Ken, I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know I had." I said with a smile.
"I've found a reason for all that I do and the reason is you." I directed that last part at Cam kissing her check and wrapping my arm around her. I heard Ken walk away.
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you