AN: Thanks Dany for the compliments! Hooray!!! Prongs37 cough vic cough, I've never heard that one before. Thanks for the update.

Harry:

I heard the news last night. Pig (Ron's Owl) came flapping in through my open window at 1 am. I resisted the urge to toss the bugger out the window (AN don't worry I like animals) and took the small scroll of parchment of it's leg. Jeez does it have ADD or what? Then I flopped on my hard mattress and sighed and opened it.

It was a quick note from Ron that said Malfoy and Snape had been attacked by mysterious folk last week and were confined to the wizards hospital. Ron heard it from his dad who heard Draco was planning on sueing the attackers.

Whatever. Why did Ron even send this to me? For all I care Malfoy can sue me if he wants. Stupid Weasley.

I lied on my bed and something happened to me that never had before. I just wished that I'd sink through the dumb mattress and disappear. I wanted to stop breathing and to end it all here.

So what happened see, I've been faint lately from not eating much and so my brain has been out of focus. So what I did was took a knife from the kitchen one night. Just a steak knife and stuff. No big deal. I just brought it to my room, sat down and the messy floor and brought it to my wrist and without thinking bam, it had cut my arm. My scalp tingled and I had to catch my breath but then I was calm and peaceful.

Maybe I'm crazy maybe so. But the line of blood was beautiful. Like a damn ruby that had melted. I let it drip across my arm and fell asleep.

AN: I said I wouldn't make Harry sappy and sad and I don't think I did. Ok so sue me, I made him have suicidal thoughts. Lots of people cut. So you'd think he would too. After all he's been through and especially since his relatives ignore him. Family is so important. Please review.