Sorry about the mini-delay of the next chapter. I had to sleep and I couldn't find the music I was listening to to put me in the mood of finishing this. thank you for the reviews PoisonMoon and faraaa. You rock my world :P
Chapter 3: If looks could really kill (then my profession would be staring)
Syaoran thought about the possible places Sakura could be. There was the park or her dads house. Or even Tomoyo and Eriol's apartment. She wasn't in the park, nor was she at her fathers. He trundled along to Tomoyo's house thinking of what to say to her. He wasn't even drunk and he still got out of control. He repeated "fool" over and over in his head until he bumped into Tomoyo. Without Sakura.
"Urm...Where is she?" Syaoran said looking timid.
"She's at our apartment. I figured you'd come after her. She's asleep, so don't do anything bad" Tomoyo said not even willing a goodbye to Syaoran.
Syaoran picked some speed up and once arrived at Tomoyo and Eriols apartment, he unlocked the door, peeked through it ajar, and feeling comfortable that she wasn't about to stab him, walked in. He took his shoes off and padded over to the spare room. Once the door was opened it bared a sleeping Sakura. Syaoran almost broke into tears just looking at her. And he decided that holding them back wasn't worth it, so he let them flow. He walked over to the bed and sat next to Sakura. Her face was red from crying.
"I'm sorry" he said, trying to let more words out, but they wouldn't come. Syaoran brushed the hair from her face, and she stirred. A frown appeared on her face and she hit Syaoran's hand away. She turned away from him, keeping her eyes closed. Syaoran sighed looking away, seeing that Eriol and Tomoyo had a photo of Syaoran on Sakura hung on their wall from when they were younger. Sitting on 1 swing together. More tears rolled from Syaoran's eyes, and Sakura had turned round and was staring at each one, falling down his cheeks.
"I really am sorry. I didn't want to hurt you so bad. I was just angry-"
"Like I was just drunk, right?" Sakura said in a slightly aggravated tone. Syaoran turned to Sakura, and Sakura saw that his eyes were full of a sorrow. Not an apologetic one. Like he had lost someone. He rose from where he was sitting, and walked to the door.
"I love you, Syaoran." Sakura said watching his back as he stopped at the door.
"I know you do. But if we're just going to hurt eachother, perhaps we're better off...not being together at all." Syaoran said quietly. Sakura's eye widened as he turned round to look at her.
"W...What!? Why!? We've got through other things bigger than this....so why!?"
"Because we've had to go through things too many times."
"I...I know it's frustrating but we love eachother. And thats all there needs to be."
Sakura got up and held onto Syaoran's arm. Syaoran almost fell to his knees. He wanted to apologise and tell her to forget what he'd said. But they'd just hurt eachother more.
"I'm sorry Sakura. But-" Syaoran was interrupted by Sakura pushing him onto the bed.
"LISTEN! I don't care if you end up killing me, it'd be a waste of 3 years if we broke up now. 3 YEARS SYAORAN!"
Syaoran looked up at her angry face pinning him onto the bed. She was breathing heavily through her anger. And then he saw her face soften and the tears fall from her eyes onto his shirt. And then she let go of his arms. turned round and walked out of the door. Once again Syaoran just stared at the door.
"FOR GODS SAKE!" he shouted at himself and got up and looked out the window seeing Sakura run from the building. He decided he'd go after her and tell her to forget what he said. Fall to his knees, beg her to forgive him. So he ran through the door, making sure to lock it. Then he ran through the corridors and out of the building.
WUH! Chapter 4 coming VERY soon starts writing it now
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