I looked in the mirror today and saw a stranger where I should have seen myself. I suppose after 3 wasted years, anyone would have changed, I just hoped I could rely on myself...

I tried, I really did, I wore my emotions out on my sleves, I gave her my heart and she shot me down...

Time

And

Time Again...

All the wondering, all the plotting, all the sleepless nights... and for what?

I'm the only one who's still alone now, I suppose that once we all paired off one of us would be left behind... I just never thought it would have been me...

"If I could have my wasted days back, would I use them to get back on track?"

Raven and Cyborg are together now, I wish I could be polite and wish them a happily ever after, but I can't, because deep down I don't want them to be happy, I want them to suffer each day like I do, to wallow in their self- pity until the day they die... so will my fate be...

Every time I failed, I blamed myself and tried to change. I have changed, I hate my reflection now.

Eventually I convinced myself that my failures were not my fault, I tried to forget and move on, though I was aware of the painful longing in the back of my head.

I used to wonder how Raven could live without emotion, I don't anymore...

Because sometimes no emotion is better than those with which I have to deal...